Usiel

Oh, my lovely girls, it's amazing to see you again!!! I'm very, very, very, verrrry glad The excitement I can feel through your posts make me see that although LPF could have changed a little bit (but why???) you two still are as the lively girls I met once. So, nothing could make me feel happier than this. Btw, James... hehehe. Well, yeah, you're right. You sent me a PM but if I'm honest I couldn't understand it. I don't know why you apologized to me 'cos you said that you wasn't very...hmmmm, how can I say it? polite with me? well, the funny thing is I don't know what you said about me (something I'm a pain because of my long posts or something like this...) well, never mind,man; everybody says it so... it's like my identity sign XD. Anyway, whatever you said, whatever you did, it doesn't matter for me, so forget it, we have good vibrations, ok? After all, I'm pleased to meet you as well. Have a nice day you too.

I feel too tired and it's only 09:45 AM.... I slept quite well, but I'm in the middle of exams. Yesterday I had my second one and tomorrow will be the next one... three exams along this week! This a mortal boredom... besides, yesterday I had a terrible time while I took the exam. "Luck" follows me everywhere and yesterday when I had breakfast I scalded myself with the coffee. My right hand was perfect for making it a pic and send it to a horror museum... but the best part was when I had to write for two hours... I wanted to die!!!

well, that's what I had to be if all of of you gave me another opportunity. You know it; I'm Usiel, the damned spanish girl who became crazy of happiness and fun long time ago; can you remember me? 'Cos from my part, it was impossible to forget you, although I've been lost, I've been disappeared but, as a good prodigal daughter, I've come back to join again to the nicest family I had once. I don't know if all my friends are still here. I don't know if they have been wainting for me; I don't want to think some of them left this place forever and now, there is a empty place where they would have to be. Before I came back here officially, I saw how some of you were asking why LPF is "dead" in some way. Is it true? Well, I'm not dead (yet ), so I'm not going to think this place is something from the past. Linkin Park is still alive, his music is still with us, so if this is possible, I'm not dead, not me, not Usiel, not my friends, not LPF... I've been "dead" for many time, and I've come back hopeful that LPF is still as I knew it once, with some changes, with many new members, but always the same... I hope you give me the welcomer hug I've been asking you along all these words, after all, I think I still am the spanish representantive from LPF, and, honestly, I couldn't have a biggest honour than this one. My best present, all of you. My best day, my welcome. My biggest success: LPF

Well, I guess yesterday was a "dark" day for all us. 11-S remind us lots of things, both americans and spaniards... and, well, after all, I think it's a sad day for the whole world... and the sadness usually changes to the fury when you/I think that seven years have passed and nobody knows where that fucking Bin-Ladem is.... this kind of things are part of a matter I can't understand and I guess I won't be able to do for the next years. You know. We have got to develop a technology that let us do and to get lots of achievements (in differents work camps) but nobody still knows where he is... what's going on?? That's a big shit and I think all of us are part of a lie that has not light

I've got a headache.... it's Whitesnake's fault Today we had "spring-clean" at home. So, my dad (who is the dj... I mean, the less who cleans) put some music... he put on a whitesnake's dvd.... it was horrible. The house shaked by the sounds of the drums and guitars.... it wasn't music, it was only noisy... loud noise!! I couldn't stand it (then, I can't understand how he can say Metallica is only shouts and noise)... but my mum was glad!!! yeah, it's unbelievable but true... she knows now how she's going to fuck our neighbours up the next summer... she said it, and when she say something, she never forget it.... war is declared

I feel strange... I dunno know it... I think today I fucked up but I'm not sorry about that... I hate grotesque old guys!!!:no: Today, I went to buy the newspaper. It was a lovely morning, very sunny, so I felt happy. The main street was full of kids with their mothers. Suddenly, I stopped for seeing a shop window. I was watching the clothes when I noticed that an old man (about 60 years old and quite fat) looked at me. He has walked where I was and before I could do anything he whispered to my ear: hot chick... uaaaggg!!! That shocked me for a while. I hate "grandpas" say such kind of things. It makes me feel dirty. It's superior to me. I only know that I looked at him with hate and I shouted soo loud: YOU, DAMN PERVERT!! You know, guys? If I was shocked, he couldn't be less. As soon as I shouted that, everybody stopped talking.... the main street was quiet for some minutes. All kids and all mothers were looking at us. Man's face was red. I guess he thought I was an "angel" who wouldn't say anything. But, he was wrong. He didn't know that from time to time my tongue is like a snape's one... shit :o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SIS!!!! YAHOOOO I really hope you have a nice day and you enjoy it. The Sun must shine for you today. You know, dear? Today is your birth, but, I think that everyday is our birthday, 'cos the fact of knowing you is the biggest present ( and the most beautiful treasure) LPF can have. HUGGGGG AND LOTS OF KISSESSSS!!! http://img178.imageshack.us/img178/3383/36842073lk8.png

