The_Chester_Tester

Well, with all my ex bf 's I faked it ( sounds bad ) but they weren't the type of men that either could turn me on enough or were to focused on their own climax they totally forgot me, so I faked it big time. Untill I met my present bf, with him it's a totall different experience. From the first time we had sex I didn't had to fake it because he is the type of man that enjoys the pleasure of a woman coming before his own climax. And I so love him for that. xxx Anja

Sad and depressed. How I miss my bf so much and have to miss him till the end of May 2007 xxx Anja

Taken but very complicated as we both live far apart from eachother and don't get to see eachother that much But we are both very commited to eachother and I know for sure things will work out fine between us. xxxx Anja

As I look at my tattoos I see the meaning behind it and feel every emotions that goes with that meaning. Anja

They f*cking rock!!! I am so hooked on their song The Curse, can't stop playing it blasting from the speakers in repeat. xxx Anja

Killswitch Engage ~ The Curse. xxx Anja

Well, where should I start. Well, I guess with my first tattoo. It's a celtic cross on my right thigh. My second tattoo I got was a celtic band with roses around my left ankle. My third, fourth , fith and sixth tattoo I got are now covered with other tattoos. But originally I had my starsign in arabic on my left upper arm with underneath a trible and the name of a guy on my right shoulderblade surrounded by roses and a rose on my left brest. By now all those tattoos are covered by a black clover design in honour of 1 of favorites bands Stone Temple Pilots. The clover design is on both my arm going from my elbow up to my shoulders and on my back. And the rose on my brest is also covered by a black clover. Then I have the hybrid soldier on my right calf with underneath it Linkin Park written. On my lower back I have a celtic design. On my left wrist I have a black heart with a music note in it. This 1 has the most meaning for me because that hart was drawn for me esp by my favorite guy in this world, Perttu Kivilaakso from Apocalyptica. And to end it I have a skull ( from my band Apocalyptica ) in the middle of my back. Future plans are to get the clover design extended from my brest to my left shoulder and further onto my back ( inclosing the skull ). Anja

Good question. I'm looking for that 1 as well. Have plenty of Apo stuff but that 1 is missing in the collection. xxxx Anja

Well, when I talked to Paavo in January in Helsinki I asked him if Apo had any plans to go back to the States ( because a friend of mine who lives in South Carolina is dying to see them as well ) he said to me that Apo would maybe do some shows in the States in the autumm. Don't know if the plans have changed by the now but that's what he told me. xxx Anja

Hiya all, Can't believe it has been such a long time since I last been in here. So it's about time I gave an update ( wonder if you are interested or not????? ). But the Apocalyptica party has started for me and my friend Simone ( biggest Paavo Lotjonen fan out there ). Last weekend we were in Germany to see the guys play live at the Hurricane festival. It was so good to see them again after 5 months of absence. They seriously rocked that evening. This weekend we are of to Belgium to see them in Brussels. Then 12 days of rest ( guess we will need it to regain our energy and give the old heart a rest ) and then a gig here in Holland and another show in Belgium. So definitely an overdose of Apocalyptica ( if you can call it an overdose for us ????? ). And then we will have to wait and see what will happen further. Plans are for them to have a holiday and starting work on the new album which will hopefully be released in the beginning of 2007 ( damn, so far away still ). So for you all who get a change to see them live, go check them out, they are just brilliant on stage. Till that time, hang in there. Dark Greetings, Anja

So I can't show my love for my favorite band by giving their name a different colour?? Kinda sad I must say. Things like these turn me of big time on this site. Guess you won't be seeing me in for a while then. Dark Greetings, Anja And to go out with a big bang APOCALYPTICA RULES!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.apocalyptica.com/media/gallery/images/big/20060509132351_317.jpg

Does it bother you then????? APOCALYPTICA

Love is the hardest thing you have to deal with. I have been in love several times and while the love last it's the most beautiful thing on this planet. But when the love fades away or even dies then you are struck hard with reality. After that I feel like shit, depressed and never wanna experience it again. But with so many things you can't stop falling in love and go throught everything again. xxxxxxx Anja

My favorite instrument is the cello. It is such a classical instrument but if you find out what else you can do with it you would be surprised. Just listen to some music of Apocalyptica. These guys are fucking brilliant with what they can do with their cello's. Just listen to their version of Refuse/Resist by Sepultura, it blows you away. xxxxxxxxx Anja