A poem for him.

This is a poem I wrote recently for my boyfriend, who I love very very much! *hugzeez*

My eyes are closed

I cannot see,

those torturous things

in front of me.

I feel her eyes

locked upon me,

the silent glare

as she tries to read me.

I open my eyes,

what I see makes me ill,

but I swallow it down

and start to fill.

Once it's over

I leave the room,

and step outside

into lingering gloom.

Nobody knows

they don't understand,

why a beautiful body

is my only demand.

I leave the stars

and get out of the cold,

I ignore all the shouting,

ignore what I'm told.

I move down the hall,

the shouting I leave,

And into my sanctuary,

the place I can breathe.

I lay on the bed

and I close my eyes,

I leave all the sadness

to find truth, no more lies.

I think of my love,

my one, my only,

and that if he'd never come

I'd surely be lonely.

Alone in my pity

and in my self hate,

and someday soon

death surely my fate.

But he opened my eyes

and made me love life,

he killed my desire

to harm with the knife.

He made me feel special

He made me feel strong,

andhe made me realise

I've been a fool all along.

He made me feel happy

he made me feel proud,

to have a body

that's envied in a crowd.

I was once filled with doubt

but now there is none,

I'm no longer ashamed,

I feel like I've won.

Won the great battle

I've carried within,

I've escaped from the trance

that I was once in.

I used to be afraid

of getting fatter,

but I now understand

that size doesn't matter.

Unless, of course,

you refer to the heart,

for that should be largest

of all body parts.

And so my love,

I want to thank you,

you made me feel loved,

you helped me see true.

Now I don't care if I wobble

I don't care if I bounce,

for I have inner-beauty

and that's all that counts.

I open my eyes

so I can see,

this wonderful person

in front of me.

I was just wondering if I should show it to him or not. What do you guys think?

Luv, Fallen Angel xx

Thanks, guys.

I showed it to him, and he cried. It was really weird! It wasn't the first time I'd seen him cry, but this time he was crying out of happiness. I cried too lol

Luv, Fallen Angel xx