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hmm i see i just woke up and i haven't cut my self maybe the fact i did it before i went to bed. but yes i kinda see what u guys re saying.and i bet if

ellie found out i was cutting she would beg me to stop.and then i would say i kinda blame u for this

 

this was my answer to that..jen

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been there

 

im srry to hear about everyone. i have been ther still am kinda. i started off burning myself. then went to hitting thigns. then to cutting. i did it cuz it made the pain on the inside numb. i live with ym dad whos a drunk. and yells at me all the time. my mom died liek 3 years ago from cancer. and i saw her died slowly for a year. thats when it started. then the guy i loved so much cheated on me and lyed to me. so i was feeling so much pain and so alone so i started not to eat and began cutting myself. i guess it is a form of control but for me i just ddint feel the pain on the inside anymore until it started to heal then i woudl have to do it again. ahvent done it for a few weeks cuz theres a new guy in my life who does it or use to and he stoped so i figured i woudl try my best to stop. and im happy now but i still have urges i dun know why.

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I don't need you anymore,

I dont want to be ignored,

i dont need one more day,

Of you wasting me away................

WITH NO APOLOGIES!!!!

 

 

 

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im srry to hear about everyone. i have been ther still am kinda. i started off burning myself. then went to hitting thigns. then to cutting. i did it cuz it made the pain on the inside numb. i live with ym dad whos a drunk. and yells at me all the time. my mom died liek 3 years ago from cancer. and i saw her died slowly for a year. thats when it started. then the guy i loved so much cheated on me and lyed to me. so i was feeling so much pain and so alone so i started not to eat and began cutting myself. i guess it is a form of control but for me i just ddint feel the pain on the inside anymore until it started to heal then i woudl have to do it again. ahvent done it for a few weeks cuz theres a new guy in my life who does it or use to and he stoped so i figured i woudl try my best to stop. and im happy now but i still have urges i dun know why.

 

aww poor u

 

*big hug*

 

try and resist the urges...and dont let the guy have control ova u like that..remember no man is eva worth ur tears and the one who is will neva make u cry...

 

 

corny i no...but true really

 

sorry im in a good mood, i rite corny shit when im happy

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thnaks

 

aww poor u

 

*big hug*

 

try and resist the urges...and dont let the guy have control ova u like that..remember no man is eva worth ur tears and the one who is will neva make u cry...

 

 

corny i no...but true really

 

sorry im in a good mood, i rite corny shit when im happy

 

 

thank you for the advice and actually i really like that sayign i have it on my profile on aol.

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I don't need you anymore,

I dont want to be ignored,

i dont need one more day,

Of you wasting me away................

WITH NO APOLOGIES!!!!

 

 

 

http://www.myspace.com/xblackwidow20x

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i read it on pma, its really good....people if u havent read it go now.... :p

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i read it on pma' date=' its really good....people if u havent read it go now.... :p[/quote']

 

thnk u keza for the help of spreading the news

  • 2 weeks later...
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can anyone tell me how i can remove my scars on my arms? I mean something i can buy or something, because i don't want to go to a doctor or some1 else...

I don't cut anymore and it was quite easy for me to stop it. it made like 'klick' in my head and i thought girl, what the hell are you doing? do you think this is cool? or does it help?? and i said to me NO. maybe i was tempted sometimes when i saw a sharp knife, and i think that i did it one more time but i REALLY didn't feel better then. so I finally stopped. My scars are like a memory. it was a part of my life but it shouldn't have been. now i can tell than i'm like wiser in this point and I'm glad I could stop it that fast.

 

and i belive in all you guys who cut that you can stop it too if you really want it

...took what I hated and made it a part of me...
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you can get cream for a chemist. it like a scar fadder type thing. you don't need a prescription for it. i buy it all the time for my scars.

 

iam mors sola fuga est

 

 

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does it count if you carve like words or images in you. i always do that. last night i put promise on my leg in medium letters, and it kinda looks like something from gothika, although i havent seen that movie. and um a heart. yeah a heart.

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My friend tried to cut his last name into is arm lightly. He doesn't have emotional problems or anything, he's just a dumbass who was bored.. lol

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Hey guys, another famous member here cuts, wont mention names. but it is hard, if ever you need to talk would give you guys my number, the shit this person goes thru I wish I could be there more often.... I know talking don't help much but man, it is almost an addiction and one of the help factors for addiction is an empath. I am here for you all.

