Just need someone to trust. . .

[LinKah]

I feel so **** sad...

It all begun when I had to go to a totally new school, and I didn't knew anyone...

I'm pretty funny and I like people to feel confortable with me... I begin hanging around with the boys from my class. I played cards with them and suddently I was someone big.

But...

Hanging around with boys made an awful jeaulous to the girl of my class... and the boys liked that, so they all begin saying me that they loved me and etc...

One day, I begin to like more than just a friend of one of those guys.. and that guy, was the guy that one of the girls liked...

He made it, we started being more than friends and dating... but once, I realised that he just wanted me for ***...

that made me feel really bad, and when he broke up, the next day he already had a girfriend...

I was alone. The girls hated me, and the boys just ignored me.

I begin to be with a girl and a boy that I thought that would be cool.. i had no one to trust, so I told them what happened to me about that guy... I told them lots of things...

And...

They told everything I told them to him...

My summer holidays ended up like this: alone and hated by everyone...

and there's more.... next year, my class is going to be the same...

But... today I went to my MSN, and just saw written in that girl: You can run, but you can't hide...

wtf is wrong with these people? I moved to a villa and this all happened! What is my memory as teen? Being hated by everyone? Because of jeaulous?????

Now they are putting my phone number in chats and sending messenges saying they are going to kill me...

I wanna move away from here...................... I want someone Real.... =(

 

[MrsBennington-Delson]

oh I feel so sorry for you this really sucks *hugs*

did you talk to your parents about it?

 

[LinKah]

oh I feel so sorry for you this really sucks *hugs*
did you talk to your parents about it?

I did. They won't let me change school... all they say to me is to leave it behind, but it's so hard... I never thought to have all this hipocrisy around me really. =(

 

[MrsBennington-Delson]

I did. They won't let me change school... all they say to me is to leave it behind, but it's so hard... I never thought to have all this hipocrisy around me really. =(

oh this sucks I dont really know what to advise you (im very bad at that kinda stuff)... maybe you should go out and find some kinda club you know... bc there are also other people and i dont think everyone is like that in your town...

 

[LinKah]

oh this sucks I dont really know what to advise you (im very bad at that kinda stuff)... maybe you should go out and find some kinda club you know... bc there are also other people and i dont think everyone is like that in your town...

yeah, but when u look around and feel everything is wrong, u don't even have reasons to do that... when school begins again, i'm gonna die for sure... -_-

 

[MrsBennington-Delson]

yeah, but when u look around and feel everything is wrong, u don't even have reasons to do that... when school begins again, i'm gonna die for sure... -_-

no you won't

meh... i so suck at that kinda things -.-

 

[LinKah]

no you won't
meh... i so suck at that kinda things -.-

Lol... I really needed to write this stuff to feel better...

Thank u for caring! Talking about this made me feel a lot better *hugz*

 

[MrsBennington-Delson]

Lol... I really needed to write this stuff to feel better... Thank u for caring! Talking about this made me feel a lot better *hugz*

yeah I know that. I hope someone else can help you more *hugs*

 

[diana]

I'm sorry that you have to live in that kind of environment...around that kind of people...people that are not worth anything...

Yes, people so suck...but you can't do anything...you can just feel sorry for them cuz you are a better person...I know it's hard but you're really gonna have to leave it behind...even though you probably will never get over it entirely...but you have to live on, girl...don't waste your life cuz of those scraps...

And sometimes you have to be very careful what you're doing...cuz people really get jealous quickly...it's a magic vircle where you don't know what to do...but we all make mistakes...and learn from them...too bad some people can't...and ****, now I got off the way...lol...

However...I hope you'll find nice people...just don't give up...cuz they do exist...even at your location, I'm sure...good luck!^^

 

[littleblackstone]

ohh, i really fell sorry bout all this..

i don' know what to say...

all i can say is: forget these ppl, they all suck!! they don't talk with u because u broke up with a guy that didn't deserve you??? F*CK THEM ALL!!! Just ignore everyone in your class, and try to make real friends, at other places....

 

[Black_Angel]

Yeah it's only school afterall, concentrate on your studies at school, then try and find some real friends in an environment that is out of school. I know making the first steps can be hard but you'll be fine, honest!

 

[Holy War]

School eventually ends and with it most of the hardships, the one thing that I remember from school is for every 50 people that didn't like the way I dressed, my beliefs, or my personality; there was always at least 5 that did. Now I understand that 5 isn't that large of a number compared to 50 but that is 5 people that you can console with and develop a long lasting friendship, the biggest thing is not allowing it to overrun your studies (because at some point in your life if you keep up with school you will be far better off then they will). Most sound advice I can give you is ignore them, and yes it is hard, but it is the best thing in the long-run...people fade away if they don't get attention, but legends stand-fast and continue their life as they want it to be.

 

[LinKah]

Wow, reading you all made me feel much better! Finally someone unsderstands me *huggz all*

Yes, now that I think about... maybe I give too much care about the others... I shouldn't care if they envy me or not... I should live my own live, alone or not..

I mean, I have nice people, but they are all away from here =(

So, it's like Black_Angel said... Improving my grades will only make me forget about everything...

Thank u guys so much **

Good to know all of this before school actually begins =')

 

[littleblackstone]

weel, it's good to see u'r better now!!!

 

[Jeo]

Wow, reading you all made me feel much better! Finally someone unsderstands me *huggz all*

*Evades hug*

... Jahjah, and quoting 'littleblackstone':

weel, it's good to see u'r better now!!!

 

[LinKah]

I do.

I really needed leave that behind ... ****.

Thanks for caring ;D

*super hiper mega huuug* x)

 

[allieking]

people are mean hun and its something you will have to live with all your life, but you should rise above it all and try to make yourself a better person.

i was bullied at school and i hated every minute of it, but its made me a stronger person. i only have a few close friends but they are people who i trust. they do it because they feel inferior about themslves.

 

[LinKah]

people are mean hun and its something you will have to live with all your life, but you should rise above it all and try to make yourself a better person.
i was bullied at school and i hated every minute of it, but its made me a stronger person. i only have a few close friends but they are people who i trust. they do it because they feel inferior about themslves.

Yes, this totally makes me stronger..

But, sometimes I look around and don't even know who my true friends are... x(

Thanks *huug*

 

[LPShinodaFM]

Sorry for all that **** people give you. :[ But with your personality you can probably make real friends outside school. If everyone in your class is like that, they're not worth being upset over. Like Alison said, focus on studies, or a hobby or something and what matters if people are jealous of you? Things will change. You'll overcome all of it. Just remember who you are and maintain your morals :]