I did it,I was aware of what I was doing and how bad it was but that couldnt stop me..noone knows it around me..oneday I asked a friend of mine that if I say that I cut myself would you believe me? she said absolutely not..that made me think about what I am doing and I quitted it..anywayz I dont know what to say this is a pretty tough situation..I can only say that it makes things difficult not easy..
I was obsessed with lp but now I m not..I am obsessed with a guy I hope I will get myself out this too cause I hate obsesing stuff..free will has a great importance for me..
first of all Thank you...I dont wanna do that again but still cant control my actions honestly Im scared much..thank you for helping me..it make me feel better to read this forum..I hope I wont do it..now I know there are ppl who understand me..
I cut myself..I cant believe but I did..I stared at my blood-stained hand for a while..dunno what to say..I hate myself more than ever...I just wanted to share this 'cause My brain would explode if I didnt..