In no particular order...these are the songs that'd be in the soundtrack of my life.
1. Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson
It seemed we were perfect for each other. I loved him so much. Then he broke my heart so bad... This song reminds me of how much I loved him..and how badly he hurt me inside.
2. Fall to Pieces - Avril Lavigne
I still love him... He's the "only one I'd be with til the end." This song basically tells of my feelings for him...
3. Away From Me - Evanescence
Sometimes I feel as though my whole life is a lie... That my entire existance has no meaning... And this song kind of makes me think...
4. Photograph - Nickelback
This song makes me look back to the old days on AIM..between my WI friends and I...
And it also makes me think and appreciate my friends from school..and how they're the best friends anyone could have.
5. Wake Up - Three Days Grace
My ex and I..used to listen to this song all the time. And we'd joke around about it...so this song holds some memories.
6. Numb - Linkin Park
Another song my ex and I listened to a lot. We both really liked LP...and this song fit how we both felt... This song holds memories too.
7. Lying From You - Linkin Park
When I get in a fight with my parents or something..I usually go upstairs and blast this song... get some anger and aggression out.
8. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
Yeah..used to blast this too. I also feel like I don't belong sometimes..so yeah.
9. Don't Stay - Linkin Park
The song I listened to when my ex and I first broke up..
"Forget our memories, forget our possibities... What you are changing me into.. Just give me myself back and don't stay."
I wanted to forget everything that happened..
10. Dirty Little Secret - All-American Rejects
It kind of reminds me..of how the relationship between my ex and I was a secret from my school friends..
11. Crawling - Linkin Park
Yeah..this song kind of reminds me of my insecurity..and all that.
12. Tourniquet - Evanescence
It..reminds me of the time I was kind of suicidal.. I said to myself I'd keep this song playing when I killed myself...and it'd be playing when they found my body..but yeah, as you can see..I didn't kill myself..and I'm not even suicidal anymore...
13. Time of Your Life - Green Day
This song played on the sixth grade video... on the last day of school...
It was sad...
And I also dedicate this song to my online friend Danielle who died in a car crash...
A lot more songs would probably fit in here..but I can't think of any more at the moment..