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tell them how u feel.. because when u will go for university... u will regert tht i shud have told them.. or may be u will miss them alll the time u spent wid them......

i really can't help you cuz im going through the same time you are going.... but i guess you are lucky that you are going to america and maybe you find good friends there......

i confess that i pretend that im happy with my life...but the fact is im not!!!

100% agree

i personally do believe in grudges.. cuz ppl r here really bad.. sometimes ur best friends nd your own sisters completely ruin your life....for the sake of stupid complexes!!!.. and i do have grudges...but i never done any to them who cheated me....i eventually leave everything in the hands of time...and i have seen them getting hurt...cuz i strongly believe in "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND" and abt judging.. i think some how we all do this.. when we see some one fro first time.. we start judging rite...but this shud not be done i believe.. cuz sometime we judge wrong...

exactly i do this .. i want to say this but i guess i m not good in words... i do believe in fate.. buc there is always a bright side....and what happens a good thing is hidden in it.. may be we shud find it and it all good ends!!

ya i got u geeko.. now me to donot care for any thing.. and for all the people who said that they really work hard in their studies and they got good marks(it good for them)... i mean to say that i do work hard for my tests but i rember the tets in which i remain calm i easily go through with it but in tests in which i was tense then i got normal or bad marks.. may be luck also matter but the things i want for years and i was really striking hard to get it but it slips now i just leave them and i aslo see in case of persons and somehow in things also... the persons who i forget about them eventually come to me and persons who i want and they just donot come!!! now i just have this non-caring attitute... i just donot care i just strike for everything or may be i donot strike hard now for everything buc i donot believe in hopes buc i believe hopes are nothing just a waste i beileve in reality no matter how bitter it

can u explain me this sod's law.. i never heard of it

i really donot now what u people think... but i was wandering from many days....the things i think to happen in my way or i strike hard to get them!! eventually i donot get them what i got its totally opposite and i was not thinking that will happen!!for example i really study hard for my test to get good marks in it and i also pray for it.. but i donot get good marks.. and when i donot pray or give any attention to my test or donot take tension of it just stay cool i got good marks....or when i like some guy and i was hoping that he will talk to me but what happened.. he doesnot talk to him.. i mean to say that in my whole life since my childhood(as far as i rememebr) the things i want most or persons with me i just donot get them .. the things i was expecting to come or persons they donot come to me.... the fact is that now i donot care for anything!!what i get im happy and what i donot get i remain happy.. all i want to ask from you people is that do this happen to you people what u want to get u donot nd what u were not expecting or donot want u get it??? and why this happen?? please answer me buc i m searching for it for years!!! people do tell me many things but doesnot satify me!!

i select C i never touch the drugs and never want in life.... my friends take drugs and i also seen how they get out of control.. i donot agree with the fact that you can control it.. you simply cannot... i really feel sorry for all the people who start destroying themselves by taking drugs!! buc i have seen my freinds sum of them died buc of this nd sum end up in rehabitliation house!!!

your family problem nd relationship is common. most of parents i seemed do ignore their children sometimes they have their so called reasons!!! and sometimes they donot have any reasons..but i think that your parents will starting talking to you after some times i guess and as you told that from school you got "in school suspension for half of a day" some parents want their children to be perfect mean donot get any pushiments or anything like that... your second problem is about realtionship... as u told that u havent talked to your gf... i think you should talk to her and tell her that how much you were pissed off that day and you were having suididal ideas and how much u were depressed!!! i hope she will understand your problem.. if she doesnt then tell her that u were making attempt to cut yourself but you didnot cut buc you thought that you(ur gf) wonot like this..... and one thing donot stop eating this willnot make ur situtation gud but i think it will make it bad....and do stop thinking about suicide ok

thts gud i am really happy for you i hope you two stay forever GUD LUCK:thumbsup:

i used to cut but now i ve stop to cut buc i think its useless everytime i look at them start rembering my bad memories nd again go in depression for a time being i let out my pain but scars remain!!! so friends i want u peolple to stop cutting buc it is useless.... try to make things right,fight for rite buc cutting it is way to escape from reality.. things donot get right even after cutting they remain same!!! so what is the point to cutting.. hope u people got my point.... sory if anybody get hurt by my post

just give her time... all u can do is wait for her answer.... good luck:thumbsup:

no u really help me.. ur rite i should focus on my studies!! thnaks dude