azemkamikaze03
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Chapter One.
There is something wrong with me. I don't know what. I could just wake up one day and come up with an answer. All I know is that everyday I wake up worse of than the previous. Everytime I push my weak body off from my bead I feel it. The wings pushing out from my skin. They are not visible yet but I know they are coming. I've seen people around my village growing them. It's some kind of epidemic and I do not wan't to take part in it. I pray to *** each night and tell him I am scared. He doesn't say anything back but for some reason even when I pray something is wrong. The wind picks up and my breathing becomes increasingly difficult. I loose my sight to a bright blinding enferno called light that only I can wittness. I know something is bound to happen. I just don't know why I of all people am chosen to go through this torture. Why I must suffer with no answers and be shunned away from modern day society for my abnormal characteristics. All I know is something is terribly wrong. And I don't like it. Not one bit.
My fingers grow weak. The devil is struggling to prevent me from praying. I know he is. But I fight this stigmatic form of arthritis. I have to. For ***. I called my friend Stenners for suppourt but he has also undergone changes in his behavoir. It is as if he can sense my suffering and refuses to take part in it. I have tried to mask my pain but fail each and everytime I attempt.
Dear ***...What is happening?
There is something wrong with me. I don't know what. I could just wake up one day and come up with an answer. All I know is that everyday I wake up worse of than the previous. Everytime I push my weak body off from my bead I feel it. The wings pushing out from my skin. They are not visible yet but I know they are coming. I've seen people around my village growing them. It's some kind of epidemic and I do not wan't to take part in it. I pray to *** each night and tell him I am scared. He doesn't say anything back but for some reason even when I pray something is wrong. The wind picks up and my breathing becomes increasingly difficult. I loose my sight to a bright blinding enferno called light that only I can wittness. I know something is bound to happen. I just don't know why I of all people am chosen to go through this torture. Why I must suffer with no answers and be shunned away from modern day society for my abnormal characteristics. All I know is something is terribly wrong. And I don't like it. Not one bit.
My fingers grow weak. The devil is struggling to prevent me from praying. I know he is. But I fight this stigmatic form of arthritis. I have to. For ***. I called my friend Stenners for suppourt but he has also undergone changes in his behavoir. It is as if he can sense my suffering and refuses to take part in it. I have tried to mask my pain but fail each and everytime I attempt.
Dear ***...What is happening?