Mr Mack

haha thats hilarious. "...so i go home and listen to my linken park and feel all better"

wow wow wow thats freakin amazing!!!!! especially being able to go to the party!!!

not sure if this is the right place, but just bought the Fort Minor album with bonus tracks and 'Making of...' DVD. hip hop really isnt my thing but theyve done such a good job on it that i really do like it!

i know how you feel. sydney and melbourne get all the concerts while we get the excuses that they 'dont have time' to come to Perth or whtever. but looking at it from their point of view, i wouldnt come ere to begin wit

lol should start a survey about reasons why u end up cutting yourself while shaving -new razor head -acne/bumpy skin -careless -tried to use an axe to shave

lol im 19 and can get away with shaving only twice a week (half the reasons is cos i have slow growing facial hair. other half of the reason is cos i want it to stay slow growing)

i was seriously thinking about suicide a few weeks back. 2nd time ever. first time was a few weeks before that (and it wasnt all that serious anyway). im 19 and am free from my parents, so why would i be thinking about it at this supposedly brilliant time of life?? luck, or really the pure lack of it. in 50-50 situations i will ALWAYS get the wrong end of the deal 90% of the time. in situations where i get to meet people somethin will usually happen that will prevent me from meeting the right people, and if i do meet the right people theres usually a catch to it. i am quite badly effected by the indirect actions of others. and hundreds of other little things which really do add up unfortunately i am a believer in astrology and karma. well not karma anymore after a karma report said somethin like "cos you abused your power in a past life, you will sometimes come across opposition in normal situations" this 'prophecy' has some truth unfortunately doesnt that go AGAINST the teachings of karma? what did i do to deserve that legacy? so anyway, what set me off about thinkin bout suicide was that if the same pattern of events that have happened, will continue to happen, then i dont want any part of it. also i had just talked to someone i hadnt talked to in a year (and we were half-arsed involved with eachother which i just had to break off cos it was just more of a mothering and role model role than anything) and in that time she had gotten a long term boyfriend and had significantly improved her status at work. if this duller-than-dishwater person could accomplish that then what on earth is goin on with me? how many curses or whatever am i being affected by. im not enjoyin life, and dont wanna occupy some opportunity someone else might enjoy a lot better. im my case its not that life is crap now, its that it wont get all that much better in the next 40 years so not really much point in hanging in there

again a feeling of hopelessness. just so freaking alone

i should be watering the garden, paying doctors bills, organising surgery, cleaning room, cleaning fridge, dealing with insurance and warranties, catching up on missed tv, and paying credit card bill all that, and im on holidays

the Blu Ray technology is probably the major thing holding up development. the HD DVD technology Microsoft were gonna use just didnt develop fast nuff so they scrapped it completely. and the amount of processing power the PS3 will have will just be awesome. 8 processors? expect the price to be significantly higher than the 360.

Crawling. the chrous

hahaha i recon we should start a thread on this

yeah? please tell me what it means!!

ahh thats no fun! does that happen often at yer school (fights)? my day was quite good! i caught up with a friend i havent seen or talked to in over a year. i had a 2 hour trial shift at one of the best clubs in town (as a glassy. the shift was mad fun! i turned down the job though) and got an interview for a really kool bike shop! full moon too, which made the walk home quite interesting!

2005 really sucked for me even the fact i finally found a decent casual job and moved outta home, just doesnt outweigh the loneliness of this year. like one of my closest friends decided to just not talk to me beginning of the year, uni friends being antisocial too, stuck up people at work, and friends ive known for years didnt have any free time for one reason or another (uni or full time work). quite a lonely year!