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Bipolar

 

i think i may be bipolar

or maybe just messed up in the head

i think i may be bipolar

i'd rather be called crazy instead

i used to think i was normal

being weird isn't horrible

i wish i still had the ability

to pretend nothings wrong

explaining myself to everyone just takes too long

i wish someone could save me

take me away from here

no one understands me

i "have nothing to fear"

im so selfish it makes me sick

im tired of having to choose and pick

maybe if someone would just listen

they could figure out what they're missin

ive messed up everything

i had it good for a while

i hate just being

an o.k. child

[LP_lady_bug_777]

I've seen this before, its nothing new

feeling scared and alone, no clue what to do

im ready for the challenge

though i won't be defeated

i might lose a battle but never the war

my life is changing i am used to that by now

im trying to adjust but i don't know how

i am leading two different lives

and its getting harder to lie

theres no point in hiding so why even try

i have realized i can't please everyone

so i should just be myself

but i don't know who i am

lost hope. lost faith. redeemed to the fullest

how can i use this to my advantage

its not all my fault-one day i will know

but im losing it and i can't let it show

confusion.exhaustion. where does it all end

its really hard trying to blend in

the past.the future. now is now

why can't i just let go

what happened to me is exactly that

that does not make me who i am

but who am i if i am not my past....

my future?