A perfect fake (poem)

Katey

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I wrote this last night....it's really not that good, but tell me what you thinK:

A perfect fake

 


Not reaching your dreams is a shame



Not getting what you want is a *****



But what sucks even more



Is when you forget how to wish


 


Listening to your heart



Is like getting a blind person to see



You'll never know what you are



You don't even know how you should be


 


Flirting with suicide (I got that out of someones sig here, forgot who)



Who'd want to live through this ****?



When even your dreams are ****** up



That's when you know things aren't going to get well


 


Wishing each day for an answer



Just a simple one to show you the way



About what you need to do in life



And what you need to say


 


You're lost in yourself



And can't find the way out



Nobody can hear youk



No matter how much you kick and shout


 


You just want to get out



See the world again through virgin eyes



Instead of these old weary ones



Too many tears they have cried


 


With people all around you



Everyone right but everyone wrong



You have no one to confide



Relieving pain through a Linkin Park song


 


You feel like everything you hear is a lie



And everything you see is a fake



It's even had to tell a good decision



Apart from a mistake


 


Listening to life is just way to hard



It's all to much for you to understnad



Worse is you have no one to trust



No one to hold your hand


 


So you sit alone day after day



Smiling at school just for your friends



But at night you cry



Thinking about if the pain ever ends


 


Day after day faking laughs



Making people think that you're fine



You don'l let out a single clue



That this could be the end of the line


 


The people that even have an idea



Don't think it could be too bad



Well they are just too different



To every truly understand


 


You spend a lot of time pondering



Wondering if things will revive



Maybe you should just be gone



You don't deserve to be alive


 


But even though the pain's too much



Too intence for anyone to take



Day after day you successfully continue



To be a perfect fake


 


A fake of what you're not-



Perfect and happy and loving life



But at night you just let your troubles go



The only thing you confide in is your knife


 


Telling secrets at night



Swearing in it's soul, cold and made of steel



But still it helps to to slowly relase



Everything that's real


 


Seeping from your system



The bad memories, the lies, the hate



Looking for an answer



Wondering if this is your fate


 


But nobody knows what you really are



No one knows how you really feel



Because they see a perfect fake



And none of it's real


 

 

 






Ino it's long but plz reply and tell me how u liked it!

*KaTeY

 
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