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i thought id make a journal...ive tried countless times to start one on paper and it has never worked so i decided, seeing as i spend so much time on here..i may aswell start one here...see if it works

 

well im on it till i go to school where my teacher has banned it...i mean how sad can u get...!!!! she's....grrr lets just not get started on her...!

 

well yeah, my mum and stepdad are out and im bored as 2 half eaten carrots basically, i think they bought me stuff cuz theyre guilty about leaving the wonderful me to look after the 7yr old pain that is known as a smaller brother...no one is on msn...and i dont feel like phoning people, and i dont really fancy going in and watching basil the great mouse detective on the tv..so yeah...BOREDOM!!!!

 

I'LL JUST STAY HERE, LISTENING TO LP AND TYPING TO...WELL MYSELF REALLY CUZ NO ONE CAN READ THIS YET CUZ IT HASNT BEEN POSTED!! LOL

 

well...i may come back later when my life gets more interesting...hee hee

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Allow me to be the first to reply your journal :D

Ah you have a younger brother? I have an OLDER brother... both varities are annoying :p

Have fun listening to LP, which of course you will!

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yay..a person replied...i feel loved..hahaha

and yes i will have loads of fun

i have an older step bro..dont know him that well...prefere neither...both annoying !!!

lol

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lol...my mum and s-dad wanna have another child...a girl preferably...gonna be weird if theirs another baby in the house..im gonna have to be sisterly again..like changing nappies and all that...nice :p

 

 

OH MY GOD THE WIND BLEW OPEN MY FRONT DOOR...i thought someone had come in...its really scary being in the house on ur own sometimes!!!!! brrr...weird...

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woo, slept in today, have a feeling todays gonna be ok, hopefully, all i can hear outside are little people (my brother and people) fighting over robots...ahh little kids fights are so much less complicated!!!

 

anyway, just wanted to add some to my journal, my mum came in at nine last nite, after going out at 7

i was kinda angry and felt abd about being angry...shed bought me LOADS of dvds, but she doesnt get that its her i want and not pressies...anyway, shses ok now and were going to the cinema, so i should prob go and get ready..lol

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im on my own again, not really that much to do, so again it takes me hee...lpf...!

lol

im actually now obsessed with breaking the habit~lp, dunno why that suddenly happened??? lol

found out my dad is going away somewhere, and through the lawyers we can get in touch with him, when i was told that though a felt nothing, a couple of months ago i would have jumped at the chance to talk to him

 

but after 2 yrs of being totally ignored, i think i'll leave it, i like my life how it is, and i have desire for him to be part of that, he doesnt deserve it

 

i havent cut myself in ages!! im really happy

but the scars are there and im scared that my mum will see and shout at me..so im covering them up at every oppurtunity....

never want to do it again..the noise still stays wit me, the noise of the razor i mean...

 

stayed in the WHOLE day today, and had the biggest lunch, chicken and baked veg...yummy, felling slightly what a beached whale must...but yeah, it'll pass...lol

 

anyway, i have babbled enough....

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hi my peoples thanks for stopping by and writing!!

well all is good with my stomach now..lol

had to give my brother food...and now there is no food left for me..hahahaha

so no eating for me tonight...oh well

hahahaha

well im cold as usual, and really have nothing to say cause im a boring sod,all ive dont is tlk to people on msn, which has whiled the hrs of my day away..lol

 

well i am going to love u and leave u, for i am going to the toilet now..guess u prob didnt want to know that, but i need a pee..hahahaha..im joking.. :D :D

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hahahahaha

i havent gone yet...forgot,,go me and my brilliant memory....!! :D

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lmao' date=' I do that all the time... Its like.. I have to go pee-- oh look! SHINEY NICKLE! then it starts all over again[/quote']

 

ahahahaha, thats funny!!!!

lmao...hahahaha

*wipes tear off eye..*

damn it i still havent gone, oh well my badder can burst..

mwhahahaha, that'll teach it for being full

 

 

 

 

man my couple of hrs a sleep really isnt enough, im such a weirdo...lol :D

 

crap just relaised i havent dont the washing up from breafast...like 14 hrs ago...whoops!!!!

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lol

it tis it tis

v. time consuming also

lot of fun

 

dum de dum...well i guess i should journal write now, talked to my mate, v. depressing talking bout her love life, or lack of, she seems to think im weird because i dont want to go out with anyone at the moment..lol, im not totally weird im just different

shes always maing fun of me aswell, because i listen to linkin park and not her type of music!!!!

annoys me

sooooo much!!!

 

 

ad my dog licked me in the mouth i cant say how grossed out i am!!!

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lol, they can be nice just a bit controlling sometimes, about like clothes and guysand stuff, like we went out to this party thing and she kept trying to kiss me and stuff totally grossing me out i mean just coz im bi doesnt mean i like that sort of thing, she doesnt know im bi,so it kinda made it worse...i dunno she confuses me...

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LMAO ugh..doggy kisses

 

sorry to hear about ur friend, that must be really hard.

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hey gurl! just noticed this and had to day bye again! sorry for the spam if it is..then ur not the only guilty:p

 

so..bye! cya around!

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hey mariska, thank for dropping bye and nice talking to u on msn!!!!

yeah stupidsoul1 they were dodgy kisses, not v. nice at all

bad thing was i wasnt the only person she tried to snog, it was our WHOLE YR...

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hey mariska, thank for dropping bye and nice talking to u on msn!!!!

yeah stupidsoul1 they were dodgy kisses, not v. nice at all

bad thing was i wasnt the only person she tried to snog, it was our WHOLE YR...

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whoops, it double posted, just ignore this bit..lol

im a gay

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