Just Wanna Vent some heat

Ok, So, theres probably a thread for this already, (if so my bad, mods / smods feel free to close this thread.) and i would like to apologise for any profanities in advance.

 

but yeah i guess the title says it all. I'm pissed off. Me and my Bf split on Tues, but it feels like it's been forever, I havnt spoken to or see him since. He loves drama and acting, so he joined on to the anual school play, he got thepart he wanted, of course it means lots and lots and lots of rehersing which im cool with, i know he loves acting, this is what he loves doing, i support him. So with him busy most of the time. when i did see him, we always talked ourselves right into an argument. And one convo on the way to school on Tues Morn, we got chattin, thats when i found out hes in love with someone else. So we drew the line and decided to "stay friends." Of course, i havnt actually spoken to or seen him since. Yes we're in the same classes for a lot of our subjects, but he wont even look at me, nor I him. We're staying out each others way...but i miss him.

 

Then theres my family...

God I fuckin hate them....I live with my dad, his wife and my bro (my other 3 siblings have gone away, with 2 gettin kicked out cussa my dads wife and the other one moving out to go do her post grad training) the thing is....i cant stand my dads wife (i refuse to saYy her name as it makes my blood boil just saying her name and i refuse to call her my step mom..) but anyways...

 

yeah i hate my dads wife and now my dads ill, in hopsital, i unno whats up with him. i dont even know why hes in hospital since That Woman wont tell me whys hes in hospital ....god i hate her...shes such a bitch. i fuckin hate her. i swear, the more i see her, the more i hate her...which i never knew as possible. of course all my fam thinks shes the victim here. when shes not. Shes the fuckin bitch. but im only 16, im still in school, i cant go no where. i hate living at home.

 

and im pissed off.. about so many things that I could be here all night. but ill drop it at this point...

Sounds like you hormones are through the roof!

I hope life gets better hun... I'm 15 myself, male and life is cool. Gets hard sometimes but I'm sure you wil pull through as strong as ever :thumbsup:

Sounds like you hormones are through the roof!

I hope life gets better hun... I'm 15 myself, male and life is cool. Gets hard sometimes but I'm sure you wil pull through as strong as ever :thumbsup:

yeah same here...

like 1 year ago i hated my family and stuff but now everythings fine... just dont let yourself down!!!

I hope your dad gets better. Look lifes waaay to short for you to get worked about some guy, and some evil woman. You've got 2 years before you can really move out, and till then just ignore the things that make your blood boil.

thank you guys.

 

my dad is home, safe and well.

comes out it was a heart attack, but only a minor one.

as for the ex...well we got chattin, but of course we talked ourselves right into an argument.

he said he didnt want that to happen so he left. and i havnt heard or seen him since.

 

I've given up on him, lifes too short.

to be honest, im not ready for a relationship.

i dont have time for boys to be anythin other than friends,

 

as for my dads wife....well I'm staying outta her way.

this is mean of me to say, but they had an arguement, and i was happy.

thats mean i know, but i hate her. and i was happy cos for that moment in time, he hated her too.

 

of course, all good things come to an end. their back together, happy and fighting with me again LOL. but since ive applied for a part time job, it'll be ok. cos if i get one, ill be out the house even more. and ill get paid for it ha!

Good luck

yeah good luck!