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Maybe that's the deal, there is never any behind the scenes stuff with me eddo.. I'm an open book, read at your own risk, or you can use the ignore feature. I will NEVER have another person dictate my reality for me again.

I'm ok eddo.. maybe I can give you some lessons on interacting with people. You guys remind me of my ex, at the very end of our relationship when 20 years of truth came spewing forth from my pie hole (no control of it), and she would literally cover her ears and run from me.. But always wanted to come back.. and still does. She told me 3 weeks ago if I told her there was any shred of a chance for us again, she would not date anyone until that time. I told her the truth.. From what happened the other day with her, you can figure out what my answer was. I don't need your interpersonal communication lessons, or else. A month later, after my pie hole, and soul was clean, she tells me I'm right about everything, and after her "man", beat her the other night, I'm the first person she went to.. Please explain.. Have you ever had a girlfriend? Know what that's like?

Why can't you ignore feature me TJ? I don't understand... I've never been granted a rope as long as the one you are at 2TJ, or here. If you can't ignore feature me for whatever reason as every staff member here has suggested numerous times, you know where I'm not, and will never be. Should I be thrown in a black hole so you can feel good about yourself? I'd do it myself if I actually thought that would help you, but I know better.

Excellent song Snaf! [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjC4HXwLzBU]YouTube - Los Lonely Boys-Heaven[/ame]

I'd also like to invite anyone from 2TJ to come visit me, or the site here.. I miss you guys.. I know Anabel would love the lyrics post, and am certain she could turn us on to some good music..

Changes Black Sabbath I feel unhappy I feel so sad I lost the best friend That I ever had She was my woman I loved her so But it's too late now I've let her go I'm going through changes I'm going through changes We shared the eve's We shared each day In love together We found a way But soon the world Had its evil way My heart was blinded Love went astray I'm going through changes I'm going through changes It took so long To realize That I can still hear Her last goodbyes Now all my days Are filled with tears Wish I could go back And change these years I'm going through changes I'm going through changes [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=um1HG9Rb6Dg]YouTube - Changes Ozzy Osbourne[/ame]

And you will never have to worry about me being there.. I think that's been established.. But please stick around.. you make me laugh, really hard. I like it, it feels good..

Please TJ... just quit talking about me and put me on ignore as cloaked suggested. I have a dad, and an older brother. You don't need to worry about me. I'm a 39 year old man, and an 18 year old kid. I'd like to find my own way and it's up to the staff of this forum to decide what's best for it. Not you.

No doubt shiek. For her, I think she'll always be chasing her father to prove to herself that he really did love her.. But I hope not, this experience has really hit her hard and I can only hope she learns from it. She's done all the right things so far. She is still a beautiful, young woman with a lot of life to live. I hope she finds happiness. I have faith she will and will continue to stand by her, help her and support her anyway I can. But never again as her boyfriend.. 20 years was long enough to know when to give up..

All I have to say is thank you, bender... I do try to express myself the only way I know how. The fact is, I lost myself for 20 years trying to be what someone else thought I should be until I could no longer lie to myself, couldn't sleep for 6 straight days, had a breakdown, and spent a week in the hospital. It was my very first visit to 2TJ that triggered this, shall we say, rebirth. The week I spent in the hospital mingling with counselors, nurses, doctors, drunks, drug addicts, depressed and suicidal people was, in fact, the best week of my life and feel very fortunate to have found myself where I had left off. A happy kid for all intents and purposes, just wanting to do what's right and never let myself go again. And as a kid, I'm still learning, and appreciate what you say to me and can tell you, I will do the absolute best I can to adapt my approach to please others, while maintaining my sanity, which will always come first til the day I die. I understand your guys point of view. This is your site and in some ways, a business, and I have total respect for that and all of you guys. I don't expect anyone to bend to fit my whims and self discovery at the expense of themselves, or their business. So in conclusion, what I can say is I will do my best, and if my best isn't good enough for the direction you guys wish things to progress, I have no one to blame but myself and will never have any hard feelings about anything no matter what the future brings. I'll always cherish every moment I spent at 2TJ, and here, no matter what. Don't ever hesitate to smack my ass if you feel the need as I prefer immediate, honest feedback as I believe letting things dwell only creates animosity and confusion to the point where one doesn't even really know what they are mad at anymore, they're just mad, period. But I can't guarantee I wont talk back, like any smartass kid. And as you full well know, I can be quite persistent. OK.. a pain in the ass. I hope that helps you understand where I come from and if you ever want to know anything about me or have any questions, all you need to do is ask and I'll tell you the truth.. Not just the staff, but anyone in the world who reads this. Thanks again bender, I really do appreciate it, even if it may not seem like it sometimes. Peace brother. One more thing.. can I have my avatar back, please? I feel so naked..

