Hybrid Soldier

Well tomorrow she wants me to go with her to learn the bus system because shes gonna lose her liscense and will need to ride the bus and my other friend was gonna come and we talked and hes gonna bail so we can have time to talk and I just think that would be the best time to tell her but then we're gonna be stuck on the bus together if it goes akward for us. I've had horrible luck with telling girls my feelings so I just don't anymore becuase I'm terrified.

It is alot the same and I really know I need to tell her, whether or not it ends up good for me either way she knows the truth. Its just I dont wanna ruin shit if theres no chance so I'm just kinda nervous, I mean I'm really not ready to make a move but I really believe I'm gonna regret it if I wait and her and her bf get serious.

So theres this girl I like alot. Honestly I think about her constantly. However she has a boyfriend. I mean, I've liked her for longer than they've even known eachother. But its like, I've never had the balls to do anything about it. So today we were gonna hang out and she said she could chill around 4. So another friend of mine called her today and asked if she could chill and she said she was gonna be with Joey, not actually saying her boyfriend, but actually mentioning him. Now I had already made plans with her a couple days ago cuz I just got back from Vegas. And then today i text her asking if she can chill right then and she said no and a bit later she texted me saying come over and when me an d some friends got near her house she texted saying "Just to let you know my special friend is here.. K!". Now that's what leaves me thinking. I've always somewhat thought there was something between us, but never wanted to ruin the relationship we have because I love being friends with her. But now I realize that I need to tell her because theres a good chance we may not still be good friends next year. I really read into that and the fact that she has never directly told me she's going out with him, but I've just known, and like this is the first time shes mentioned him to em and she doesnt say boyfriend she says special friend. and she actually reffered to him as he boyfriend to another friend of mine. I just think she kinda doesnt wanna tell me because she me have feelings for me. Theres so much more to the situation that I need to mention but I feel this is basis enough for some advice. Please guys I really want help with this.

I'd say don't drink, but I'm not the best advocate of what to and not to do haha. I have so many stories of why not to drink dude, so if you ever need a reason, I have pleanty. But yeah, good just stayin away from weed, as much as it is fun as hell, it fucks with your life, and contrary to popular belief, IS addictive, and don't anyone tell you otherwise, I can't go more than a day without it and when I don't smoke I get really angry, but I'm doin my best to stop, so wish me luck on that haha. But yeah, not tryin to be a downer haha. Good luck with all that Josh.

thats a really good list im definately not much of a rap guy, but i will listen to everything listed above quite a bit, i even rap for a band. its this weird hardcore/rap thing, mainly because they couldnt find a screamer, so they got me, haha.

Thats not an accurate one, i got 23, when i know im 11.8. YOu need more information to calculate bmi.

Damnit, first year so far without any nominations, guess i shouldve been around more, ha. Good luck to everyone though.

Messed up, posted in the wrong area, can a mod please delete this.

I'd like to see either toxic or stenn review Surplus Sons' demo, heres a link if either are interested: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=MQI5I27K .

Can you please rip the songs "Elvis Sighting" and "Heres your Warning" from http://www.myspace.com/surplussons ? Thanks in advance man.

Some of my favorite "-core" songs. I'd like to see others do the same. Alot of the files are in .m4a format, so I'm pretty sure only itunes users can use those, but I'm not sure. If you have a problem, I'll try and send you mp3s of them. hy's -core sampler: 1. Winds of Plague - A Cold Day In Hell 2. Winds of Plague - Anthems Of Apocalypse 3. Arsonists Get All The Girls - Scobra VS Cupcake 4. HORSE The Band - Birdo 5. As Blood Runs Black - Hester Prynne 6. Between The Buried And Me - Alaska 7. Bring Me The Horizon - (I Used To Make Out With) Medusa 8. Chiodos - There's No Penguins In Alaska 9. Catherine - Is It Tomorrow Yet? 10. Comeback Kid - Partners In Crime 11. Floodtide - Take Cover 12. It Dies Today - A Threnody For Modern Romance 13. Job For A Cowboy - Entombment Of A Machine 14. Molotov Solution - 8mm Fate 15. Suffokate - The Skies Were Filled With Fire 16. Throwdown - Hate For The Weak 17. Underneath The Gun - Romanian With A Glass Eye 18. Through The Eyes Of The Dead - Truest Shade Of Crimson 19. Zippy The Pig - fosho Link: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D6KIAZ27

THey mentioned the date 7/7 in the first article.

Nothing will be extremely hard unless your addicted, however the whole thing will be a bit tough because the whole "well, i could just do it this once and not hurt anything." Which is whats really got me so far, as I've been trying the same thing, but I think I'm officially straight, so good luck in your quest, I don't think i coulda done it if I were as far in as you are, but then again I have like nonexistant willpower.

So, I'm putting the final touches on the playlist and plan to upload it tonight or tommorrow morning.

those are pretty nice, but id say darker.