[m. k. Shinoda]'s Journal

[m. k. Shinoda]

Man, I dunno y i started it, lol. today i did a big nuthing! i'm tired and i think it's cuz of the temperature (it was almost 40 the last time i saw it, 2 hot! *melting*). later'll go play Pump it Up (i dunno if some1 here knows it, heh! it's really cool, lol).

...feeling a lil bit alone 2, but don't worry *mad laugh*...

 

[stupidsoul1]

whats pump it up?

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

it's a korean dance simulator (like Dance Dance Revolution, but this one is japanese)

 

[stupidsoul1]

ooooo oki awesome!

 

[Ocean_soul]

']Man, I dunno y i started it, lol. today i did a big nuthing! i'm tired and i think it's cuz of the temperature (it was almost 40 the last time i saw it, 2 hot! *melting*). later'll go play Pump it Up (i dunno if some1 here knows it, heh! it's really cool, lol).

...feeling a lil bit alone 2, but don't worry *mad laugh*...

40 omg .....it's here like 5 ...its raining and there's a kind of storm and im hungry....hehe well that im hungry doesn't matter LOL

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

I'm on the beach now, really boring. I'm totally bored... With the son of my mother's friend, lol at least he doesn't understand what i'm writing. Tomorrow I'll go to a japanese animation event called Anime Dreams.

(it still hot Ocean_soul i'd love to be there... *cries*)

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

i made a thread about my personal problems, i think who visited it knows what it is... 4 ppl who don't know here's the thread...

http://www.linkinparkforums.com/showthread.php?p=120774#post120774

i'm so **** sad but i can't cry anymore it'll just make they stronger and make true all their words "look there'll be that fat gurl alone and crying", so, i'll improve myself be better, *mad laugh* i'll make they miss me to the bones!

 

[angelwithburntwings]

*hugs*

hope that cheers you up a little bit

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

*hugs*

thank u i'm really better now

 

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* please never change yourself

especially for such people who arent even worth your time

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

i'm strange, feeling like i'm ****** off. I dunno there's nothing for me to get mad, but i'm. i'm searching ways to get calm, drawing, seing my favourite video musics but i'm still feeling bad.

I was supposed to feel calm, my "friends" wanted a chat 4 real, i'm not scared and stuff, and i don't think i'm mad because of it, but i am. tomorrow my english / french classes i'll start again, i don't want it. I wish i could be alone, i mean, totally alone, without everybody and everything just to calm down and don't any bullshit the way i did with my "friends".

I want to cry all that happened, i feel like that even it doesn't matter anymore, it's still locked in my heart and i want it free...

 

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs* sorry to hear about that

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

ok... u guys miss me? lol... *stupid me*

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK, i'm backbackbackback for REAL!

i missed all of you sooooooooooooo muchmuch (i know i can't talk about any member of the forum here but i think i can say that i missed this place so much)....

i was "gone" cuz of my school (it sucks u know *cries*) i had my first big test, 80 questions of all subjects and i got... 60... *jisatsu* i mean, i'm not that good but... i'm back 8D

*hugs everybody, the oldies here and newbies that i don't know yet*

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

i think i only talk about school and grades here... man, am i crazy?

i'm thinking about bringing my journal back lol

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Today has been like the other days after my fight with my best friend (she is no more my best friend), during the classes i have nobody to talk, usually i try to ask the hour to a girl and that's all. What makes me happy is that she's alone during the classes too (how i'm mean *diesdiesdies*). During the break i was walking with sum girls i never talk and this is being sooooooo funny! I never thought that they can be so cool.

In my english classes i tried to talk to everybody (of course my ex-best friend don't count XP), and it was quite normal. On the first day i cried because of it but now i'm feeling like it's soooooooo normal!

Tomorrow i'll take my braces (i hate so much braces yuck yuck) and wednesday will be the last day of the week! YUP YUP holidaay! I don't even know what's the holiday *asking mastah Google* whataver... all i now is, NO SCHOOL! *dancing*

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I'm trying hard to not being out of here... >_< *jisatsu*

 

[ForgottenKid]

you cant hug me but are braces that horrible? I want them but i dont need them lol.

 

[m. k. Shinoda]

after using them for 8 years u really can get tired!

before using i wanted too lol

 

[ForgottenKid]

But its funny cause the people at my old school use to call this girl metal head even though she didnt listen to metal, so I have this weird idea in my head that if I get braces people will go "hey metal head" and I'll be like "yeah thanks for noticing that i DONT listen to r&b" and then they'll be like "Huh?". LMAO.

 

[i_love_mike_shinoda2]

Aw man! No school for you??? Im so ****** now!

 

[4everLP_Shinoda]

I was passing by,and decided to say hi*waves*^^.Hope u are fine.

How lucky u are!!!!I donñ´t have school on Wednesday and Thursday.Good luck with your braces,I remember that I wanted to use them(for no reason)when I was a kid.

Ttyl,byez.