jomama10691

oh chesss moshpit tix to slayer, children of bodom, lamb of god, and mastodon x3 http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/5a651dde4fb24f1c7ded2e51eae789a0.jpg My friends band written on my upper chest level. Im the groupie girl and i get to be in the pictures haha oh yeah and this girl had a tarantula and it was sick i was the only one (out of boys too, that wasnt afriad to hold it...AND IT LET BE ON MY BOOBS) at one point it went down my shirt. http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/bb3245d51732853210938dcb8d912017.jpg

I guess i am better off without him I needed to start my life over, and maybe he was holding me back well for those that stuck around me (Clogz, Fiona, Azem, etc.), through the times of jail, thoughts of suicide, other cheating accusations, Im doing so much better. I'm almost off probation, I've dropkicked those fuckfaces that hurt me the most (all of them are either hospitalized, dead, pregnant, criminals, or a runaway), and all my grades are A's and B's. I'm no longer going to rehab, and I get to go to a kickass concert in July. This white trash exboyfriend of mine can kiss my ass! Im going to live the single life for a while, and i will sooo take the advice of saying fuck off, eh? to him if he ever wants me back. He had a really teeny weeny anyways hahaha. I really thought that things would work out. If it were true love, it would have, so now i know it wasn't. My heart is not broken, but it is fractured. Just like everything else, I'll get through it, and end with a BANG.

My boyfriend of 6 months cheated on me and broke up with me this morning. See, he moved to michigan, but said that he was so madly in love with me he would come back, live on the streets as a bum, when he turns 18. He told me that i was going to be his wife, and that he would love me forever. He was terrified about me cheating on him, because i dunno. He said that he would love me forever. If i broke up with him, he would have nothing to live for. He would turn to heroin, because living without me would be a fate worse then death. WELL HE HAD ME FUCKING CONVINCED this morning he calls me, leaves a message "Joelle *boo hoo* i *boo hoo* cant do this anymore, im breaking up with you, bye *boo hoo*" THE FUCK? My mom bought him a $600 plane ticket, to come down here for spring break. He pulls this shit? I call him back Joelle: Yeah im cancelling your plane ticket Dan: *mumble* fuck. Joelle i had to...i cheated on you Joelle: ok Dan: Im sorry Joelle: ok Dan: you dont seem that upset Joelle: well im not going to lose any sleep over a pathetic faggot like you. its your fucking loss, dan. *hang up* I was kind of already losing feelings for him. Like i could tell i wasnt going to be with him forever. But i felt like i would be obligated to stay with him, because he was going to live on the streets for me. But i feel so fucking betrayed. I dunno im young and that was to serious anyone wanna go kill him? ive been sober for 11 days and im being drug tested and i hope i pass

All my life i was kinda teased on and off about being overweight then in the beginning of 2005 i got serious took me long enough i lost 17 pounds in a week and i found a way to lose 2 pounds a day i cant say i had a healthy diet..... cause then i got pretty sick then over winter break i lost another 8 pounds but by exercising and eating better i have alllwaysss had an hour glass shape people say im getting to skinny fuck that im overweight i agree with clogz stay healthy and have some meat on those bones! make sure your losing weight for the right reasons

is there a lot of sex

http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/64366e35e1487739175666c35e8279ee.jpg im doing the feeding! http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/3b791cfd1f743ed4be977b6ff081b7db.jpg http://www.offtopic.forum/data/MetaMirrorCache/14a81edbb152352cd95b1bb398743c7c.jpg SMIRNOFF-new years eve

2005 was a year for trouble and chaos -got to meet quite a cool few bands -picked up some awful bad habits -got arrested -suspended -laid -jumped -drunk for first time -woke up the next day with no bra, next to a microwave oven... -lost 15 pounds in a week -then 10 more pounds -worked as a spy -became a vegetarian -for 3 days -got dumped by a mexican because i was to sexual -got a new boyfriend the next week -went to ozzfest -dumped him -got new one -picked up even worse habits -now i sit in front of vons everyday smoking and doing jack shit with cool kids -we have been kicked out of every place we go to -still got good grades

i live here!

oh yeah im with you on the paranoid shit. its so stressfull worrying and thinking "shit do i have anything on me? ah what if i smell blah blah blah" so now i just mooch off of other people so i never have anything on me and always have very strong lotion always with me

hey i havent had one since um last night but i dont think im addicted i know thats like the motto for addicted people but i have gone months without smoking and not even craving one. but if its there ill smoke it. i used to have half a pack a day. then i narrowed it down to 5. now its just maybe 0-1 a day. im also a social smoker, so ill have 2 every now and then if im with my friends. no its not peer pressure i chose to do it by myself.

what about the patch? and if you go to planned parent hood, they should give you everything no matter how old you are. thats why theyre there. to help out "frightened teens" they also do free abortions if your under the age of 15

ha high five i lost mine when i was 13 too then it uhm reoccured like 30 times fastforward new boyfriend smaller dick 2 times no baby, no std so far but sometimes i get paranoid its the worst feeling if you think your pregnant but then you have a celebration when you get your period hmmm the talk... well my mom owns a nationwide industry, and is president of an even huger distributor to states and countries all over the world, of sex toys. so the talk was'nt quite the same..... it was more of me making smart ass comments about dildos but i do really think sex is a truly beautiful thing. the intimacy, and just being so close to someone you love. its not something you can set rules for, because everyone has there own personal time and its up to them to know if they are ready. oh yeah and dont give into a guy who refuses to wear a condom tough luck for them my friend who is 14 was dating this 23 year old they did the "pull out method" because he didnt like a condom and can you guess what happened? shes pregnant and fleeing the country to go to mexico

Sex is um sex its all intimate what about sex, eh?

i get it um yeah i got to talk to him i still feel incomplete like ill never know the truth so im just going to let it go i dont think he would do that to me i dont know if she liked him i know she was downing pills and drinking a shitload i know that shes a ho who had a boyfriend she cheated on him too

you chewed teeth? what? lol I should calm down but those are some pretty harsh accusations and its tearing my up inside not being able to talk to him it sucks balls i wish i could lay down or take a nap but im pretty much an insomniac