She's all i think of

[th3ory]

Her names Katie. She rides my bus, in 10th grade, i'm in 12th. I've known who she was for the past two years, never payed attention ,just knew she was there. About two months ago, something changed. I dont know, It was a moment in which i had to honestly, honeslty remember to breath. She was sitting in front of me, my friend was asking her to roll up her window. Playfully i yelled at her to roll up her window. When she turned around-wow. that moment. it set the stage from then until now and theres no end in sight. I had never seen anyone, anything, so unbelievably, breathtakingly beautiful in my whole entire life. nothing. Her eyes where like all of Gods creations, shaded brown-set in her beautiful face, like a diamond on a ring. Unbelievable skin color, like a beautiful ocean sunset. Shades of beauty. Before, the word beauty meant hair care products, and fakeness. Now, i know what it truly means. The true definition.

 

All i think about is her. Everything I do, at some point, interrupted by the thought of her. During these moments i just stop what im doing, stare into darkness hoping that shes there waiting to be rescued, and the only words i can come up with are words found in lost, hopeless souls.

 

i've changed my life for her, completely re-examined life, myself. Realized i dont know who i am, but at the same time i've learned a lot about myself. Changed all my habits, appetite, music tastes, thoughts, wants, needs.

 

But at the same time, a cloud seems always to be above me, an invisible mask that i'm always wearing, hiding my true self because i'm scared of something-but i dont know what that something is and tthat absolutely kills me. It takes me down, emotionally, and physically. It has drained me of all self confidence. Insecurity has tooken me over. Everything i hated about myself has been amplified. Every day i wonder why I cant catch a break.

 

But through all this, she dont know.

 

I cant find the strength within to be myself, and let her know who i truly am. I'm absolutely terrified of rejection. I cant imagine what a "no" would do to me emotionally and physically. I feel like i have nothing, but at the same time feel like i have everything to lose.

 

There is only one. one thing i want right now. i'd give everything away for her.

 

but she dont know.

[spike91232004]

Ok just tell her how you feel. Or just tell one of her good friends the way you feel about her friend. Or ask one of her friends what she thinks about you. Just do it man! lol You got to tell her how you feel or you may never know...

[LPGirl]

']Her names Katie. She rides my bus, in 10th grade, i'm in 12th. I've known who she was for the past two years, never payed attention ,just knew she was there. About two months ago, something changed. I dont know, It was a moment in which i had to honestly, honeslty remember to breath. She was sitting in front of me, my friend was asking her to roll up her window. Playfully i yelled at her to roll up her window. When she turned around-wow. that moment. it set the stage from then until now and theres no end in sight. I had never seen anyone, anything, so unbelievably, breathtakingly beautiful in my whole entire life. nothing. Her eyes where like all of Gods creations, shaded brown-set in her beautiful face, like a diamond on a ring. Unbelievable skin color, like a beautiful ocean sunset. Shades of beauty. Before, the word beauty meant hair care products, and fakeness. Now, i know what it truly means. The true definition.

 

All i think about is her. Everything I do, at some point, interrupted by the thought of her. During these moments i just stop what im doing, stare into darkness hoping that shes there waiting to be rescued, and the only words i can come up with are words found in lost, hopeless souls.

 

i've changed my life for her, completely re-examined life, myself. Realized i dont know who i am, but at the same time i've learned a lot about myself. Changed all my habits, appetite, music tastes, thoughts, wants, needs.

 

But at the same time, a cloud seems always to be above me, an invisible mask that i'm always wearing, hiding my true self because i'm scared of something-but i dont know what that something is and tthat absolutely kills me. It takes me down, emotionally, and physically. It has drained me of all self confidence. Insecurity has tooken me over. Everything i hated about myself has been amplified. Every day i wonder why I cant catch a break.

 

But through all this, she dont know.

 

I cant find the strength within to be myself, and let her know who i truly am. I'm absolutely terrified of rejection. I cant imagine what a "no" would do to me emotionally and physically. I feel like i have nothing, but at the same time feel like i have everything to lose.

