Sinisterly Amazing

wow, theres a lot of nice people here....and another problem...this girl (yes im rivals with mostly everyone i meet) is hating me because im angry at her friend. its really annoying, and its getting on my nerves. this is what she had been telling me: 'and u knoe wat u can just go tell evry1 stuff about me coz i damn rite dont care anymore...coz i will do the exact same thing to u but worse...' i told her i dont care that she fights me because i know many people who hate my guts. i also told her that nobody cares anymore (in our skool) about my feelings because i got in fights with the 'popular ones' gawd. i hate wats going on with me. and this is no joke. im really emotional and when it comes to fights, i always lose.

Okay, so, I have currently posted another thread in The Dark Room. This one is about another guy *cant say his name either* and he is so nice to me. It probably just means that he wants to be my friend...or more. I have no idea. However, he's the only one I could talk to about my problems and he seems to be always there for me. An intimate friend, maybe? Someone who I can trust in my life and stick to in troubled times? Or more...I am just confused and unsure what to tell him. He might think I am awkward by how early I told him. Or he will say it's okay, and move on in life. o_0 <----me a total issue person....argh....why me. >_<

omg at first i thought everybody would just think im stupid about this thread, but thanks anyway about the comments, and sorry if i called MCR pop...my bad. *respects all mcr luvers*

omg i missed the grammys...*slaps self*

lol...im watching americas most wanted and i saw fort minor recording something, they were playing Remember the Name...i was like WHOA. sorry, i just wanted to share it. probably this is a spam, im not sure, but delete if nessesary.

sad sad world....-_- i sounded awkward there....nvm then

i cried myself to sleep when i realized that two certain people were still together when 'she' told me they were not, and that 'he' told me that shes out of his head. I then realized soon after that crying over a guy was pretty stupid when he was still alive. Dead guys are an exception.

There is this really annoying guy at my school named Greg. Well, thats not really his name. His name is really Metallica Lover. He thinks that I like pop bands like good charlotte, my chemical romance, all american rejects, etc. and he calls me emo. That bothers me. A while ago, my friend was talking about suicide and two guys came up to me and said to me, "Hey emo, so when are you going to disappear?". Around the new years, Greg came around and asked me if I knew the Emo Song. I said no and he asked me to sing it to him. All I did was check him to a wall. He called me an emo whore after that. At a Valentines Dance, while I was dancing with this guy, Greg came along and humiliated me by saying, "Hi emo kid!!" and he didn't want to leave me alone until I danced with nobody. What am I suppose to do? I can't ignore him anymore. Just because he likes Metallica, it really didn't mean I was EMO because I don't like Metallica right?

what is the most recent, and awkwardest*<----not a word?* moment of your life?? Me? Well, my whole life is pretty random and somehow awkward.

me likey!!

lol...lol...lol......

yes i will be posting it soon...

aww theyre so cute!!

good job. sounds like an awesome story is coming up! :thumbsup:

hahaha....awkward...lol...stool....