What do I do?

[Cloud]

Well... My human nature has always been kind and caring. But now I have felt and realised what is happning I can't stop myself from feeling anger.

It started as passing little punches to my friends. or even shouting a swear word, or even listening to Linkin Park LOUD!

Then it happened today I felt it! It was like pure evil. At school... I went passed a corner and a guy called Troy popped and smacked me in the eye with a piece of wrapped up paper.. I felt it hard and clear. straight in the eye. I felt anger!

For a split second as I heard a girl laughing I thought about pouncing on him and really hurting him. My minds eye had pictured it clearly, and I mean HURTING him really bad letting him suffer thankfully a friend came round and greeted me causing me not to react the way i actually WANTED to!

Now what if I did pounce. What if I really maade him suffer. Thinking back now I think i would of broke summat of his, I feel it now. My heart beating faster just wanting to hurt him.

I wanna know if it was embarrisment, I wasn't embarrest. I was angry!

I have thought to much about this and I need answers...

What shall I do? What is happning? Is This PURE EVIL?

 

[majinkamahl]

You are not pure evil, you are human.

 

[Hyper]

Lol, if you were 'PURE EVIL' your friend wouldn't have stopped you. You got mad because you got hit in the face, it's a *natural* human reaction. Like MK said, you're just human. Shrug it off brah.

 

[Shadowed Heart]

Lol, yeah. It's called 'feeling'. Heh, be proud, at least you didn't do anything stupid . ::hugs ur eye:: lol! j/k. but ::hugs:: anyways. U deserve it :thumbsup:

 

[LPGotLinkinPark]

Yeah, most people get angry like that.

But then again some people get angry easier & to a stronger degree. Just depends.

 

[Lonely_darkness]

I often think of seriously hurting people but then I just put my headphones on and turn up my music and the feelings go away

 

[stupidsoul1]

I would of slapped him, but then again it's just human nature to do that.

lucky for you, you stopped and thought about it.

just ignore it and if it happens again slap him

 

[Rusu_luvs_LP_4ever]

well you said that you are usually a caring person, maybe from bottling up your true feelings its releasing now.

 

[Cloud]

Well I sorted it anyways... But yeah, what you guys said. Just human. I realise that now lol. Looking back at what I put the other day seems stupid, aww well lol

 

[By_My-elf]

yes like me my whole life I let ppl walk all over me they knew they could just cuz I

was a nice guy but I got sick of it and started talkin back punching them

I was sick of that **** ha butI must go on

 

[Cloud]

Thats not really true... You do get along when ur nice to people. Although I hate it so much when I ask my mate for a drink (always seems rude to me) and he says yes. sometimes i say '' u sure? '' lol. just so it dont seem horrible.

 

[By_My-elf]

ha oh yeah but you don't know my ex-friend's here

I don't like em any more they keep up this boul **** about me

but I don't say anything to them

beside's the fact I hate them

 

[Cloud]

well show them whose boss... maybe not physically but mentally aswell. give it a try. I find prank evil text messages from your moms fone always works. MUHAHA

e.g. im after you, gonna find you, gonna slaughter you.

may sound pathetic but it gets to em afta a while

 

[By_My-elf]

Oh yeah but I just out smart them

beat them at their own game

I emotionally scared them

nit telling what I done tho

to mean I don't even wanna say it

 

[Cloud]

PM me about it...

Ill share some evil things to that ive done

 

[By_My-elf]

I'lll think about it....JK

later almost time to go

oh yeah I'll be gone the whole weekend

can you wait till monday-tuesday

cause have no pc at home