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An invite to my world set Hunger in worlds fed All of us dreamer's thoughts said WELCOME, WELCOME We all said To our fantasy we all read Our smiles by deeds are kept Dreams raising us like it's pet Hearts sing For love they bring And hate that sting Love a scary thing My heart carry love around its neck in a golden ring I come from a fantasy As a creature whose desire increase And the distance between love and me decrease How many times you pretend? To shelter lies that may comprehend A heart knows that loves best habbit is a lying tongue Words by lips may be They are forged by saints to us see As clever they might be Saints corrupted to devils, they are to be But I with love and love with me Cause together our faults will smothered be How many times you seduced me? With stories that make my ears compel Touches so soft, that makes my heart for love sing to tell Eyes of you that make my sight lose its scent cell by cell A lie by me Known to her to be Though me being in love I shall never be persuaded by thee So beautiful she sits With lips so red and eyes so green She in my heart forever as the beauty queen My thoughts are not grown or in teen My passion grow on trees so keen To love the fantasy of my beauty queen Loving her Magical so it is Suspect I may But for love Directly I will not say How I feel to her. I afraid to tell My love for her is not for anyone to sell The truth in my heart I will not live in doubt Until my love comes and put my evil deed out Hold my hands and into my arms, she comes to be In love her and me Sitting on the clouds As light as we may be We together no matter what history will come down to be Together as we fly on wings of desire To worlds of fantasy I invite love to come visit and see The world of fantasy

An empty glass of dreams A shallow fantasy Can I wonder what to do? Or open my eyes to see Where I flew above the seas My hands imagine what kind of picture they drew on the world Fly, fly and fly My wings begin to fade in an endless blue sky I begin to grow tired of the same blue sky I wonder why? My wings and I Want to fly into a different sky In my own fantasy into reality I wonder if the light has its presents. Because I've always known in its presence All life may fade And the light will always prevail In my darkest hour How will the darkness run away? May it be the cause of the suns fading light? Or her new shining star An empty glass of words Is what I feel And my eyes believe it's so real I may have a heart to be held And feelings to blend In my loves hands I want to cry I wonder why My heart with her would never die May be the shadows of my fantasies Collide in a storm from my endless drawn picture Red roses die And my unexplained gardens fly... And my mystery of thy unsolved Shall never be withheld A world of fantasy Is what I bring in my own destiny. Follow me into my tending history Follow me to my world....

The sky I wonder why it is high. So beautiful up there Shining with its glamorous perfection Reminding me of her loves addiction The portrait that lived in my eyes heart The beautiful shining angelic breeze of fate My only love and my only white gate Together dancing in front of the moon on our first endless date Oh, my love How much was the wait? For me to meet you, my passion and my love Oh my love My heart and soul sealed away in yours No-matter how deep You always manage to find me there hiding between your smiles and kisses Together Let us smile in front of the dusk Cast our own magic spell under the moon Hold our red colored pencils and draw our unfading love on the sky Together Let us raise our wings that always were and still are our source of our warmth Let's set our fates marks with our black and white feathers My love… Do you remember? Every time the cold sun poured on me There was always you holding me and smiling Reflecting the sun with your warmness There were always your eyes That managed to remove my unbreakable mask that my heart was hiding under My love… Each time I feel your lips Each time I sing with your words Each time I hear your voice I wanted to hold you forever in time Between my arms and keep you safe in my heart My angel… Each time we hold and kiss Oh, how much I wanted to stop time and feel that moment for eternity For eternity … You and I Together we dance on top of the clouds Stand together and cast our most loving spell Let say good bye to our sad shoulders Sweet love Let's welcome it with our smiles and spells And seal it in our heart with our eternal kiss You and I For eternity my love For eternity…. We shall be in love

