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Do you hear that...the sound of fear.

It's getting louder...it's drawing near.

And this time I can't stop it.

You can't see it? You can't feel it?

It's overpowering.

I was swimming but now i'm drowning.

Am i so sure I want out this time?

I can't ignore it, there's no point.

One last try, and i'm outta this joint.

The tears have fled. I'm starting to dread

the daylight. or the night for that matter.

Sleep, precious sleep, was my only escape.

But no longer, never again.

It's haunting. Intriguing. And to a certain degree, i'm addicted.

That same old habit, that i try so hard to quit.

But I can't. It's what i am used to.

The only life i know.

Blood and tears.

Tears and blood.

It's over now, or is it?

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good? thats great! ;)

great? Thats amazing ....lol

 

I am the enemy who is honest and the friend who has betrayed

but it's not my fault you've left your mind in my hands to invade

Remember to return the needle once I'm done with your vein

And I'll remember to give a push when your mind can't complain

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  • 2 weeks later...

I see the light creeping through this darkened room

it's pissin me off, what else is new

i'm scared of the dark- scared of the light

running away from the rest of my life

i am not who daddy wants me to be

i'm tired of everyone thinkin so highly of me

i am not superwoman

i'm barely makin it through each second

they last so long sometimes

what's so amazing about such a simple mind

am i living a lie or dreaming of one

psychosis is setting in

i just want to be left alone

here i go again

mad at the world

pushing away everyone who cares

oh well

cause "in the end it doesn't even matter", right?

my hope was shot out the window long ago,

maybe thats where the lights coming through from

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These scars will never fade away

nor will the memory of why they are there

maybe it's time to share my story

maybe someone will care

i'm not the average adolescent

i've been through more in the past three years

than a lot of adults have their entire lives

i've seen the bad and the worse-

i have cried a million tears

but i am a fighter- a trooper

what doesn't kill me makes me stronger

everything works out in the long run

can't keep relationships with anyone

too scared i will lose them

but i am also terrified of being alone

the scars on my arms and my legs will never go away

but the pain eventually will

it's not easy knowing i have developed disorders for staying in those situations

no one will ever know how i feel

no one could possibly understand until they have walked in my shoes

with the shoe strings tied farely loose-it would be too much to handle

i held my head high for so long

trying to pretend that nothing was wrong

that got me absolutely no where

BUT NOW I WILL SHOW MY SCARS TO ALL WHO WILL ACCEPT ME

someone out there must care and show affection to me

i am pleading for you to heal my broken heart

as long as you don't hurt me

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