i hate that he passes right by me. Like i never happened.
i hate that i make it so easy to love me. i put up no walls. im so easy to understand. too clear.
I hate when people walk away. i hate it when i walk away
im so inconsistant. everything reminds me of him. i cant stop crying, even though i know in a couple of months i wont even remeber WHY IM CRYING IN THE FIRST PLACE
i have the memory of a fucking goldfish!! >:[
I hate looking at someone i knew so well, become a stranger right before my eyes. I hate that i was so quick to ERASE him and now it feels like ihaveabsolutelynothing.
i hate that im so sad, and so many people have it so much worse. I hate that i cant help it.
i hate the FCAT, i hate mondays, I HATE WHEN MY LIMEWIRE STOPS WORKING
and i hate days like these :[