I lived many days, seconds and moments Living in a way that no one did The only thing I knew was running tears The only thing I saw was my world crumbling and coming to its end The time that was held dear next to my heart I wished it would come to an end I saw my own hands Shaking in fear I raised my face To see my tears running down my face My face that was covered in an un-ending blooded tear I felt.... I felt........ Pain Alone And fading Why is life so painful? When it's something that is very beautiful I saw most people living, sitting and having unforgettable times together Is this life only offering these precious moments for some? And banning them for some I always thought I was one of those who was band from happiness I never knew her I never met her I never even heard her voice I sat alone in my room's corner Thinking of what might happen next Will today change tomorrow? Will today's pain change into the beautiful tomorrow? Each time in my dreams I hear whispers Each time I dream I see her sweet warming lips creating the loving sweet words I love to dream about her My love That was only real in my dream The loved one that lasted a couple of hours each day Each time I see her I begin to feel happy But when the time comes to its end I feel sad to let her go I don't care if you are real or not I don't care if everything ends Because you are still out there Searching for me as I am searching for you Even if everything in this world ended Even if everything faded I will still look for you The only person that could grant me happiness The only person that my heart will truly accept No matter how much time I’ve got I will find you Even if it takes all the time in this sad world I will search for you and love you For Eternity

well, i'm going to post all the new poem and stuff here in this thread Enjoy!!!! _____________ Love you _________ The feeling of love , Could not be Written , Could not be Explained by Words or Letters, Infact nothing can Explain, Express or Confess The pure true feeling of Love, Love that was lost along time ago A piece that went missing from our little planet and our huge world And for you i will do my best to find what people call " Pure Love " And dedicate it all for you _________________ The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that i want to give you Words kept in my heart Without you knowing of them And now i can't sleep becuase of them I know That i need to tell you How much i love you Everyday before i say goodnight When we are together I can seem to find a sun to guide me I can seem to find a moon to help me And i can seem to find my love loving me When i am with you I feel perfect when i am pulled away from you And we sit in our rooms in silence I think about you, with all my heart, but I fall apart And try to hide my crying face Trying to hide that i became incomplete once more The magical thing is That when i feel that I can hear your whispers to me Trying to calm me Trying to show me that you are still here for me Just promise me That you will be here with me And i will promise to love you You don't need to ask me You know that All that i live for is you I would die just to hold you Stay with me And i will show you that you are my Life and my guiding shining star And i love you to know You are sacred to me And i won't let anything that hurts you Come near you That i will and swear to risk my life Just to keep that sacred smile on your snow white face A smile that could change all the worlds And especially mine My life is about Loving you And the feelings that belongs to you All i wish is to prove and give Is Loving you

runing faster and faster trying to get away can't you see there's a reason i can't seem to get far away each and everyday i don't really want this everything happens for a reason and i just don't know my hands filled with my tears my ears are filled with my cries and my eyes are filled with my thought questions aren't answered becuase i just can't seem to see everything around me i never felt alive i'm always here to hide the things i need i cannot have and the things i want are so evil and bad my mind is the only thing that keeps control from everything they'll ever know i wonder does it make you happy does it make you laugh the way you see me i wish to say this someday under everything there is something that you can't see my thoughts my feelings and my will even if i cry and have my eyes tear away allday i will find my way someday without you or they i will tear away in this rainy day

my eyes watch the time passing by the day ending i see the sun rise and i see the night fall i see my heart fade and i see others hate and others love walking talking living and dying i see every drope around me but what i hate is seeing people watching me the thing i can not bear is their eyes staring at me i see their surprise when i begin to talk and they listen and see i see you happy the moment i cry i see you smiling the moment i get hurt i hate it when you see me becuase when i look back at you i see hell in your eyes,,,,

