A change throughout the years

[Xblackwidow20X]

well tell me what you think or not. i just post to get them off of my chest.

 


A change throughout the years

 


I feel so alone anymore,


And yet I know I’m not.


I just want to be happy,


With out this horror and gore.

 


How come you say you care so much,


Only after it seems I have changed?


Since my clothes got tighter,


And I despise human touch.

 


I speak my mind out loud,


And don’t hold all these thoughts in.


I have become more independent,


And now I truly stand out in a crowd.

 


How come only after 3 or 4 years,


And a few battle scars?


That you’re attracted to me now,


Not back in the day with all those tears?

 


I’m still the same person,


Just not on the outside.


I still have the same thoughts,


And the same simple reason.

 


The reason I am who I am today,


And I refuse to change anymore.


Why do you think that I have changed so much,


Without telling me one way?

 


After all these years I guess we just finally got to talk,


And got to see who we really were.


That we are not ashamed of whom we have become,


And we show in the way we walk.

 


As of in the present I feel as if i'm ahead,


And I should accept things for they way they are.


Well my questions never get answers,


And so I must stop pondering them in my head.

 


-Terry. O-

 

[Shadow_Serpent]

gee, thats deep . Sorta reminds me of my situation. Tis a good poem :thumbsup:

 

[ForgottenKid]

thats uhh deep and i can relate to it...that never happens.