Dark Rain

video games.. the more violent and gory the better...

it prolly wont for a while...try to keep your arm above your heart... it will cause the bleeding to lessen... since it'll take mor to get the blood there ing the first place... if you have some put some gause on it...and every so often try to redress it... making sure that the bandage stays tight afterward... wrap it in something....and f possable wrap something around your upper arm....putting pressure on the artery between your shoulder and your elbow...that'll lessen the bleeding too...but not for too long cuz then you run the risk of preventing enough blood flow to the rest of your arm...

yeah...all kinds of stuff shows under a blacklight like alkinds of scars and skin imperfections... ...even scars that seemed to have healed over...compleatly unnoticable under normal light... they show up too...

you dont have to cut deep to leave scars (just to leave noticable ones) i have alot of scars... though they dont stand out much...except under a blacklight... then thay're like "I"M HERE!!!"

eh..still here... and still a cutter... my ex and now best friend (*gasp* is that possable?) has stopped... wich i am happy for her for... she had gotten into drugs too... like meth, coke, acid, and otherthings i prolly dont even know of... but she's quit all of that... YAY! (well except the pot... and catnip?... yeah i dont understand either...) my work dusnt help with the whole depression thing... since razors (replacements for box cutters) are plentiful... but i've been good and have thrown all of them away (or my friend and my stepsister confiscate them) but a message for all those out there that may be thinking of cutting... dont! just dont... in the end it just hurts you and those around you...

(wow it's been a while since i've been to this forum) i feel uterly depressed... questioning every decision i've ever made in my life... *complete emotional breakdown*

try either ctrl + prt scr or shift + prt scr ..... one of them should work...

i have a n idea let them see the cover of slipknot's 3dr album... and ask them what's missing.... hehe... no perental warning... that is an album devoid of swearing....in any form... remind them of that... and if all else fails wait till your 18... then you can tell them "well fucke you i can do whatever i want and you have no way of stopping me"

amused with myself... i just snuck into my own house and not because i snuck out... i just didnt feel like i wanted to tell any one i was back

best act hands down was Killswitch Engage... and Rob Zombie was great... he's a tarific showmen...

ozzfest... 2005 has any one gone/is planning to go? i went to the one in the Meadows Music center in Hartford CT... just 2 days ago... it ROCKED!!!

i'd like to say i've quit for good... BUT i cant and be honest about it i did / do it for various reasons... it used to be that after being bullied when i was younger i'd ger angry... and alot of times i'd take that out on my little sister... (hell i pulled a knife on her once) later i'd realize what i did...(or wanted/tried to do) and i'd cut because i felt i deserved it... recently though i've done it after i say/do something stupid and it makes some one else realy upset... or just because i am so depressed i dont realy care if i do something stupid like cut too deep... (thankfully those instances are rare) but i've been cut free for..... *counts* a week?... befor that i was good for almost a month.. befor that for almost 6 months... bad habit's are hard to beat most times

sad... my best friends kitten died today... Poor Taco... R.I.P

yeah i tried twice in 7th grade... tried to OD... dunno what i took... but it obviously wasnt enough (i graduated high school a month ago)... and i woke up the next morning in both cases and just threw up...ALOT... and my dad never noticed the empty pill bottles in the medacin cabanet....

it was cool... all i can realy say... i mean...sho dusnt like moshing in the rain?...lol