i love him ... still

ok a) im 16 .. but please refrain from telling me i dont know what love is. because i have been in love. i know i have. and i still am. and b) i rant on but basically:

 

i split up with the guy about a year ago ... and i still love him. im still in love with him.

 

i thought i was over him, but i just am not. i was seeing another guy for about a month there ... and it just wasnt the same, i didnt give it much chance to be honest

 

a year on and still no spark with anyone else.

 

hes with someone else. they look happy. in love. and i miss him. i cant talk to anyone about it because of the circle of friends etc. only i know.

 

i dont know how to move on ... ive tried, i really have - but i cant. its so strange and i dont want to anymore, ive had enough, he doesnt want me and i cant help loving him.

 

he made me feel safe and he showed me love and affection id never had before. he didnt mind i was an extremely awkward person, who was - to be honest a geek and he was very popular.

 

i love him and it hurts so much.

A first love is always remembered. You'll move on, just give it time.

ok a) im 16 .. but please refrain from telling me i dont know what love is. because i have been in love. i know i have. and i still am. and b) i rant on but basically:

 

i split up with the guy about a year ago ... and i still love him. im still in love with him.

 

i thought i was over him, but i just am not. i was seeing another guy for about a month there ... and it just wasnt the same, i didnt give it much chance to be honest

 

a year on and still no spark with anyone else.

 

hes with someone else. they look happy. in love. and i miss him. i cant talk to anyone about it because of the circle of friends etc. only i know.

 

i dont know how to move on ... ive tried, i really have - but i cant. its so strange and i dont want to anymore, ive had enough, he doesnt want me and i cant help loving him.

 

he made me feel safe and he showed me love and affection id never had before. he didnt mind i was an extremely awkward person, who was - to be honest a geek and he was very popular.

 

i love him and it hurts so much.

 

Life really sucks that way. But trust me you will get over him. Chalk it up to exprerince becuse unless you're extremely lucky, this won

ok a) im 16 .. but please refrain from telling me i dont know what love is. because i have been in love. i know i have. and i still am. and b) i rant on but basically:

 

i split up with the guy about a year ago ... and i still love him. im still in love with him.

 

i thought i was over him, but i just am not. i was seeing another guy for about a month there ... and it just wasnt the same, i didnt give it much chance to be honest

 

a year on and still no spark with anyone else.

 

hes with someone else. they look happy. in love. and i miss him. i cant talk to anyone about it because of the circle of friends etc. only i know.

 

i dont know how to move on ... ive tried, i really have - but i cant. its so strange and i dont want to anymore, ive had enough, he doesnt want me and i cant help loving him.

 

he made me feel safe and he showed me love and affection id never had before. he didnt mind i was an extremely awkward person, who was - to be honest a geek and he was very popular.

 

i love him and it hurts so much.

sorry sweetie, that sucks, some people you will love forever; nothing you can do to forget it, and would you really want to, that's how you know you're alive. You will love again, trust me!

 

i split up with the guy about a year ago ... and i still love him. im still in love with him.

 

he made me feel safe and he showed me love and affection id never had before. he didnt mind i was an extremely awkward person, who was - to be honest a geek and he was very popular.

 

I may be wrong but you imply that you broke up with him. If you weren't the one who broke up, then I will just tell you that it's gonna hurt like hell for a while, maybe even a long while, but it will get better. When it does you might find someone else.

 

If so, you are a typical stupid girl who didn't appreciate what you had when you had it. The old, "don't know what you've got till it's gone" shit. Now you see him with someone who does and you want it back. You fucked up, move on. Proves my theory that chicks will never be happy, even if you give them everything they say they want they will always want what they can't have.

You are young and stupid. Deal with it and get over it. You aint seen nothin' yet. One day you'll grow up. Now get your ass over to the Nickleodeon site! Things will get better..

So go slit your fucking wrists...

 

Do you know what your fucking problem is ??

 

You are a fucking crybaby !!

