Marizka
New member
here r some other poems of mine, I hope the length doesnt scare u away! 
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Dead Letter
Hello you,
Remember me?
The person you used to see
As an easy victim
As a person you could easily step on?
Who you could throw around and play
Knowing I wouldn’t run away
Because you where the one on who I relied
You knew I didn’t have a place to hide
You knew I depended on you
That I would never leave your side,
No matter what you’d put me through
You made my life a living nightmare
I saw your face everywhere
I couldn’t escape your stare
It haunted me night and day
No matter what I tried,
It wouldn’t go away
Until one day you got tired of this game
And left me to my fate
There I was, alienated and in confusion
(and) so alone all of a sudden
I had to learn everything on my own
I learned how to stay strong
and make my decisions
without you pushing me in the right direction
your presence in my life has left it’s scars
but since you are gone
I’ve fought my battles
And won my wars
I don’t trust people as easy as I used to
I now know better what to do
I won’t waste my time hating you,
Even though it’s a tempting thing to do
Instead I’ll live my life on ignoring you
And all I’m willing to give you
Is my truth.
With love,
Feel Real
I’m sick of saying I’m alright
Sick of every time having to lie
Just to keep everyone satisfied
You don’t want to hear what you fear
You’d even ask a dying person
How they feel,
But fearing the truth,
Without giving them the chance to answer,
Quickly turn around and walk on
I know you know what I know
My true feelings that be
But you would never show me
That you know
Because then you’d have to listen
To what I’ve got to say
Then you can’t turn around
And walk away
Even if you see the tears in my eyes
You run away and hide
Fearing I might infect you
Afraid you might become sad too
Your running away for the way you feel
But if you live on like this
You’ll never be able to heal
I know you’ve got feelings too
Your desperately looking for your truth
I know your happy when I smile
I know your sad when I cry
But it’s like no matter what I try
You never show how you feel,
Never show it on the outside,
Always keep it locked (up) inside
Your afraid to become vulnerable
Your afraid to show your weaknesses
I know and so do you
Because I feel that way too
Were both the same
We always have been
It’s time for everyone to see
We should all come clean
And see if it is
The way it all seems
You know you wont last much longer
I know your tired of being strong(er)
You want to let it all out
You want to scream and shout
Tell everyone,
Tell the world,
Make them listen (to you) and say:
I AM NOT OKAY!
:Dead Letter
Hello you,
Remember me?
The person you used to see
As an easy victim
As a person you could easily step on?
Who you could throw around and play
Knowing I wouldn’t run away
Because you where the one on who I relied
You knew I didn’t have a place to hide
You knew I depended on you
That I would never leave your side,
No matter what you’d put me through
You made my life a living nightmare
I saw your face everywhere
I couldn’t escape your stare
It haunted me night and day
No matter what I tried,
It wouldn’t go away
Until one day you got tired of this game
And left me to my fate
There I was, alienated and in confusion
(and) so alone all of a sudden
I had to learn everything on my own
I learned how to stay strong
and make my decisions
without you pushing me in the right direction
your presence in my life has left it’s scars
but since you are gone
I’ve fought my battles
And won my wars
I don’t trust people as easy as I used to
I now know better what to do
I won’t waste my time hating you,
Even though it’s a tempting thing to do
Instead I’ll live my life on ignoring you
And all I’m willing to give you
Is my truth.
With love,
Feel Real
I’m sick of saying I’m alright
Sick of every time having to lie
Just to keep everyone satisfied
You don’t want to hear what you fear
You’d even ask a dying person
How they feel,
But fearing the truth,
Without giving them the chance to answer,
Quickly turn around and walk on
I know you know what I know
My true feelings that be
But you would never show me
That you know
Because then you’d have to listen
To what I’ve got to say
Then you can’t turn around
And walk away
Even if you see the tears in my eyes
You run away and hide
Fearing I might infect you
Afraid you might become sad too
Your running away for the way you feel
But if you live on like this
You’ll never be able to heal
I know you’ve got feelings too
Your desperately looking for your truth
I know your happy when I smile
I know your sad when I cry
But it’s like no matter what I try
You never show how you feel,
Never show it on the outside,
Always keep it locked (up) inside
Your afraid to become vulnerable
Your afraid to show your weaknesses
I know and so do you
Because I feel that way too
Were both the same
We always have been
It’s time for everyone to see
We should all come clean
And see if it is
The way it all seems
You know you wont last much longer
I know your tired of being strong(er)
You want to let it all out
You want to scream and shout
Tell everyone,
Tell the world,
Make them listen (to you) and say:
I AM NOT OKAY!
