DarknessLover
New member
2006-2007
Late (2006)
Pros - Girlfriend, Happy, Decent Grades, Losing Weight
Cons - Nothing
I met the girl of my dreams. She was firm, but not to firm. She was nice, clean. Beautiful, perfect to my eyes. This winter may have well as been the greatest time in the past 3/4 years.
Early (2007)
Pros - Girlfriend, Guitar, Semi Decent Grades, Holding Weight
Cons - Moving, Stress, Loss of Sleep
As the new year came around, so did new troubles. My parents out of no where, wanted to move, and they were looking for houses, everywhere. But at least I was trying to make the best of it. So it wasn't terrible
Mid (2007)
Pros - School Over, Guitar
Cons - Dumped, Moving, Gaining Weight, More Loss of Sleep
So of course as luck has it, I am ****** over. I have to move and that means, I have to break up with my GF, to be fair, I let her do it. Not to mention, it hurt. Bad. Moving meant I had slim to no time to hang out with my friends, and I began to grow distant.
Fall (2007)
Pros - New School, Guitar
Cons - No Friends, Alone, Little to no Sleep, Gaining Weight, Grades Dropping Hard
I can't stay focused, my mind drifting off into space and wishing I wasn't around. Suicide drifted in and out painkillers becoming my life.
2008-2009
Early(2008)
Pros - Partying, Guitar, Drinking, Smoking, More partying, Friends
Cons - Failing Classes, Gaining Weight, No Sleep
It got better for awhile....I Dunno if it was a good better, but it was better.
Summer (2008)
Pros - Guitar, Band, partying, Friends
Cons - Gaining Weight, Little Sleep
This is where everything flips back on me
I start getting back into dating and such. I start flirting with a girl "Girl C" And we were back and forth...so I finally grow the courage to ask her out BUT.
She's moving. Everytime I get close to someone, they move. Where is my ******* luck in that? Or anytime i do get close some dumb **** happens. Not to mention since i've moved ***** gone down hill (minus my weight, that's gone up) Parents always fighting, teachers are douchebags, etc etc...
What the **** is with my luck? When I finally get something good, it's ripped away.
Late (2006)
Pros - Girlfriend, Happy, Decent Grades, Losing Weight
Cons - Nothing
I met the girl of my dreams. She was firm, but not to firm. She was nice, clean. Beautiful, perfect to my eyes. This winter may have well as been the greatest time in the past 3/4 years.
Early (2007)
Pros - Girlfriend, Guitar, Semi Decent Grades, Holding Weight
Cons - Moving, Stress, Loss of Sleep
As the new year came around, so did new troubles. My parents out of no where, wanted to move, and they were looking for houses, everywhere. But at least I was trying to make the best of it. So it wasn't terrible
Mid (2007)
Pros - School Over, Guitar
Cons - Dumped, Moving, Gaining Weight, More Loss of Sleep
So of course as luck has it, I am ****** over. I have to move and that means, I have to break up with my GF, to be fair, I let her do it. Not to mention, it hurt. Bad. Moving meant I had slim to no time to hang out with my friends, and I began to grow distant.
Fall (2007)
Pros - New School, Guitar
Cons - No Friends, Alone, Little to no Sleep, Gaining Weight, Grades Dropping Hard
I can't stay focused, my mind drifting off into space and wishing I wasn't around. Suicide drifted in and out painkillers becoming my life.
2008-2009
Early(2008)
Pros - Partying, Guitar, Drinking, Smoking, More partying, Friends
Cons - Failing Classes, Gaining Weight, No Sleep
It got better for awhile....I Dunno if it was a good better, but it was better.
Summer (2008)
Pros - Guitar, Band, partying, Friends
Cons - Gaining Weight, Little Sleep
This is where everything flips back on me
I start getting back into dating and such. I start flirting with a girl "Girl C" And we were back and forth...so I finally grow the courage to ask her out BUT.
She's moving. Everytime I get close to someone, they move. Where is my ******* luck in that? Or anytime i do get close some dumb **** happens. Not to mention since i've moved ***** gone down hill (minus my weight, that's gone up) Parents always fighting, teachers are douchebags, etc etc...
What the **** is with my luck? When I finally get something good, it's ripped away.
