Woody's journel

[stupidsoul1]

You know, you were right when you said friends come before boys.

 

If you want anson, you can keep him...it didn't really work out between us he was just a bit too anson-ish for me he has cooties too.

[woodyloveslinkin]

I don't want him. I've got Taffy and he treats me better than Anson did.

 

(sigh) Wasn't I right?

 

I feel so sick right now. I feel like throwing up and I have a fucked up int he chest and throat/

[By_My-elf]

Whoa man that's gotta suck man I hate

it when I get shit like that

My throat would always hurt when I tried to drink somthing

 

and hope you'll be better soon

[woodyloveslinkin]

Yeah I know and on top of being sick I have to study for tests and do my assessments and try to keep Taff happy..he's just having a rough time.

[By_My-elf]

Yeah I know and on top of being sick I have to study for tests and do my assessments and try to keep Taff happy..he's just having a rough time.

 

tHAT SOUNDS HARD MAN i WOULD LIKE TO HELP BUT I CAN'T >_<

[woodyloveslinkin]

I went to the sick bay today and Tania is like "shit!"

And she gave me vitiman C which I am so addicted too now and some aspirin which tasted like crap.

And after school I have to go to this photocopy place for my SGP (Senior Geography Project) in which Pru is coming with. And I'll start my surveying of people outside supermarkets to

[twilightcrimson7]

I see the dependency on VITAMINS, eh missy?

*offers watermelon*

[LP186]

i was listening to the Late Date Show last night

and i heard this 17-year-old girl named sarah and she was talking about this guy making her high school life hell

was that you????

[woodyloveslinkin]

correction, i'm 16..lol..

 

well news. I ranaway from home on Monday night. I snapped at Mum and stayed at various ppls places for the past 3 days. I have been going back to councelling. Good ol' days when I suffered from depression. So interesting, not really.

 

I have to go back home tonight which I am so not looking forward too. I just hate my Mum and I can't believe I actually manage to run away from home.

 

I missed out on skool on Tuesday, went for no classes yesterday after having to go to skool to see Victoria my councillor at 10.30.

 

My throat is literally fucked up.

[By_My-elf]

Whoa woody I remember when I use to snap at my mom all

the time but i wouldn't runaway I'd walk out all night until the next day

just go home all stoned

[twilightcrimson7]

*hugs woody*

I'm sorry to hear that

I hope everythings works out

[By_My-elf]

Sarah where are you these days I don't think I've seen you on yet

hope everything is okay

[woodyloveslinkin]

Well basically fighting with my mum. She called me a slut and accused me of being a drug addict on Saturday.

 

I am trying to get my education life back on track. I felt like doing a runner this morning.

[Ravynlee]

Hoy crap, man... sounds like things have gone from bad to worse for you since the move? How you holding up?

*worried*

[woodyloveslinkin]

Quite badly. That's why I have sweet Ash, Victoria and Taffy to put up with me. I basically couldn't live without them.

[Ravynlee]

Dunno what to say. At least you're not alone and you do have friends you can lean on for support. That's not gonna solve squat but at least hopefully they'll help you where they can. How's things with Taffy anyway? Thought he was in trouble lately too?

[woodyloveslinkin]

It's okay to swear Rach, lol.

 

Um, well I had assembly today for the first time in 3 weeks, lol, the hall was closed because of the huge musical production was going on. But apparently nxt, I have a free but I don't because I have to meet with Victoria and my mum in Victoria's office and at the same time do some drama practise. Then I have freaking english last.

 

It was funny in english, cos MR Vancers gets us to right this random journal thing like the other day it was the Journal Of DuckWeeds, Ed's band. Lol. and today it was the journal of Men. And I made this random thing up about how Ed can't go on holiadys wutg us, but was forced to sleep outside because I don't like rodents in my house without poison in reach.

 

Man, these days are getting longer and i am finding it harder and harder to find some time to find a job and be on top of fucking Year 11 school work.

[Ravynlee]

Thanks for the permission - as it turns out I'm rather fluent at it anyway *s******s* But yeah. Swearing my head off on the inside for you - how's that? Hehe.

 

The Journal thingy sounds interesting - weird, but interesting. Hehe. Rodents. Love that concept you came up with.

Having said that, the notion that time is slowing down but you still don't have enough of it rings very true for me in a lot of ways. I know this is gonna sound like a motherly-nag but take my word for it if you never listen to another thing another person older than you has to say.

The older you get the faster time flies. Oh so terribly true. When I turned 18 I was told 'It's all downhill from here.' Timewise, it's true. Before I knew it I was 21. Then 25. After that I decided to stop counting, didn't stop anyone else though, hehe.

But let me get this straight, you're trying to get on top of your yr11 schoolwork AND get a part time job at the same time? Shouldn't you like settle in to your new school and home and all that before you bight off more than you can chew - and get into an established routine to see what time you can alot to work and when. It's called time-management-skills. You really need to focus on your education first. The finances part should be secondary (but in reality life doesn't pay for itself, right?)

Just don't burn yourself out, ok?

Worry bout you.

Okay - end of motherly-spiel. For now at least. 0_o

Take it easy. Talk again soon.

*hugs*

-Rav

[stupidsoul1]

Rav is right in a way, even though you hate me...we used to be best friends so i can't help but feel for you.

 

I was talking to taffy the other day, and i realised something.

 

Take care, don't find a job until after the holidays or when you feel it is best because seriously money comes and goes but the time you spend with your friends and taffy is priceless.

[woodyloveslinkin]

seriously wtf fiona? don't you realise by now that not only do i still hate you that taffy has grown to hate you as well and that I can live without you in my life.

 

thankies Rach to stop by and give me that kind advice!

 

Not only now have I been told that I have bronchitis, I have an ear infection as well. Things are getting better at home but not to the point where Mum and I have dropped everything. I am still seeing Victoria, which she indeed is helping same with Ash.

 

MUm tried dragging Taffy into this situation the other day and I am LIKE:

 

"Um, if it wasn't for Taffy and him taking me to his school counsellor who get me into contact with Victoria, I wouldn't have made any contact with anybody at all."

 

Which is true because he was persuading me to talk to ra, in which I did.

[stupidsoul1]

I realise you hate me, im just saying if you need me i am here for you.

[twilightcrimson7]

I don't want to get in the crossfire or anything, but

just saying hello woody!

<3 twi

[woodyloveslinkin]

okay here has been what's been happening:

 

> i jumped out of a 2 storey window

> i shattered my elbow

> i have been diagnosed with pneamonia (a severe chest infection)

> diagnosed with severe depressio

> been hospitalised

> been unhappy

 

yeah...that's the reasons why i haven't been on.

[twilightcrimson7]

I've missed you woodyy

!!!

omg I hope you get well soon!!!!

*hugs*

why did you jump out a windown?

[woodyloveslinkin]

miss u too!

lol Ash and I have suceeded of pissing each other off at the same time, WORLD RECORD we were like. so she was shitty about her getting lost in the city on friday and how she has to wake up at 10.30 tomorrow just to give back my books ...

 

Yay! me and taffy r seein each other on friday...