Just one thing...you ready? I'm not totally sure (you never are ready for these kind of things) but, here we are... I PASSED THE EXAM!!!!!! with 80%!!!!! I PASSSEDDDDD THE EXAM!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! I want to laugh but I want to cry as well... I CANNOT BELIEVE IT, GUYS!!!! MADRID IS ALREADY HERE!!! YAHOOOOO!!!!:yea:

Jeezy, you can build me a sanctuary now. Here you are (enjoy it) And then you will say I don't appreciate you!!!:-P

eY, Thanks Jeezy. You have made my day. You were right; the vid is pretty cool. I really like it. It reminded me "Fade to Black"... the intro is awesome!!!! well, the whole song is incredible... I think it has everything; it's strong but it has also a soft power or some stuff like this. I think it has the Metallica sign; you can notice it perfectly. I think it could be a fusion between Fade to Black and One... damn kirk!! he's a fucking genious with the guitar!! XD

:thumbsup: Thank you, guys!! You two are very kind!! It's lovely to have such kind of great mates as you're!!! Well, in my case, today I feel more calm. The post I wrote yesterday was very expressive but as soon as I finished the exam, I ran to the library. I need a pc to express all my excitement. So, for this reason my post seemed a bit mad; but I was totally out of place. Now, as I said, I feel more calm. My mind is "cold" so I think with sense and not passion... something quite normal in me. Oh Untitled, yes, before I can forget it; this year will be my fourth academic year. I'm studying advertising. I want to be an advertising creative!

:eek: don't tell me that!!!! really???? Oh, that's good, very good. where have you seen the vid?? you tube?? This morning I've bought Rolling Stone magazine. There is a report about Metallica (and ACDC, as well ) Unfortunately, James hasn't said anything new about the new record. He said that the record has 14 songs and their reference has been Master of Puppets!! Have you know Metallica has recorded a cover of Remember Tomorrow (Iron Maiden)??? Unfortunately, he didn't say anything about the tour. I only hope they don't forget their spaniard fans. We're waiting for them. The brave bull feels more heavy metal than never.

Yeah!!!! YAhooooo!! It's done!! the exam is already done!! Uff, I feel 100 kilogrames slimmer... Now, I have to wait for the results (which I don't know what it is worse:( ). The only thing I keep for me is that I did my best. I worked hard the whole summer, studying this subject... I couldn't do more. I'm sure about it. The fact is that if I don't pass, I don't know what I will do... I want to go to Madrid, I want to star a new life there, the life I left once... MADRID I WANTTT YOU!!! well, at least you don't have the post-holiday syndrome.:-P In my case, I'm anxious. I want to start again the university. Maybe this year I'm going to study to Madrid, the city where I was born and if everything goes fine, I will continue my degree there and I will live in a flat and not in a college... and I will have the opportunity to go to all LINKIN PARK's shows, ACDC' shows and who knows? maybe Metallica as welll!!! Ohh, shit, I CANNOT BE AS HAPPY AS I'M NOW!!!!

Oh, that's a good feeling!!! Quite funny btw. I'd like to be completely drunk tomorrow at 15,30. Tomorrow my holidays will definitively finish and I will finish them with an "amazing" exam. I only have this exam, this opportunity if I want to go to Madrid to finish my studies, if not, if I don't pass it I don't know what I will do, 'cos I left everything in July: the college, the university. Seville has been the past along this summer and now I want Madrid will be my future, but I must pass this exam and I already failed it three times; tomorrow will be the fouth attempt... I'm nervious. I've studied hard but when I think I have only one "shot", I feel near to the death... now I know how Jimmy Smith Rabbit (Eminem) felt when he wrote "Lose Yourself" .... ufff....:'( Oh, what a pretty sentence, full of quiet and... I don't know it. You have to be quite far away from me, dear, and, although I read all the posts, your comment has been brief but deep, these two feelings has travelled through the distance until where I'm... that's good; it's much better than with a few words you can say a whole world of feelings.... you should be writer. Sure. :thumbsup:

:eek: OMG.. What's going on today with all you, guys???well, dear woodyloveslinkin, don't be sad. you aren't a forgiving person. be sure of that. You should be happy; your ex bf is a fucking idiot guy who doesn't know what is losing without you, girl. I don't know you very well, I don't know how your intimate life is (although I guess it is full of "lethal passion" :-P isn't it?) but I think a guy who attacks a girl in public in a bar is someone without mind. You can like or not a person but whom has the right for attacking someone?? Nobody, everybody should be respected whatever their decisions are. Don't listen him. There is a huge world full of people who can give you love and respect. So fuck him and all the people who don't respect you.