promises broken , thoughts confused don't know what to do any more i am writing just to let out everything that lies inside right now i am crying i am suffering confused in my own thoughts i am down for too long and still am before this i've seen the day can't be changed because i already knew the score i already knew whats going to happen i geuss there is no other way and the way it geos it doesn't matter i don't care anymore if it's right or wrong everything lies infront of me there it is all in black and white by now i think i've known that i've never been so undecided everything i've ever had has been taken away i am a person so scared and frightened the things that have happened am i surely the one to blame i want to accept my fate then maybe i'll be okay robbed from my own love and hate i wonder what is left inside of me i tried to tell you this under everything there is something that you can't even see that i can't even believe that the truth is right here sitting infront of me but i still can't see it i wanted to find a dream for me to disbelieve this i look at all of these people standing infront of me watching me with eyes , hearts and souls filled with anger, hate and depise i look back and scream do you realize you made me look like i'm the one you made me look like i'm the fool while the real fool is standing infront of me i am not ready to leave i am not ready to fade not yet i'm not willing to give up just yet i still have something to prove even if your look has changed even if your feelings changed because you are surely the one to blame do you know that you did all of this to me and the truth is everything you've told me was a lie everword you've spoken was just something to hurt me more after what i told you the truth you wanted to make me well you wanted for me to look up from the ground you wanted me to forgive you but no thanks not my eyes not my heart could forget the awefull things you've done to me but tomorrow is another day i will find my perfect way out and my perfect space to crawl into my final words to you is that i'm ready i'm ready to say ...that... i will find my own way without you or anyone else........ i'm finally ready to say good bye.......

runing faster and faster trying to get away can't you see there's a reason i can't seem to get far away each and everyday i don't really want this everything happens for a reason and i just don't know my hands filled with my tears my ears are filled with my cries and my eyes are filled with my thought questions aren't answered becuase i just can't seem to see everything around me i never felt alive i'm always here to hide the things i need i cannot have and the things i want are so evil and bad my mind is the only thing that keeps control from everything they'll ever know i wonder does it make you happy does it make you laugh the way you see me i wish to say this someday under everything there is something that you can't see my thoughts my feelings and my will even if i cry and have my eyes tear away allday i will find my way someday without you or they i will tear away in this rainy day

i got this poem which was written by a girl with cancer in newyork hospital please read it, the e-mail said ''PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this world due to cancer. This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the  fullest,  since she never will. She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married  and  have a family of her own. ----- please send this to everyone you know -------- SLOW DANCE have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do take it slower Hear the music Before the song is over. ----- send this to everyone you know

hello hello my shining sun my bright dawn my night's light and my beautiful sun's shine where have you been how long has it been i missed you i missed you with all my heart it has been so long since i've seen your wonderful smile it has been so long since i've heard your beautiful voice my angel my only light seeing you again is making me feel ... feel alive i feel like crying and i feel like smiling please don't leave my side again please don't make me sit here alone again i really want to be with you and never leave your side since your here i can't let go i love you with all my heart always and forever

my diary i don't want to write , today was ,,, awefull ,confusing, and. and i don't know....... i promised that i wouldn't write till i held the promise i made it seems like i'm gonna break that promise i ... i..... don't know what to do anymore i'm lost my mind .. i can't think well i am confused i am sitting here thinking why why couldn't i do anything to you although i hated you i despised you and wanted to make you suffer today when i saw you i intended to hurt you i intended to make you feel i screamed at you telling you i am not different i am a person just like you that i have feelings that i have imotions before i said that i hated your eyes staring at me the eyes that were filled with hate the eyes that have despised me but why have your eyes changed after what i said why did i feel that you were afraid of something that you were sorry for something that view made me stop from talking made me stop doing anything i just stood in my place wondering what have i done i only said the truth and that changed too many things i wanted to hit you i wanted to hurt you but my mouth didn't move my body didn't move i just,,, i just .. i just stood in my place i saw you there standing watching me with all the fear with all the sorryness why ,,, why ... did you change in an instant i feel ...... i feel ............... like i've done something wrong like i am afraid of something what am i afriad of what am i losing i don't know i can't even realize the facts about my self i just can't figure out why....... things have turned this way.. i just sit here and wonder why my diary