 

There is only one. one thing i want right now. i'd give everything away for her.

 

but she dont know.

awww... tha's beutiful.. go telll her how u feel..

[Devilish_Devil]

oh my God! that's so touching! that's the sweetest thing I ever heard! you should tell her what u posted, the exact same words...

 

*jumps out the window*

[stupidsoul1]

yeah tell her what u just wrote

remember to breathe

[Black_Thought]

yeah tell her what u just wrote

remember to breathe

 

 

hahahah...yeah!

 

I guess it'll be hard for him to do that...

[XrockinfreakX]

thats deep...yes tell her how you feel remember to breath and good luck to you!

[FadedBlue]

Thats sad, go ahead and tell her what you feel!

and if she rejects you,gimme a call, i'll send my goons after her

Dont be afraid of being rejected:D

[Black_Thought]

Thats sad, go ahead and tell her what you feel!

and if she rejects you,gimme a call, i'll send my goons after her

Dont be afraid of being rejected:D

 

 

Yes..if she does..she doesn't deserve you!

[stupidsoul1]

he wont be rejekted

if he remembers to breathe.....

just memorise how u rote it n try ur best to say it how u rote it

[GhostX]

if she dosn't think you're good for her.. she's a douchebag, i'm sorry. but you could do better if she denies you. Good Luck.

[lp_151999]

']Her names Katie. She rides my bus, in 10th grade, i'm in 12th. I've known who she was for the past two years, never payed attention ,just knew she was there. About two months ago, something changed. I dont know, It was a moment in which i had to honestly, honeslty remember to breath. She was sitting in front of me, my friend was asking her to roll up her window. Playfully i yelled at her to roll up her window. When she turned around-wow. that moment. it set the stage from then until now and theres no end in sight. I had never seen anyone, anything, so unbelievably, breathtakingly beautiful in my whole entire life. nothing. Her eyes where like all of Gods creations, shaded brown-set in her beautiful face, like a diamond on a ring. Unbelievable skin color, like a beautiful ocean sunset. Shades of beauty. Before, the word beauty meant hair care products, and fakeness. Now, i know what it truly means. The true definition.

 

All i think about is her. Everything I do, at some point, interrupted by the thought of her. During these moments i just stop what im doing, stare into darkness hoping that shes there waiting to be rescued, and the only words i can come up with are words found in lost, hopeless souls.

 

i've changed my life for her, completely re-examined life, myself. Realized i dont know who i am, but at the same time i've learned a lot about myself. Changed all my habits, appetite, music tastes, thoughts, wants, needs.

 

But at the same time, a cloud seems always to be above me, an invisible mask that i'm always wearing, hiding my true self because i'm scared of something-but i dont know what that something is and tthat absolutely kills me. It takes me down, emotionally, and physically. It has drained me of all self confidence. Insecurity has tooken me over. Everything i hated about myself has been amplified. Every day i wonder why I cant catch a break.

 

But through all this, she dont know.

 

I cant find the strength within to be myself, and let her know who i truly am. I'm absolutely terrified of rejection. I cant imagine what a "no" would do to me emotionally and physically. I feel like i have nothing, but at the same time feel like i have everything to lose.

 

There is only one. one thing i want right now. i'd give everything away for her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

but she dont know.

 

 

thats so beautiful ;;

[Spike_1412]

*tied to lie detecter*

awww thats sooo nice *BANG*

Damned lie detecter. Useless pieces of junk *Beep*

 

(the bang is the lie detecter exploding from overload)

[gabi_lp]

Woooowww..... I've just stopped breathing after reading this post! You're so sweet! Go, tell her evrything u wrote here!! Well, not evrything cuz she isnt prepared n she can falls =P But dont be afraid.... u have NOTHING to lose.

*waiting*

[jomama10691]

tell her everything you guys? thats a really big risk. she might get freaked out er something (i dont know her though, it may be extremely flattering). i say become really good friends first. or, like spike said, talk to one of her friends. works for me.