Angry. Writing a song only makes it worse

[nefieslab]

I'm ****** steamed about my girlfriend or rather, my ex-girlfriend. I told her that I was going to be encased in my own world as I worked on my main story and that I wouldn't be able to her while getting it finished because I work better in isolation (except for one Aussie who's writing the story with me).

But three days into it she starts meeting other guys and I've been into it for two weeks now! I only found out cus one of my mates (incidently my band's bass player) saw her having a quickie with some guy in a public toilet and then everyone started to tell me that she'd been playing around for weeks and didn't tell me because she made them promise not to. If my mate Josh hadn't seen her actually ******* some other guy they wouldn't have said anything.

I didn't blame them but I did blame her and went round her house and confronted her. All I got for my tactic of 'Try to be civil' was her shouting at me and maving a kitchen knife around. And to make it worse Josh came to me this morning and told me about how she's been complaining that I went round her house and started to bully her! GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Even typing this **** makes me want to kill the *****!

But... there it is. I vented. Now I have to vent some more with the band tomorrow and I'll be able to think logically again.

 

[LPNailz]

Christ. Now I know why I need to keep out of relationships. Human beings are ridiculous creatures.

But, hey, look at the bright side. If she cheats on you that easily, it's probably a good thing the relationship didn't go any further. At the risk of sounding cliche, I'd say you're better off without her.

 

[nefieslab]

thanks Nailz. But I don't think I'll feel any better about this for a long time and quite frankly... I'm glad. They say that artists of all skill levels need to have at least some suffering in their life... and I think at the moment *** would have to make me illiterate to make me suffer anymore at the moment.

 

[FireHawk]

You can't just ask someone to leave you alone for two weeks and expect to have a relationship with them after two weeks. Your kinda at fault.

 

[nefieslab]

i didn't ask her to leave me completely alone. I still went out with her for lunches on a couple of days. and I constantly texted her and met up with her loads of time at the weekends.

 

[Acezorz]

Mate, some girls are a complete pain in the ****, you only need to come to Stevenage for 5 minutes to find that out.

 

[nefieslab]

yeah i guess so.

 

[untitled]

if she has the ***** to cheat she should have the ***** to talk to you if you confront her with it..

sucks to hear that

 

[nefieslab]

I'm kinda over her now. thanks for the help guys. If she wants to sleep around town then I say **** it. I ain't going to waste my time with someone like that. I did put our relationship in an awkward position but if she'd spoken to me it would have been easy to solve. thanks again guys.

 

[Sitoo1450]

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