first of all, I should point out that god fucks every day wiht my head. I`m not mad at him, I just know this way that he exists.
So I`ve been wondering ( not when the world will end , not if the milkman died yesterday, not if aliens exist) ... I`m just wondering over weak problems. I`m quit sure that none of this makes any sense , but WHAT DOES? I don`t know anything and I know everything. When we ..... ( shit)
Why am I writting this ? because it`s better to evacuate your emotions , or else they will defeat you . That probably means that you would become one of Them . Who said that we have a divine spark in us? I guess it doesn`t even matter any more... I hope everyone will be forever happy except myself. I think I`m capable of sacrificing myself for the whole mankind. NO exceptions...
I`ll be back ( If I don`t choke myself again , like it almost happened the last time. ) And don`t excuse my english. I have an oral exam at the end of June , so I`m going to have to improve ..
last visit was on 11th of February... God...