LpLunatic92

I've been doing alright. Pretty good, just have those boring and blah moments, but it's all good :thumbsup:

Okay, well, here I go. It all started I guess in 7th grade. Her name is Kristen. We went out for a month. Middle School crush, no big deal. The following year I dated another girl for 7 months. After me and this other girl broke up, I had started talking to Kristen, just as friends. She told me that she was jealous the whole time me and that other girl dated. So, we tried it, but I broke up with her because my parents didn't like her. So, we continued to like each other the whole school year, then I finally talked to my parents about it. They changed their mind about Kristen. So, since that point, a little over a year ago, we have tried it numerous times. Never works. She is so into it, but then she says she doesn't want anything serious. But then she comes back saying she was a heartless bitch, and I always fall for it. So, bascially we have had feelings for each other for almost two years, actually more since she still like me when I dated that other girl. I always get down when we end it because I'm into it and she always acts like she will be too. I keep going back cuz I think if we have liked each other this long, then it is meant to be, maybe not forever, but for a good while. She makes me happy, but I hate it when she gets my hopes then just crushes them. I know she has feelings for me, she just isn't good with relationships. I want to get over her for good. We will always be friends, but I wanna get over this and talk to her without those feelings popping back up to screw me over. I know she has strong feelings, but she can't handle a relationship and doesn't want to try. I know this sounds immature, but I need help. My friends and family understand but they tell me I can do better. I just need help because I want to get over this so so so bad.

Well, it's been almost two years since I posted this, and since someone posted a reply, I thought I would just thank all of you who gave advice, or tried. Things have gotten better. I think you were right about it being a part of growing up. I don't get down too much anymore, and if i do, I actually have a reason. So thanks!

..... And I have anger problems. A split personality, in a way bipolar.

I confess I cheated on my girlfriend. Not my smartest move.

Yeah! I have! I had to do a report on my favorite musical artist and I chose Linkin Park. I played Crawling.

The Sound of Truth- As I Lay Dying

Morning Waits-As I Lay Dying

94 Hours-As I Lay Dying

It's been a good day! It's only halfway over too.

Sorry, can't help you there:(

Just go to Youtube. I was on there this morning and they had some BFMV at RAR08. They had Waking The Demon, Deliver Us From Evil, and Eye of the Storm I know for sure, but all Waking The Demon was a picture of the crowd and them playing it live. It doesn't show the performance.

Hell no! Would you ever have sex without a condom, if you were not married to the person?

Did My Time-Korn

I totally agree. I think they could've made a kickass video out of NMS, if they would've put some thought into it.