Well, I haven't been here in quite the long while, so I'll make up for that with a song I wrote...:O
My Life Died Today
Don't try to tell me why I'm still here
Waiting
Don't try to tell me it's okay
(It's not okay)
Quit trying to pretend that you care,
It's not helping
It's hard to make it through the day.
(I'm not okay)
Every day I wonder why you keep trying
(To make it better)
When I tell you it's okay, I'm just lying
(I could lie forever!)
And the worst part of my misery is
Knowing exactly what went wrong
All of my constant grief is
What's driven me to write this song
All I can do is
Hope it'll get better from here
All I can hope is
That I'll overcome my fears
No one will ever know that I
I'm rarely happy with myself
No one has ever known that
I've put my real self on the shelf
What you see here
Is a replica, a clone
I look into the mirror
I see myself, but I'm all alone
Try to make myself heard
But I find that I am ignored
You listened to not one word
I don't care, I'f felt this all before
Still, the worst part of my misery is
Knowing exactly what went wrong
All of my constant grief is
What's driven me to write this song
All I can do is
Hope that it get's better from here
All I can hope is
That I will overcome my fears
I don't want to
Live my life here all alone
I will not be
Just a simple clone
(Of myself!)
All the movies say that
This should be the point when it
Get's better
Why won't it
Get better?
Everything you see on TV
It all says that it won't
Last forever
Why does it
Last forever?
But does getting better
Require so much pain
Ah, who am I kidding?
My Life died today!
And still, the worst part of my misery is
Knowing exactly what went wrong
All of my constant grief is
What's driven me to write this song
All I can do is
Hope that it'll get better from here
All I can hope is
That I will overcome my fears
The worst part of my mempoy is
Knowing exactly what went wrong
All of my constant grief is
What's driven me to write this song
All I can do is
Hope that it'll get better from here
All I can hope is
That I will overcome my fears
I don't want to
Live my life here all alone
I will not be
Just a simple clone
(Of myself!)
Don't try to tell me it'll
(Get better from here)
I allready know it should
(Get better from here)
But is is supposed to take so long to
(Get better from here)
How much longer untill it will
(Get better from here)
'Till it
(Get's better from here)
Will it
(Get better from here...)
Better from here...