darkassassin__666

LOl, okay so does that mean i take back my thanks? That wasn't rough! it was the truth! trurth is always hard! And yes, Love the chester pic, damn he looks hotttt!! hehe! Tomer i loooooove ur quote! is this from "live in texas"!! hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha it's soooooooooo funny!!! *lol*

Thanks i really appreciate it! and yah ur right, It's school! LOL

This is one of my songs that i performed with my band "dark haze" on one of our school farewells! I wrote it myself! And NO i didn't lay off the poetry, i still write it, just not done it recently, been busy for exams! *curse the person who thought of the stupid idea of having exams! * I lived it, I darnk it, The poision of Life, Lost all the dreams, I forced the tears to run away, Come close, Give me your hand, Why don't say any thing, Walking in my life less shadow, Eyes closed and the tears get shallow, Thinking may be this is a mistake, Thinking may be i should turn back, But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been sincere, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. In shalow water there's no life, In tears of sacrafice there is, Because once u give it all up, The only thing in u is death, No reason of living, Just go ahead and kill me, Lost in my thought's, I cannot read urs, I watched it watch me, And now it's all gone. But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been sincere, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. I cannot see, Cannot bring back what's gone, Cannot breath, Cannot see what's wrong, You cannot breath, Cannot sleep, Cannot grieve. But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been scencier, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. I'm inside all the mistakes, I'm crawling within this pain, I can't stand all this shame, And now Im stranded here alone in the rain. :'( wasn't that sad! hehe. Okay shit, my moms here! i have to leave!!!!

This is one of my songs that i performed with my band "dark haze" on one of our school farewells! I wrote it myself! And NO i didn't lay off the poetry, i still write it, just not done it recently, been busy for exams! *curse the person who thought of the stupid idea of having exams!:-P * I lived it, I darnk it, The poision of Life, Lost all the dreams, I forced the tears to run away, Come close, Give me your hand, Why don't say any thing, Walking in my life less shadow, Eyes closed and the tears get shallow, Thinking may be this is a mistake, Thinking may be i should turn back, But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been sincere, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. In shalow water there's no life, In tears of sacrafice there is, Because once u give it all up, The only thing in u is death, No reason of living, Just go ahead and kill me, Lost in my thought's, I cannot read urs, I watched it watch me, And now it's all gone. But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been sincere, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. I cannot see, Cannot bring back what's gone, Cannot breath, Cannot see what's wrong, You cannot breath, Cannot sleep, Cannot grieve. But the life, I stood for is gone, And the tide, Of my tears is low, And the mistakes stand for, The times i was gone, I should have been there, I could have been scencier, And now the tide of this day is has disapeared. I'm inside all the mistakes, I'm crawling within this pain, I can't stand all this shame, And now Im stranded here alone in the rain. :'( wasn't that sad! hehe. Okay shit, my moms here! i have to leave!!!!

Thanks, i have been trying to supress it all in But i guess it just doesn't work! eh,....well u must be right, everything in life has a reason, . And about what happened to you, I'm sorry, But thank god things worked out for u, i hope they do for me to. And well....you know what they say, a mothers advice is the best advice for any problem! Thank you!

:lol: HAHAHAHAHA!!! Um....that's kinda the reason i don't write love stories!! :rofl:

HAHAHA!!! lol!! ur funny! Thank you for linking my poetry 8P LOL!!! it didn't actually take me long to write it....i was actually writting it at 4 in the morning lol. I don't know how...but i do the best peotry at either 3 in the morning or 4! lol. stupid huh?

Okayyy so the main reason i actually write poetry is because it helps me get ride of all the problems in my life! so basically all my life problems are in these stanzas!!! Here is one of my newest and favorite works!!! I don't understand what wrong I've done, In this life from which I cannot run, Guess it was just the way things had to go, And I’m torn from all the secrets so, I’m guessing that this is more than a trick, Something so foolish that it makes me sick, A terrible way of being mislead, Into the hands of something that will plead till death, Can I lie in your arms here please? And wait till my heart starts to beat? In my tattered song, They are gonna listen to the wrong, They did to me for so long, The way i held up with the world so strong, They're still gonna feel how it does when I'm gone, Feel the way I handled the pain inside, Feel the way I had to scream to fight! So let me know, If you can just clear, Where were you when you said you’d be there? And for you I’m still lying here, Just let me make that clear my dear. So now, I’m pretending to be something I’m not, Just to hide inside all the pain that I’ve got, Unlock me from your heart so unkind, Let me go I’m losing my mind. My heart has stopped beating, And now I see you leaving, And all I’m gonna do is start grieving, And watch as my heart starts bleeding, I can’t believe you can be so lackadaisical, I’m so inconsolable, I whish I wasn’t so unbreakable, God give me the power to let go of this pain, And I’m losing hope….my survival will be in vain.

I don't get it! It's not fair! my friends have been seperated from me....they have been send to another section in school and i'm all alone!!! BUT the worst part is that i've known em' for more then 11 years and now in the end ther're all against me! I don't understand i'm all alone now...i have made new friends but they're not that close to me so i don't have anybody to share problems with! (expect you guys) My mother and father don't have enough time for me and my brother and sisters are too busy in their own problems and life!!!!!!

Hiii! hey come on man. don't worry...everything is eventually going to turn up good. There is always a bright side to everything.....you just have to look that out deep inside you! If you ask me my life isn't that "happy go jolly" either...but all i do is suppress it all in, try it and hopefully you'll find someone really meant for you who will help you get through everything, in the mean time we're all here to help you out through any problem. Oh and try to take some medicine for the pain!