Marizka
New member
Dead End*kinda long*
This girl
She is dead to the world
Dead to her family
Dead to me
She is floating above her body.
Her soul assumed she was dead.
And left her while she was in bed.
Still asleep.
Dreaming of what life can be.
But she had not died.
It wasn’t her time.
Now she lost her soul.
She is no longer whole.
Now there is nothing left
But an empty shell.
She’s stuck inside her head,
Her personal ****.
The place where she is
Fighting herself.
She is her own worst enemy.
Which she every time tries to defeat.
But either way,
The person who loses is she.
She is empty and alone.
Always hiding in her room.
Avoiding eyes that might see
That she is no longer
Who she used to be.
She’s been over-used,
Spit on and abused.
Her life left it’s scars.
But she tries to hide them
Forget them.
Oppress that they are.
She won’t accept herself
The way she is.
In the wrong places
She searches bliss.
She wants them back,
The things that used to
Keep her from feeling like this.
She never stops searching
For this long-lost happiness
She used to know.
And helped her live her life careless,
Without these troubles.
But when will she wake up,
And see
That that is not meant to be.
That she has a history,
But if she lives on like this
Her future will never be.
She needs to find
A new road, a new path.
Because this one she now walks,
It has a dead end.
She needs to find help,
She needs to find a friend.
Caus’ now all she’s still stuck with is
Distrust and disgust
Of everything in her world.
She needs to turn around,
This girl.
And find a road that is meant for her.
The way she is now hurting herself
Is cruel.
She can go wherever she wants to,
But she can’t stay here.
This place has cost her too much tears,
And holds her worst memories.
She needs to start with a clean slate,
In a place far away from here.
Now I hate to admit,
And I hate to reveal it,
But I will tell you the truth.
Because now I see,
This girl about whom I’m telling you,
Yes, I think she is me
let me know what you think about it, i can take critics..
This girl
She is dead to the world
Dead to her family
Dead to me
She is floating above her body.
Her soul assumed she was dead.
And left her while she was in bed.
Still asleep.
Dreaming of what life can be.
But she had not died.
It wasn’t her time.
Now she lost her soul.
She is no longer whole.
Now there is nothing left
But an empty shell.
She’s stuck inside her head,
Her personal ****.
The place where she is
Fighting herself.
She is her own worst enemy.
Which she every time tries to defeat.
But either way,
The person who loses is she.
She is empty and alone.
Always hiding in her room.
Avoiding eyes that might see
That she is no longer
Who she used to be.
She’s been over-used,
Spit on and abused.
Her life left it’s scars.
But she tries to hide them
Forget them.
Oppress that they are.
She won’t accept herself
The way she is.
In the wrong places
She searches bliss.
She wants them back,
The things that used to
Keep her from feeling like this.
She never stops searching
For this long-lost happiness
She used to know.
And helped her live her life careless,
Without these troubles.
But when will she wake up,
And see
That that is not meant to be.
That she has a history,
But if she lives on like this
Her future will never be.
She needs to find
A new road, a new path.
Because this one she now walks,
It has a dead end.
She needs to find help,
She needs to find a friend.
Caus’ now all she’s still stuck with is
Distrust and disgust
Of everything in her world.
She needs to turn around,
This girl.
And find a road that is meant for her.
The way she is now hurting herself
Is cruel.
She can go wherever she wants to,
But she can’t stay here.
This place has cost her too much tears,
And holds her worst memories.
She needs to start with a clean slate,
In a place far away from here.
Now I hate to admit,
And I hate to reveal it,
But I will tell you the truth.
Because now I see,
This girl about whom I’m telling you,
Yes, I think she is me
let me know what you think about it, i can take critics..