 

If you go stand outside right now, give yourself about 3 feet of space all around you, and think about this fucking alleged love of your fucking life and if your world has not broken apart around you, then you will fucking live.

 

So tell us, what is so fucking great about this fucking one in a fucking trillion individual that makes him the fucking center of your all giving fucking love and life force anyway ??

 

$10 says I could probably find someone else who would end up being equal to, or if anything, more valuable then the piece of shit you are moping about now.

 

People talk about issue with teens being fucking suicidal all the time, teen depression, all this shit saying we should be helping them, guiding them through life..

 

Sure, I'll help... I'll keep it real...

 

Life fucking sux, either join the club or shut the fuck up and kill yourself..

 

Just make sure you do it right, and have someone inscribe on your tombstone that you died from a fucking broken heart, that way I know who to laugh at when visiting those in the graveyard who died of a more serious cause.

 

Here's one for you..

 

A kid named Rob that I used to go to school with... Committed suicide because his girlfriend broke up with him...

 

While at a grave yard in Iowa paying my respects to my piece of shit father, I saw this fucks grave too..

 

I fucking laughed at his fucking bitch ass !!

 

And proudly proclaimed, hey fucker, it's been over 10 years that you have been dead, and your girl has fucked many more worthy cocks then you anyway, what a complete fuckwit you are for dying for pussy.

 

Yeah... you still love him.... you keep thinking that princess..

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phreak wars .. thats pretty lame everything youve said. im the teenager here - grow up please. at no point did i say he was the centre of my universe ... nor did i say/imply half of the things uv said i have

 

a cry-baby? hmm ... not quite hit the nail on the head am afraid chump

 

You are young and stupid. Deal with it and get over it. You aint seen nothin' yet. One day you'll grow up. Now get your ass over to the Nickleodeon site! You are just young and dumb. Borderline retarted.

 

i may be young and stupid .. but thats part of growing up surely? and seen as i still have to grow up ... yes that day will come.

phreak wars .. thats pretty lame everything youve said. im the teenager here - grow up please.

Oh I'm sorry was I supposed to be more fucking sensitive or something ??

 

 

at no point did i say he was the centre of my universe ... nor did i say/imply half of the things uv said i have

Then why tell us at all ??

 

a cry-baby? hmm ... not quite hit the nail on the head am afraid chump

Chump ?? OK so your a chump, I can accept that answer too.

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i dont expect you to be sensitive ... i dont expect anything - thats half the point of this thing no? hearing others views opinions and thoughts ... not expecting anything other than a response.

 

and as for the quoting me about him being the centre of my universe ... why tell u what? that i love him? because its pissing me off loving him and i believe the sites: what pisses you off ...

This is dedicated to Clarity

 

 

 

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i dont expect anything - thats half the point of this thing no?

Like, you don't expect a fucking response from anybody...you just fucking made the comment for viewing only, so that it might be fucking archived on the fucking Internet for all times sake, so you may fucking look back on it daily and ponder what could have been with this fuck that your so fucking still in love with ?? Is this what you are saying ???

 

In the somewhat plagerized words of the fucking "BREAKFAST CLUB", Just answer the fucking question Claire' !!

 

hearing others views opinions and thoughts ... not expecting anything other than a response.

yet you bitch about the responses you are given ?? Why.. I think there is something you need to know, I tell this to every youth who happens to come along this site to "VENT" .... Real friends won't tell you what you want to hear, real friends will tell you what you NEED to hear.

 

and as for the quoting me about him being the centre of my universe ... why tell u what? that i love him? because its pissing me off loving him and i believe the sites: what pisses you off ...

OK now I am confused at what the fuck it is you are trying to convey in this fucking sentence... Are you saying your actually "MAD" that you love this asshole, or are you pissed off that nobody except you cares ??

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Go have a few beers and get laid by someone else, and all will be good.

I dated someone for a year and a half, 14 it started, 16 it ended. He was my first love. Took me well over a year to completely get over him. Then eventually realize that he was simply a complete and utter jackass.