 

Kno it sounds korny, but the best I can do... now I've been touched too.

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Another one of Bourdy's B's, Proud Member of COB, And soon to be Mistress of the Shinto Temple of Shinoda!!!!

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Hey guys, another famous member here cuts, wont mention names. but it is hard, if ever you need to talk would give you guys my number, the shit this person goes thru I wish I could be there more often.... I know talking don't help much but man, it is almost an addiction and one of the help factors for addiction is an empath. I am here for you all.

 

Kno it sounds korny, but the best I can do... now I've been touched too.

no..it´s really kind of you to offer someone that help! :thumbsup:

♀ fighter ♀

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what cream is that (name)? and thanks :-)

 

it called Scar Remover. or you can just use coco butter, its really good. it got rid of the cuts on my ankle and i smells nice.

 

iam mors sola fuga est

 

 

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My friend tried to cut his last name into is arm lightly. He doesn't have emotional problems or anything' date=' he's just a dumbass who was bored.. lol[/quote']

 

so then its cool, cause im a 24/7 bored dumbass

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  • 2 years later...
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Hello, If any of you remember me, I am back. And I would just like to update this. I was clean for... almost a year. Than I cut again. And Now I am Engaged as well as clean. I've been clean for about...4 months this time.

 

My grandma got cancer and I spiraled downward back into that low stage of mental instability. Its sad because, This time the things that caused me to feel so low as to do such horrible things to my body were not as bad (minus my grandma's cancer.)as the things that drove me to do it in the first place. It just goes to show that stuff like that is hard to just stop.

 

it got a lot worse. From a couple cuts on my wrist

to 30-50 cuts deep into my thighs. I regret it and am in no way looking for peoples sympathy. I just wanted to update this to maybe help younger people dealing with depression.

 

thankfully I am clean, and Engaged, and Happy now.

 

Although sometimes when I am very sad, like when My Fiancee and I are fighting, I feel like I want to cut again. But I have yet to give into it. :D

 

thanks.

--Chelsea

 

 

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Hello, If any of you remember me, I am back. And I would just like to update this. I was clean for... almost a year. Than I cut again. And Now I am Engaged as well as clean. I've been clean for about...4 months this time.

 

My grandma got cancer and I spiraled downward back into that low stage of mental instability. Its sad because, This time the things that caused me to feel so low as to do such horrible things to my body were not as bad (minus my grandma's cancer.)as the things that drove me to do it in the first place. It just goes to show that stuff like that is hard to just stop.

 

it got a lot worse. From a couple cuts on my wrist

to 30-50 cuts deep into my thighs. I regret it and am in no way looking for peoples sympathy. I just wanted to update this to maybe help younger people dealing with depression.

 

thankfully I am clean, and Engaged, and Happy now.

 

Although sometimes when I am very sad, like when My Fiancee and I are fighting, I feel like I want to cut again. But I have yet to give into it. :D

 

thanks.

--Chelsea

 

I hope that things stay good for you

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Pshht. I know this sounds lame. But I know how you guys feel, I myself have had some hard times and have seriously contemplated suicide, so I know how hard it gets and if you guys wanna talk about anything, I will gladly listen. :yes:
Yeah, what I wanna know is why my mp3 player thought it would be a great idea to delete some of my songs. And not just a handful of random ones, just all of my Linkin Park and Fort Minor songs! What is up with that?! (It's true! I swear!)
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I cut.... I can't help it. Nasty childhood... Can't stop... Twice a week, sometimes twice a day, it's not enough. Always get my veins. Nothing can make me stop....but the final cut
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  • 3 weeks later...
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I cut.... I can't help it. Nasty childhood... Can't stop... Twice a week, sometimes twice a day, it's not enough. Always get my veins. Nothing can make me stop....but the final cut

 

I feel the same way as you, it was hard for me to stop

Ive cut before, but ive stopped and found a way to vent my emotions...But im still marked for life from it, i have carved things into my arms, and i have to look at em for the rest of my life...Seriously, cutting worked the best for me...

  • 4 weeks later...
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i used to cut but now i ve stop to cut buc i think its useless everytime i look at them start rembering my bad memories nd again go in depression

for a time being i let out my pain but scars remain!!!

 

so friends i want u peolple to stop cutting buc it is useless.... try to make things right,fight for rite buc cutting it is way to escape from reality.. things donot get right even after cutting they remain same!!! so what is the point to cutting.. hope u people got my point.... sory if anybody get hurt by my post

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