A memorandumn for our heroes

[Usiel]

Today is a sad day to me. Today, and although the Sun shines beautiful in the blue sky, although birds sing happily, for me all is black, all is sad, all smell melancholy, all is looked with tears. I’ve opened this thread ‘cos I want to give a one more honoring for all those heroes who are in our lifes, for all those people who, without saying anything, they learn us the best lesson of life.

In my case, those people are angels without wings. Little angels who are shut, who don’t know what freedom is. They’re always looking the world through a crystal while the evil comes to their bodies and kill them little by little.

I saw them once, and although they know what their **** is, they still have time for a sweet smile.

Today, 7th May of 2008, I dedicate this thread for my little heroes: children with cancer, and I dedicate my words, my feelings, my fight in my own life for this little angel who showed me what life is and how I have to live it, how each minute, each second, each moment is another opportunity for getting our dreams, our goal.

This thread is for him and for all heroes who help us, who are part of us.

This thread is for him, the bravery he showed along those two years.

This thread is for him: my best friend, my only angel.

Just for him, Christian, my only brother.

Christian (* 31-05-1988 +07-05-2001)

 

[GraDoN]

sorry about that, must be hard to lose a family member, and he was so young

 

[untitled]

i'm really sorry to hear that..

 

[allieking]

awwww hun my heart goes out to you. i'm sure hes with you in your heart hun and watching over you from heaven.

were collecting for childrens cancer charity at work and i have donated money.

 

[LPShinodaFM]

I'm so sorry to hear that. It is so sad when people must deal with these kinds of unavoidable things that come at you, especially when they are so young. Cancer is terrible, but one day we will find a cure, and many many lives will no longer have to be lost to it. I give you my good wishes.

 

[Linkin_lp_park]

I´m sorry to hear that..

 

[Acezorz]

Really sorry to hear that mate...

Making this thread was a really nice thing to do and what you wrote just shows everyone how much you loved him.

RIP Christian.

 

[littleblackstone]

my sweet dear sister...

i'm really sorry to hear that.

i really dont know what to say...

i'm here for u whenever u need me *hugs*

 

[Usiel]

Thanks to everyone. Sure. Your words have been the most beautiful present I've never received from a topic like this, 'cos not everybody has been so... well, it doesnt deserve to talk about it. Sometimes life and people who make them are more painful than the fact that inside me or inside who has lived a similar experience feel that some part of our inward is empty...

With this thread I didnt pretend to ruin your day, even more. I wanted to give you one of the most important lesson I've learnt: love your life, take advantage of it, get up everyday and see each dawn as if it was the first one and the last at the same moment...

I have to leave part of me empty for learning this, and yeah, I've lost my brother and inside me there will always be something empty and all important and happy facts I've to live from now on they will have a sad part as well, but I dont consider my life ruined. Even more, I think I'm lucky 'cos I've had the opportunity to learn this, to appreciate my life, to consider myself lucky...

That was my purpose writing this thread If you have a look at the title you can read "A memorandum for our heroes". I didnt write this post just for my brother, I wrote 'cos everybody has have an heroe in their lifes and I wanted to share that experience, that knowledge. At the end, that's the most beautiful thing we have:

to share our experiences, so we can be better people in this world

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[allieking]

you said there will always be something inside you thats empty? thats how i felt when my grandad died, so i filled that empty space with all the memories i had of him, times when i laughed with him, times we spent together, even times we didn't agree on somethings. i had soooo many things that the empty space inside was sooooo full i had no more space for anytyhing else. i call this my "happy grandad space" i keep it in my heart and it makes me smile everyday.

try it hun, it really works!!!!

 

[Usiel]

you said there will always be something inside you thats empty? thats how i felt when my grandad died, so i filled that empty space with all the memories i had of him, times when i laughed with him, times we spent together, even times we didn't agree on somethings. i had soooo many things that the empty space inside was sooooo full i had no more space for anytyhing else. i call this my "happy grandad space" i keep it in my heart and it makes me smile everyday.
try it hun, it really works!!!!

Well, thanks a lot, dear allieking. Your words have been more than confortable.. they have been.. well, I dont have enough words for explain them, but I think you know what I meant. When I said that there is something inside thats empty, I meant that, well, now I'm only one child in my family and there are brothers and sister who havent got a good relation between them. In my case, my brother was like my shadow; we were always together; he was always next to me 'cos I was just 22 months when he came to my life. So, you can understand now what I meant when I said that there is something empty inside me... something that nobody and nothing will can replace, 'cos when he passed away he took a part of me with him.

Now, I have only thing to do: to be happy and to live everyday and every moment with enthusiasm, 'cos if he hadnt that opportunity, I I have to do it for him, for my family and my relatives and for me, 'cos it's my life, the only present is totally our and now that we still have it we must learn and enjoy of it.

So, now I just can say that if someone lived something like us, allieking, he/she shouldnt be sad 'cos one day we will be together again, as we were once. It's like the song writte by Mike Where'd you go? but, in this case, this song has a second part, a part where the sadness will become the most great happiness.