majinkamahl

I'm right here.

I too, am a soul devoid of awe inspiring love.

I had some old LPF friends convince me to stay, I did not know that was a bad thing these days. You know, to have people care about you and your well being. I did not ask twice to get deleted, I asked once as per testing and background check I would undergo. Since then, my career path has changed and the mods told me the first time that everything I posted could not be deleted anyway.

As part of Projekt Revolution, Linkin Park is coming to Molson Ampitheatre in TORONTO, ONTARIO!!! 45 minutes away from my front door!!! I am getting tickets no matter what the cost! I'm getting in there! My Chemical Romance is opening for them, they are not as good, but its LINKIN PARK!!! Who else is going?

Just my luck.8P

MK < All you need to remember.

When Minutes To Midnight hits global shelves, this place will boom once more.

Glad to see a familiar face back. Then again, MSN does make the internet go 'round - or something to that idea.

I did. Read my above post.

Now all that has to happen is Amy needs to do a Playboy pictorial and we can move on with this thing called Life.

Em and Pink make perfect sense. Listen to the "kind" of lyrics they make, especially in the two songs I referenced. They are joke songs making fun of people/things. If you think Em and Pink are weird, what did you think of LP and Jay-Z? Like that shit was natural?? Oh, and I suppose you would have to like other genres to understand my collabs. I am tired of MCR and screamo metal emo bands, I try to think outside the box.

What with mod bashing, LPF awards being political, people voicing opinions that other members did not appreciate, people abusing the whole freedom of speech thingy we all got constituted to us and such. Very intense. I was in the middle most of the time trying to shut the uppity kids up and calm the old fogies down. I say that humourously now, but I know a lot of real people who got hurt over some of the things that were said. I miss Jas and Vero and SV and Treeves most. I see Azem and SS1 are still around. Which is good. Funny story - Azem and I got into once over his girlfriend. I wrote a fanfic for SS1 once. Vash is still around somewhere too. That kid was always here. Come back Jas and Vero.

Firstly, my help thread exists for a reason. I am taking an uncharacteristic turn to be here. Next - your girl having a disassociative disorder - of any degree should not bring you to cut yourself. Self mutilation is not the key. I am going to ask you to do something that no one has asked you. Dig deep. Remind yourself of how wonderful your girlfriend is. If you off yourself, or screw up, she could be gone for good, and unless I seriously misjudge your character, that is not something you want to have happen. At the end of the day, you need to know deep down why you are here. Good people find good people. You have a girlfriend that cares about you and you have a support system in place. All I can offer is smile more, meditate, cleanse yourself of negative thoughts and laugh a lot more. I tell everyone to laugh more. It sounds odd, granted, but the person who is too busy laughing at a crisis is too busy to get frustrated. Not to mention, with a mindset like "this too shall pass" - I would rather spend my time laughing my ass off then ripping my hair out. Hope this helps, ~MK

Myself personally am looking forward to a handful of collaborations. Allow me to elaborate. 1) Eminem and Pink Would go something along the lines of Stupid Girls meets Without Me. Largely it would be a fun song with Em rapping about stupid people and the stupid things stupid people do and Pink singing chorus about how the world is going to hell in a handbasket and how fun the ride is going to be. =) 2) Pharrell and Timbaland Two of the best and most world renown beat makers? It would be a damn good beat, something that would get you on the dance floor for sure. I can not even fathom what it would be about, but if I had a vote, I would say beautiful women and the things they make guys like us do and how much we like to do it for beautiful women. 3) 50 Cent and DMX The two best rappers on the planet and the only two who aren't mindless zombies of producing a track with 3 minutes of people screaming "what?!" in the background. These two know what it is like to be from the streets, growing up rough, and making it big through hard work and dedication to their craft. Hell, the could even call the track "From the Streets". 4) Linkin Park and Staind My two favourite bands. Now I know for the more hardcore fan of either band you will say that Aaron Lewis (the frontman for Staind) did the vocals in the KRWLNG remix, but I simply want MORE. Aaron Lewis has one of those voices that can be raw and edgy, or amazingly harmonic and melodic. With LP taking the new lyrical and sound route that they are, a track featuring Staind would fit quite well. 5) John Mayer and Michael Buble Another "I love women" track, no doubt, but from the male vocalist crooner genre. I really enjoy John Mayer, and Michael Buble could add his own new Sinatra swing to a track. I would download it for sure. 6) Kylie Minogue and Paul Oakenfold A sultry singer with a class act and a slamming body meets the beats and the crowd verving sound of a master like Paul Oakenfold? Sounds like a "Can't Get You Out Of My Head" track without the annoying na na naana part, but with Kylie definitely in something sexy. I like. =) Finally, 7) Billy Talent and Papa Roach Do not ask me why, but with these two bands (at least, in my mind) mastering and leading the genre, it would be a damn good track. I would very much so like to see a bass and grungy guitar showdown as the bridge and the trade off between the two bands for vocal edge. I think "Devil in a Midnight Mass" meets "Revenge". Very hard, edgy and something worth listening to. I will add more as I think of them. =) That is all, ~MK

This is a message to those of LPF who are old school. Not they think they are old school. I want old school back. If you know who Snipervirus or Treeves are, people like Spud or Vero or you got banned like I did "back in the day" - I want to hear from you. Who is left?