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Another piece for the concept album. Got to let go, got to write this song My head, it feels just like a gong It's ringing inside and it lasts for so long Here I am, wondering what the fuck went wrong Emotional cripple, feelings so fickle, fading in the water, watch them trickle, watch them trickle, as it all comes crashing down, crashing down onto me. It was me and you, the best thing to happen to me I was so secure, only blind eyes could not see The buzzing's still here, it sounds just like the bee Here I am, paying my emotional fee. Emotional cripple, feelings so fickle, fading in the water, watch them trickle, watch them trickle, as it all comes crashing down, crashing down onto me. You're not the first, to throw it all in my face, I should learn, should learn to give up the chase There is nothing here, nothing for me to embrace, Here I am, a complete and utter head case. Emotional cripple, feelings so fickle, fading in the water, watch them trickle, watch them trickle, as it all comes crashing down, crashing down onto me. What is the use, I am no longer as sane As I should be, if I didn't have this pain The pain in the heart, the pain inside my brain Here I am, dying inside of the rain. Crashing down, crashing down, bringing my soul, my heart and soul, into the ground.

Not complete yet, may change because it is the beginning of a concept album so the story might change. Ledgend in the making, never resisted taking, my hands, always shaking, scars on my face, curse this place! Curse the men! Curse the whores! Curse the purse, always makes me beg, beg for more, the green that sustains. Damn this pain! Damn the rain! It shows my shame! Bars open to streets, Stained and polluted sheets, left by a whore, left on the floor. Trouble to stir, "An older boy did it sir!" can't take it anymore! Got to get out, got to get out, i won't face that lout, i'll scream and i'll shout, beat my chest and scream for hours, knowing it won't stop, knowing i'll end up, beyond repair, fucked up, and left here, there, but everwhere, bare and without a care! Drink it down, shit from the clown, decked in a crown, he never looks down, never sees us suffer, never sees us die, never sees what we do, what we do to survive. Nevermore! Shall I spread his lies, Nevermore! Not while young girls open their thighs, Nevermore! Not to drink his shit, is to be done with it, to leave the pit, So it was writ, but fuck it, we live and die, down here in the sty, look to the sky, see the God waiting, to piss on us scum! Trapped in gutters, close the shutters, my leige and lord, lest the smell escape, and cross the road, and damnation extend its hand, straight from the ashes, the ashes of our land, our hearts and our souls, and snatch away, what you took anyway, from our broken homes. Our broken holes. Nothing but Rat's homes. You sick little twist! like it when they resist, don't you Lord Perv! They scream and shout, hands waving about, but you don't give a shit, do you really? you just want what you want, and you take what you need, from the hide of a little girl, who you'd trap from the world, have your fun with her, before moving again, taking her friends, never letting the young sleep, always they shall weep, thinking of your repulsive touch, and what they'd do to escape it. To survive it. They sell it. Didn't ya know? To the highest bidder, becoming bitter, as they litter our street corners, doing what they can, to escape your hand. And as they sleep, they cannot weep. This land takes that from them, robs them of sense, leaves them women in the past tense. For these WERE girls. Now they are Rats. Trapped forever in the land or your doing. *whispered* Well now I have your ear... before I disappear... I bid thee welcome... to cesspool of the year... COUNTY ANTRIM!

I was actually at the show when they filmed it. Great show, the harder pieces were better though. The line up was terrible (cept LP of course ). The crowd mostly came for Jay-Z though, which was really annoying.

I have but one thing to say about your conversion Ravynlee... Welcome to the fold maggot

lol wat? side note: "Lol wat?" when no other words suffice

1st born son - LeonardMeans "brave lion", derived from the Germanic elements leon "lion" and hard "brave, hardy". This was the name of a 5th-century Frankish saint who is the patron of prisoners and horses. This name was brought to England by the Normans, though it did not become common there until the 19th century. After my late Grandfather, a kind man who served in the SAS before becoming a mercenary. When he came out of that line of work he turned to the drink and the smokes. Died of throat cancer on my sixteenth birthday. 2nd born son - Stephen From the Greek name Στεφανος (Stephanos) meaning "crown". Saint Stephen was a deacon who was stoned to death, as told in Acts in the New Testament, and he is regarded as the first Christian martyr. Due to him, the name became common in the Christian world. It was popularized in England by the Normans. This was the name of kings of England, Serbia, and Poland, as well as ten popes. It was also borne by the first Christian king of Hungary (10th century), who is regarded as the patron saint of that country. More recent bearers include British physicist Stephen Hawking (1942-) and the American author Stephen King (1947-). After my father. 1st born daughter - Amalia Latinized form of the Germanic name Amal, a short form of names beginning with the element amal meaning "work". That would be a big enough family for me.

Great song. Gematria (The Killing Name) - Slipknot. 4th of the nine b*tches!]:-> [:-}

Same. In the End - LP (classic )

you're just letting your rage get the better of you Nailz. I know exactly how you feel, knowing someone (second cousin who lives nearby) like that. But even though he manages to fuck everything up, hell he even cut the strings off my first/fav acoustic, I love the silly little bastard. I know I should hate him for all the stuff he's done, especially the guitar, but I still get on with him. Because it ain't his fault. You just take a deep breath, tell his parents or carers that you'd like to have him visit before you birthday instead of on it but you never let it show to him. I did that once and I did almost a year of appologising for it. trust me. They love people till it hurts but when they hate you it's worse. much worse. Just relax Nailz. Now I got to go burn off some steam for thinking about my acoustic.

mmm... Valentine's Day

Personally I need to be surrounded by noise but at the same time away from people. Loud rock music, a locked door and a phone on vibrate. Prayer - Disturbed

mythbusters rocks. I'm a morning and night person. Midday is about as low as I get. Live forever - Oasis

lol, not something I hear a lot of people say. Especially about the second world war. Almost every family in both America and Britain was affected by that one

meh. I just do it naturally. Although having a military father may have something to do with it... Stop Crying your Heart out - Oasis

well ancient history is a good subject but I'm afraid that wars are the most common thing throughout history so it's always going to be a major focus. Personally I like Eygptian history, Roman history, Greek history and the two world wars. Much more interesting than the rest of it in my opinion