 

At the risk of sounding cheezy, it ended for a reason, you'll eventually realize this and that you weren't suppose to be with him. You lacked something. Maybe try and figure out what it was, then go look for it in someone else.

 

And just a thought, sometimes we don't really keep loving someone, we just love the memory of what they were. Love can be all tricky and shit yes.

I just try to remind myself that I was doing fine before they came along, and I'll survive just fine without them again.

 

So many opportunities out there.

I dated someone for a year and a half, 14 it started, 16 it ended. He was my first love. Took me well over a year to completely get over him. Then eventually realize that he was simply a complete and utter jackass.

 

At the risk of sounding cheezy, it ended for a reason, you'll eventually realize this and that you weren't suppose to be with him. You lacked something. Maybe try and figure out what it was, then go look for it in someone else.

 

And just a thought, sometimes we don't really keep loving someone, we just love the memory of what they were. Love can be all tricky and shit yes.

Are you a slut?

Clarity, he is probably not worth your concern...if he was all that, would'nt he be with you still??

 

Stop asking yourself what is wrong with you that made him leave and ask yourself what is wrong with him that he didn't recognize you for the worthy person you are...

I'm never one to let people down.

Like, you don't expect a fucking response from anybody...you just fucking made the comment for viewing only, so that it might be fucking archived on the fucking Internet for all times sake, so you may fucking look back on it daily and ponder what could have been with this fuck that your so fucking still in love with ?? Is this what you are saying ???

 

In the somewhat plagerized words of the fucking "BREAKFAST CLUB", Just answer the fucking question Claire' !!

 

yet you bitch about the responses you are given ?? Why.. I think there is something you need to know, I tell this to every youth who happens to come along this site to "VENT" .... Real friends won't tell you what you want to hear, real friends will tell you what you NEED to hear.

 

OK now I am confused at what the fuck it is you are trying to convey in this fucking sentence... Are you saying your actually "MAD" that you love this asshole, or are you pissed off that nobody except you cares ??

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my name isnt claire .... try clarity?

my name isnt claire .... try clarity?

 

Try researching the word 'plagiarised'.......

Try researching the word 'plagiarised'.......

And then go rent "THE BREAKFAST CLUB" from your local video store.

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ok a) im 16 .. but please refrain from telling me i dont know what love is. because i have been in love. i know i have. and i still am. and b) i rant on but basically:

 

i split up with the guy about a year ago ... and i still love him. im still in love with him.

 

i thought i was over him, but i just am not. i was seeing another guy for about a month there ... and it just wasnt the same, i didnt give it much chance to be honest

 

a year on and still no spark with anyone else.

 

hes with someone else. they look happy. in love. and i miss him. i cant talk to anyone about it because of the circle of friends etc. only i know.

 

i dont know how to move on ... ive tried, i really have - but i cant. its so strange and i dont want to anymore, ive had enough, he doesnt want me and i cant help loving him.

 

he made me feel safe and he showed me love and affection id never had before. he didnt mind i was an extremely awkward person, who was - to be honest a geek and he was very popular.

 

i love him and it hurts so much.

 

Kill him, Preserve his body, make sure to freeze his dick so that it is nice and hard, and then you can fuck him and talk to him whenever you want. That's

the only way you're going to be with him.

And then go rent "THE BREAKFAST CLUB" from your local video store.

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And then throw yourself into the path of a speeding train.

If there is one thing I learned after highschool its was this: Although I grew up fast enough to be smarter than the MTV poptarts that made up my peers, I was still an idiot.

 

Never forget that 90% of your thoughts and feelings are ugly and wrong, than you can just let go.

 

 

 

Note: Seriously, builder has it right here; You could function before tham and you and function after them "Sisters are doin' it for themselves".

Que sera, sera.

 

Give it time. You're 16.. you've got almost a bazillion years ahead of you. This was just a learning curve, and experience that you'll be able to take into your next and maybe more serious relationship. Don't be so down about it, the only person you can ever count on for your own happiness and success is yourself. Any other person is just an added bonus, and many more will come and go from your life.

thanks jenn x