Update:
Okay, this is not good! Damn, I feel so...eerrrr...I don't even know how I feel or how should I feel!
So, I was kinda talkin to Miha on MSN...then he said that his ex sent him sms askin if he can teach her some stuff cuz she bought new bmx...I think we all know what she wants to achieve, right? I told him and he doesn't know what he's gonna do...and now I'm very confused...I'm threatened now...at least I have this feeling... Man, damn, I try so hard not to really care about anything but...it's so hard...cuz deep inside I still hope that maybe one day we're gonna be together, you know...And now that fuckin bitch is destroying everything! She's destroying me! I think that Miha could be capable of going back to her...he loves her...it's just a matter of his will if he's gonna resist it or not... I don't know...I guess I have to forget about feelings I feel for Miha...or I'm gonna get insane... FUCK EVERYTHING!!!
Anyway, in the evening we might go cycling a bit...at least that's what he said...I hope I'll get the ride to get to his place...my bike is still there...
Oh, and on Friday I'm probably going to the local hardcore concert...4 bands for only 2,5 $...well, and I'm gonna spend just as much for the train in both directions... I'm goin with Miha...and there's gonna be my school-mate too...and some known people... The main reason why I wanna go is cuz I know one guy that's a singer at one band called Killing Option...you can find them on myspace, if your interested... So, I want to see/hear him scream, lol...But no, really, he invited me so I have to go, right?