change my life?

[forgottenthoughts]

ok, lastly nothing seems to go right. I think my life is spinning out of control... I feel like I have no free time anymore, choosing an art section in school first seemed to be great, but now all the work I have to do is taking away all of my time. I gotta do a painting for tomorrow, big size, and I've been thinking about it for a few days, but I just have NO idea at all what I should paint. It makes me go crazy and my mood is really bad. I've got problems in other subjects too, like maths. I often have problems to concentrate, the lessons often are nearly unbearable for me, the teacher's talking and talking bout stuff I don't understand, my classmates keep on talking too, and it makes me crazy. I feel like I need to run out of the classroom and shout.

plus my mom wants me to stop with my guitar lessons cause I have no time to practice and I'm not playing much lastly. so she thinks it's too expensive.

I wanna change my life and get control over it again, but I dunno how...

can anyone help me?

[Nienna]

First a hug! *hugs*

I recognize all the things you're saying. I'm talking to this counselor (or something like that) now, and he helps me clear my head up. I'm just thinking to much. That's the problem with me. Maybe you're thinking to much too. And then I don't mean about maths or something. You think, you have to little time, for all the things you have to do. Are you sleeping well? When you get enough sleep, it's all easier. I don't sleep enough, so, there's a piece of my problem. Actually, I don't really know how to help you. I can just say, that you might go and search professional help, a counselor or something.

[forgottenthoughts]

thanx!!!! *hugsback*

no, I don't get enough sleep, I often work till 2 or 3 o 'clock in the night. that's one of my problems too, always tired and really pissed of by school...

my mother doesn't understand about it, she says I'm just too lazy when I allow myself to go out on the weekend.

I never thought of professional help, but I'm not too sure about it...it's not really easy for me to talk bout my problems to someone I don't know, especially face to face.

[Nienna]

Try to look on it this way: When you talk to someone you don't know, she/he can't tell someone else you know. I've got problems with that myself, so I know what you're feeling. I'm getting sleeping pills now, and they're helping. Maybe you could also try that. Well, anyway, I hope you work it all out, and if I can, I will help you!

[Clogz]

First off, paint a picture of one of the ReAnimation robots. I painted that for my art final last year and got an A+

Second off, it sounds like you have put too much pressure on yourself. Relax, guy! If you calm down and just do what the teacher says and not think so hard about everything, school will be alot easier.

[SNiPeRViRuS]

Well I dont sleep more than 4 hours a day. I go to bed at 2 30 and get up at 6 30. so it cant be sleep. I think its just you need a planar.

[majinkamahl]

Time.

Do you have time?

How do you have time, if you never save time?

How do you spend time, if you do not save time?

If you waste time, saving time is how you will spend time.

 

If conclusion: if you are perpetually trying to save time by spending it, you are getting no where.

 

Also, time is not money, nor does it really exist. Time is just a man made idea we value for a linear concept.

[stupidsoul1]

i agree with mk

 

just breathe....

take out a lil time in your day maybe like while your falling asleep or go for a long walk n think about whats going on and then you can find stuff that u can move around n it should all fit good...

[forgottenthoughts]

Thanx ppl!!!! ^____________^ I already feel better!!

[stupidsoul1]

woo hoo! yay thats good to know