Update
I've been also talkin bout this thing which makes me feel bad with my mum and my bro... In the end it turned out that I prolly did something wrong or lets say I didnt explain it right to this person so I guess thats why it doesnt just hurt me... but it happend and I think it would be too much if I'd 'start' again bout it... thats why Im scared of doing anything in general bc I dont think much before doing anything...
Today we had some "trip day" in school where we were supposed to go walkin around somewhere or idk what... but since it was raining our teacher showed us his pics from our trip to Tuskany (btw know I know how its written right)... it was cool but got boring... so at like 10:30am they let us go bc they didnt know what else to do... then me and some class mates went to the McDonalds and stayed there a bit... I was of course doin shit, like eat fries with a caramel sirup from my caramel frappé (which actually didnt taste bad but also not very yummie)... at like 12:00pm my mum picked us up (Tanja, Sabrina and me) and we went to my crib again... after like half hour of boredom Tanja had the idea to style up and take pics - what we also did... well I didnt get my hair styled bc I was to lazy to do it myself so meh... we were takin some pics (actually over 120 lol) and played SingStar a bit... and yeh... it was fun...