my diary long time since i've written in this diary , it's already dusty anyways i'm ,,not good i geuss or may be worst lets get things started , there is too much hate to write and i have a little bit of time people people i talk and i speak no one listens people people i try and do things no cares i try to speak to each person but i fail in each time as if i'm speaking in versus prophecies and curses each time i remember what you said i hate you more and more i despise you more than you despise me i hate you from the deepest place inside my heart thats what i believe and thats what i think you hate me and i hate you twice all of you every bit of you my wishs my dreams you destroyed them all because of you i couldn't sleep i couldn't stop crying all because of you,,,,,, tell ... tell me why do you hate me so much why do you despise me so much and what did i do wrong to deserve this but the things you have done they've already been written can not be undone , erased or forgot i still have a wish and it's for you to be worse than me to live and only feel pain no joy to find no friend to have i wish that you suffer i wish that you cry all the time and feel a bit like i feel now i promise i will make you remember me i will make you rememner what you did to me and my most solid vow and promise to hate you , despise you and make you feel nothing but pain i shall not write in this diary untill i hold that promise and show you who i really am the person you made is..... me......... my diary

my diary i never thought i would open this book again to write in it but i don't have anyone to talk to so i thought to write here once more. here goes nothing today continued like eachday feeling down feeling upset thats how i always felt . fell and probably will continue hate fear i am consumed by them i am not telling my self to give up and i am not telling my self to ,, to hate or despise or even care i just can't help it some times i always sit here at this very spot in my room next to my shallow window i ask my self hows it like to be happy hows it like to see someone i love or like hows it like to smile i ask myself those things because i can't seem to remember how it felt like my mind doesn't tell thoughts they tell ideas ideas that could never come true but ideas i can fight for what are those thing that matter most to me what are those things that i care so much about look at me sitting here writing what ever comes to my mind i wonder why do i close my eyes and open them everyday everytime i open them i only see , hate , anger , fear and myself in the mirror i am blind to see what i need most and what i want the most and if i close my eyes , i will only see the same hating every person , anger towards every word from them and the fear of things becoming worse than they already are every person i saw as a friend left seems every person i become close to i lose i .. i ... i.. don't know what to do anymore this book i hate writing in it i hate everything and i hate every one ..... i don't care anymore....... i just , i just .... i just need someone to be there for me i'm dead inside i'm losing time i can't show anyone how i feel because i have something to conceal in my memories i can run away but i can't hide who will cry when i'm about to die when my eyes won't open again i geuss no one will all those words i wrote i think they're pointing to a certain thought to a certain feeling i am alone ........ my diary

i don't know if this is a poem or a story , i just wrote it as person writing in his diary --- my diary my name ,, well my name isn't important , i'm 14 years old now ,, i was looking for something to burst my feelings , anger and story at so i thought this diary thing might be good to blow everythought in my mind at -------------- me, i'm alone ,, i lost everything ,, my life, my dreams and my hope i am going down like ther comet above to the ground , i don't see no more i don't feel no more and i don't care no more talk to me , some one , talk to me , why won't anyone listen why won't anyone reply to my need i can't seem to remember the cause of this , i just.... i...just can't why.... whyyy... why won't i .... crying and crying .. i can't seem to find a smile ... i can't seem to feel my joy or happyness i geuss this is who i am , i geuss this who i will be ... i geuss this is who i always will be i could never be accepted ... i could never be needed .. i'm just left aside to feel the only i feel lonely........ i could never turn around to change things to set things right , the past is done and can not be undone my life is ..... my life is..... a mystery to even my self i can't seem to see my true own self again this book is the only thing that listen to my words my thoughts and my life no one there for me , no one know cares about me and i care for no one, neither do i want to i hate them all . all those people who hurt me i despise the very looks , voices and personalities of them thats how i feel thats my pain and this is my diary ..... my diary