nefieslab
New member
My girlfriend really p*ssed me off less than ten minutes ago and this is the result. And this is filtered and checked not to offend. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is something wrong within me,
I feel it growing deep.
(Inside my soul!)
It rocks around at night,
And I fear I cannot sleep.
(It’s rising up!)
I’m to control it but it’s getting in the way,
In the way of all the killing,
In the way of all the maiming,
The slaughter and the meaningless destruction!
(It feeds!)
On my insecurity,
And my needs.
(I feel it!)
Swelling inside me,
Waiting for the time to be.
(Perfect!)
I see it everyday,
(Every night!)
And I feel I am right,
(To be afraid!)
of this thing that stirs inside of me,
With unchained ferocity,
And brings me to my knees,
And forces me to see,
Every face I tore apart,
With my own teeth,
Every chest beneath,
The weight of my bullets,
Every leg that snapped,
With my hands on their sides,
And it’s churning my insides!
Turning me around in mind!
I’m spinning…
Spinning…
Spinning…
Out of control!
There is something wrong within me,
I feel it growing deep.
(Inside my soul!)
It rocks around at night,
And I fear I cannot sleep.
(It’s rising up!)
I’m to control it but it’s getting in the way,
In the way of all the killing,
In the way of all the maiming,
The slaughter and the meaningless destruction!
(It feeds!)
On my insecurity,
And my needs.
(I feel it!)
Swelling inside me,
Waiting for the time to be.
(Perfect!)
I see it everyday,
(Every night!)
And I feel I am right,
(To be afraid!)
of this thing that stirs inside of me,
With unchained ferocity,
And brings me to my knees,
And forces me to see,
Every face I tore apart,
With my own teeth,
Every chest beneath,
The weight of my bullets,
Every leg that snapped,
With my hands on their sides,
And it’s churning my insides!
Turning me around in mind!
I’m spinning…
Spinning…
Spinning…
Out of control!