Beware of people who dislike cats. - Irish proverb You will always be lucky if you know how to make friends with strange cats. - Colonial proverb In a cat's eye, all things belong to cats. - English proverb After dark all cats are leopards. - Native American Proverb A cat may look at a king. - English Proverb Happy owner, happy cat. Indifferent owner, reclusive cat. - Chinese Proverb Happy is the home with at least one cat - Italian Proverb I gave an order to a cat, and the cat gave it to its tail - Chinese Proverb He who plays with a cat must bear its scratches. If you play with a cat, you must not mind her scratch. The kind man feeds his beast before sitting down to dinner. Hebrew Proverb Those that dislike cats will be carried to the cemetery in the rain. - Dutch Proverb "A cat's eyes are windows enabling us to see into another world." - Irish Legend Look what the Cat dragged in Can I have my cat avatar back, please? ~ wez

TJ.. practically everything you've been saying was about me. Cept for the crap about IWS.. You're talking about yourself TJ.. I'm sorry, but it's the honest to god truth..

Come on Tj.. I really don't want to see you banned.. or myself. Just try to listen to what people are telling you.. if I said those things about you, or to you, that you just did again, would you feel the urge to defend yourself? You're talking about yourself, not me. Or IWS.... According to your theory, I must have joined as weez, mentally willed Mrs.K to throw me in her dungeon and insult me so I could come back here to "mostly bash her" by merely telling the truth, then slip in about fixing my account to cover my butt? Come on.. think about it. I wanted my wez account fixed.. end of story. I addressed fecky.. not you, or anyone else. You defend her right to "respond" while trying to shove a knife in my back?.... enough. I don't want you banned. I joined as weez because I missed the people there, not to cause trouble.. Why don't you look at the 3 posts I made as weez. You're a member there, not me. I was for 2 1/2 years.. I like the folks there.

Sounds like that's what you're accusing IWS of doing too? You should listen to bender.. if not, nice knowing ya.. later bud.

Friendly warning TJ.. you really don't want to try to bull bender.. he's not an idiot.

Shame on the night Dio Shame on the night For places I've been And what I've seen For giving me the strangest dreams But you never really know just what they mean So oh shame on the night Shame on you You've stolen the day Snatched it away But I saw the sky An I never want to die Now you know the reason why Oh shame on the night You don't care what you've done So I think I'd better run Shame on the sun For the light you sold I've lost my hold On the magic flame But now I know your name Oh lord just go the way you came again Oh shame on the night You don't care what you've done So I know I'd better run [ame]www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiHWZ9CwGRE[/ame]

Hahahahaha.. I totally concurr.. cept I know he's serious.. Puts the comedy meter off the chart.. Hahahahahahaha

Wow... hahahahaha.. congrats guys. The "well poisoner" is leaving.. enjoy having God at your site... Scratch that.. Old salt told me my account was okay and he could see this.. I don't need to leave after all.. Thanks bender, I appreciate it. Wow.. he must be God.. He knows all about the Jungle and how I destroyed it, and continues to talk about it here.. And has made is his presence known there.. repent IWS... if you know whats good for you.

Don't talk to Strangers Dio Don't talk to strangers hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm Don't talk to strangers 'cause they're only there to do you harm Don't write in starlight 'cause the words may come out real Don't hide in doorways you may find the key that opens up your soul Don't go to heaven 'cause it's really only hell Don't smell the flowers they're an evil drug to make you loose your mind Don't dream of women 'cause they'll only bring you down Hey you you know me you've touched I'm real I'm forever the one that lets you look and see and feel me I'm danger I'm the stranger And I I'm darkness I'm anger I'm pain I I'm master the evil song you sing inside your brain drive you insane Don't talk don't let them inside your mind yeah run away run away go No no don't let them in your mind or catch your soul Don't dance in darkness you may stumble there and you're sure to fall Don't write in starlight 'cause the words may come out real Don't talk to strangers 'cause they're only there to make you sad Don't dream of women 'cause they'll only bring you down yeah Run run run run away [ame]www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwX8yF8k0ls[/ame]

Which also goes along with expected emotional suppression. We're suppose to be tough guys, we don't seek help. I view them as violent.. just as. I think hair pulling is the biggie.. Really though, suppressing ones emotions is at the root of it all, I believe. A lot of women are raised to be tough guys too.. Quite unhealthy, we have emotions for a reason. Why suppress them, ever? I did for a long time.. no more.

Prolly due to mens more violent nature that they succeed at suicide way more often.. But women can be pretty damn violent too.. no doubt about that. Women are more apt to strike out emotionally, with words.. Men typically go for the body. Society pretty much demands men suppress their emotions.. which I think leads to greater physical violence.

Get a life.. Is weez then a member?

Continue to lie, and blame people for things they had nothing to do with and drag everyone around you down in the gutter?

Hahahaha... whatevahh. I'm not stupid.

Mz. K drug it to this forum... Get some help. And stay out of my face.. How can I drag something from a forum I haven't been a member of for 7 months? I don't observe your invisible lines.. she drug her ass over here.. wake up. I know you, as an "admin", likes that tactic.. and doesn't like it exposed.. You need to defend it.. It's you.