Woody's journel

[LP186]

pinch and a punch for the first day of the month

[psychobunnyyel-yor]

woody i knew you were a chick but i had that mistake happen to me before i started calling myself kels, which is my name LOL,ppl thought i was a dude, and i was like *gasp!* HOW DARE YOU! lol not really, but i was pretty pissed off

[By_My-elf]

Your a gurl?????

JK

[psychobunnyyel-yor]

HEY!, are you talkin bout me or woody?!?!?

[woodyloveslinkin]

yes i am a friggin girl !! lol woody is partially derived from my last name. hardly any one calls me by my first name.

err...drew...hey...when r u coming???

damn gotta work in this heat and shayne wasn't answering his fone last night. and anthea got fired from her job cos she forgot to call in sick while she was christmas shopping now she wants to work with me. >.< i told mum and she said she was unreliabale that i agree with.

 

PINCH AND A PUNCH DREW !!

[twilightcrimson7]

love your avatar... its pretty ^.^

whats uppp? trust you're doin' okay

[woodyloveslinkin]

yeah thanks for comment twi. i feel sick and tired still from wednesday's performance. my left leg has been hurting like crap since wednesday night. and im badly bruised too.

[twilightcrimson7]

aww I'm sorry hon... *gives you icepacks and icecream*

[LP186]

ill be there next month

cant wait

[woodyloveslinkin]

what about nxt week?

[LP186]

love too

but im booked for next month

let Fi know, coz i dont think she knows yet

[woodyloveslinkin]

yeah cos remember i am moving.....YAY !!

[LP186]

ur moving??

u havent told me this??, or maybe u have and iv forgot

but where u moving 2?? somewhere else in Sydney??

[woodyloveslinkin]

milsons point nxt to luna park, its a one stop train stop to the city. lol come round my place while your at it.

[woodyloveslinkin]

aawwww shayne couldnt make it today and it was my last tutoring day with him yes i still like him. i only stopped liking him when i was going out with anson.

but im keeping in touch with him. i might even see him in the city when i move to lavender bay.

his gf's last day in australia was his excuse...tsk tsk..

[woodyloveslinkin]

well today i rode off on Anthea's bike, which took the sweat out of me. Then we both went to Towers on the bus, saw Bianca there, said hi.

I got some chrizzie prezzies for family.

Anthea and I ran into Lauren and Kelly at Krispy Kremes so we spent the rest of the day with them. Lauren and Anthea were majorly hypo which was scaring me and Kelly.

[stupidsoul1]

so you and anson arent talking?

 

aiiii...well i dont know if i can get a day off...

just come visit at work ???

[woodyloveslinkin]

im moving pretty soon. well he's not talking to me. so i've asked renai and she says the same.

[woodyloveslinkin]

have u ever felt like you did something for best which everyone tells you it is for but you feel like it isnt. and ignoring them would make it worse.

i want to control the power of time. i want to rewind and make things better. i wish i could still be next to anson in the relationship that we had.

i wish i could reveal who i liked. the real person i liked, instead of naming him with a fucking name named Troy.

I wish i could replace this hurt, with something thats happy.

He will never like me. I've liked ever since I found out that I liked him. I am sober.

Time To Drink.

[woodyloveslinkin]

that stupid little slut.

 

T___T Gunning Down Romance Never Did A Thing For Me T___T So With My Broken Wings I am Never Going To Love Again says:

eah u all are much prett pissed at me i know that

I LOVE PEACH [ if u die, i wanna die with u ] says:

hav u ever wondered why

T___T Gunning Down Romance Never Did A Thing For Me T___T So With My Broken Wings I am Never Going To Love Again says:

simple. anson.

T___T Gunning Down Romance Never Did A Thing For Me T___T So With My Broken Wings I am Never Going To Love Again says:

cos apparentl im this little major slut to ou all now.

I LOVE PEACH [ if u die, i wanna die with u ] says:

no. not anson

T___T Gunning Down Romance Never Did A Thing For Me T___T So With My Broken Wings I am Never Going To Love Again says:

dont needto defend. i've read and i've been told.

I LOVE PEACH [ if u die, i wanna die with u ] says:

u'r not this little major slut to us. u'r jzt a big major whore to us

T___T Gunning Down Romance Never Did A Thing For Me T___T So With My Broken Wings I am Never Going To Love Again says:

whore same thing as slut

I LOVE PEACH [ if u die, i wanna die with u ] says:

well, we didnt use slut

 

 

stupid vickie.

[stupidsoul1]

i dont think she meant it, she and grace broke up recently

so love isnt the greatest of all subjects to talk to her about....

[woodyloveslinkin]

whose grace?

 

anyway last week for me at muirfield forever. im signing out on thursday and coming back for half a day on friday for the formal assembly for year 10.

i talked to shayne about him beeping at me, and he said it wasnt him cos he doesnt have a horn in his car T__________T more disturbed.

[woodyloveslinkin]

woo! i've lost 5 kgs since i started my job !! yay!!

in health first period, we were in the gym, i was lying on the mat, when Jess walked over my face, in a skirt. im like:

 

"I AM BLINDED !"

 

yeah i saw up her skirt. then later she picked me up. im like 65 kgs lol. wat a man. and when i was almost down my 20 minute walk on the treadmill, 4 minutes to go i was sweating like hell, i wanted to complete it, so sutton was watching me, and buskin came up to me, and pulled the emergency stop which stopped the damn thing. DAMN HIM !

 

 

guess which one i am.

[Rusu_luvs_LP_4ever]

middle middle!

[woodyloveslinkin]

lol correct. its about 2 years old though. my siblings are on both side of me.

 

Heres a poem:

 

 

 

 

If you couldn’t see how much I needed the urgency,

I would not have made it such an emergency.

 

I have been pushed to the breaking point,

Me, myself and I are like the knee at the leg joint.

 

Been broken, and held together for too long,

Hearing this, is just another unsoothing emotional song.

 

To hear this heart beat, is another way of saying sorry,

To hear this concern, is another way of someone to worry.

 

About how hard I needed, to convince for me to try,

To see this heart, seep out another long cry.

 

Is another sorry face among the people,

To walk down, below and above the ringing bells of the steeple.

 

Held together with needle and to be sewn together,

To hold this cry in, to let it cry for help, I will never ever.

 

I can hold these tears in as long as you know it,

To carry my corpse along, and dump it in the pit.

 

I am only a lonely corpse, with a bleeding heart,

To love someone, to lose them, it’s hard to spend time apart.

 

From life to death, some one once said to me,

“It isn’t easy, and it’s okay to flee”.