*Life Sux I need drugs*- why is everything so f***in hard for me?

[evil]

PPl I just wanna say that sometimes (I can say - always) I feel myself like a crap cuz ppl dont wanna communicate with me and if they do, they only want smthg from ME to THEIRSELVS. Like Im a THING not a HUMAN, not a PERSON...It so terrible... Sometimes everything just fall down, and I even think that Im gonna give up and stop this shit in one moment...But Im still alive cuz some ppl like my parents still need me, and its awful cuz I cant liive this way and every second of this life I feel pain, the pain INSIDE, thats killing me slowly.

[Sygy]

i'm soo sorry to hear that you feel soo sad. please don't do anything stupid because it will just backfire on you. i hope you come out of this terrible time.

xxxxxx

luv sygy

[Fading Beauty]

We all know how you feel 'cause we all sometimes ( a lot of us always) feel like the whole fucking world is falling at us.

Suicide or using drugs is escape,i will admit it,but think better,i know it's easier to dosen't feel a damn pain,but why don't you try to fight for yourself and fix some broken things? Stand up and make something...

What will happen if we all fall everytime when we're broken and fucked down?

Find something what is your own (writting,some instrument,drawing,diary) and set your anger free..

Only listening music helps,because you relaize to we all come through pain and to we all feel the same,you're not alone...

Keep fighting..

Feel free to PM me if you want to talk....

[evil]

i'm soo sorry to hear that you feel soo sad. please don't do anything stupid because it will just backfire on you. i hope you come out of this terrible time.

xxxxxx

luv sygy

thx no i think im not gonna do smthg stupid... cuz we ppl r too weak for it.. only some ohf us.. not me...

I keep everything inside and thats the worth couz i am afraid to let it ou and at the same time i cant live with that...

[evil]

We all know how you feel 'cause we all sometimes ( a lot of us always) feel like the whole fucking world is falling at us.

Suicide or using drugs is escape,i will admit it,but think better,i know it's easier to dosen't feel a damn pain,but why don't you try to fight for yourself and fix some broken things? Stand up and make something...

What will happen if we all fall everytime when we're broken and fucked down?

Find something what is your own (writting,some instrument,drawing,diary) and set your anger free..

Only listening music helps,because you relaize to we all come through pain and to we all feel the same,you're not alone...

Keep fighting..

Feel free to PM me if you want to talk....

thx so much for ur support and opinion...

i think it s good to know that ppl think about u and yr problems...

Thx.

[Minzara]

What are you problems? what makes you so sad?

[Sygy]

yeah. why are you so sad. what happened to you?

[evil]

What are you problems? what makes you so sad?

u know my two best freinds said they dont need me they just turned their backs and go away. They hurt ne. In my colledge theachers dont wanna take me as i am - they say "u r not like this, u are not like that bla bla bla..."

My dad said he would not EVER do any thing for me cuz I AM NOT PERFECT DOUGHTER

My brains are fucked...

My printer is broken...

I have no money 4 Inet....

Shit.

[evil]

yeah and i think the main reason is that my friends just fucked our friendsheep and go away...

Y did they do it??? What have i done????? am i worse than other????????/

Y do ppl hurt each other? WHY?

[shirakawa_otori]

People suck sometimes. I bet we all know how it feels when everything around us seems to be falling on us. You should never take the so called "easy way out", be it suicide, or drugs. Neither of these helps to solve anything. You just have to be strong, prove others wrong, stand for yourself and don't let them knock you down. If you friends turned your back on you because they don't need you anymore, then they were not real friends. True friends don't hang around each other to use people, true friends hang around because they love you. So maybe if you think it through, you'll see you're better off. If they said that as a result of something, maybe a fight or something, talk it over with them, and you'll see maybe they didn't mean what they said. Sometimes when we're angry, we say a lot of things we don't mean just to hurt people. About college, I'm having lots of problems there to, so I don't know what advice to give you just study hard and prove your teachers that you're as good as everyone else. About your father, he should learn to take you as you are, because nobody's perfect! How could you ever be the perfect daughter? There's no such thing. Try to talk to him and make things better.

I'm sorry you're feeling bad, and I hope you feel better soon.

[Minzara]

My friends did they same to me, used me and throw me away, so I understand that, college thing, who cares what they think? and what does it matter what your dad thinks? this is just me... and i usally cant figure the best solution for the mass, cause i do things differently then most, all in all, shit happens, just keep your head up high, and dont let things get you down. :thumbsup:

[Sygy]

poor you. i know how it feels my dad hates me too

[Nienna]

*hugs*

You know, You must be a nice person. Everyone is nice somewhere. Really, drugs can be cool, but they don't make you feel any better. You'll feel better for a short time, and then, for a long time, you'll feel f*cked up.

*hugs*

[woodyloveslinkin]

dude, that's sounds unhealthy......you need to do what I did.....I got myself together and stood up to the world!

 

 

***hugs***

[mike--chester-r-hot]

*hugs* Be strong, life can suck sometimes, sometimes more than others, but the point is don't let it get the best of you. you'll always come out on top, unless you take the 'easy way out'. nobody wants you to do that. the friends thing, like someone said (i'm too lazy to look to see who it was) they obviously wern't real friends. your dad will eventually get over all this 'be perfect' crap, noone's perfect. the college thing, i can't exactly make a comment, i'm not even in high school yet. you probably didn't do anything wrong, it's just the world were living in today is filled with jerks (i think music choice has alot to do with our attitudes because there is no jerks on this site that i know of) ignore everything anyone says your doing wrong, noone does wrong, it's just every assumes we all want to do the same thing with our lives. But prove them wrong. prove everyone wrong, the teacher's, your x-friends, your dad, rise above the everyday madness. things will turn out fine.

[woodyloveslinkin]

and if they don't like u as u say "don't like me? u want me to change? go f**k youself! I'm worth more than you actually think so....go f**k a cow, come back and see how worthy i am....I deserve to be treated not like s**t but with respect"

[Clogz]

Talk to someone you trust and with them, sort out the problems you are having. Just be yourself, above all else, and have the confidence to know you are good enough. Do those two things, and everyone will come around.

[stupidsoul1]

*hugs*

 

screw them!

 

shit happens...but when we wake up its a new day

try to take control no matter how much it hurts because thinking about tomorrow does nothing for whats going on today..

[Sygy]

*hugs*

don't take drugs

[SNiPeRViRuS]

I dont think you guys know how hard it is to just say screw them. This is her father, regardless of him being an ass, he still raised her from a kid. And her teachers and her need to be on the same level or else they can and probably will fail her. She has monetary problems and her "friends" backstabbed her. I dont even know, but by the sound of it, that she has a trust worthy person to consult. I think it best to seek profesional help.

[Minzara]

I dont think you guys know how hard it is to just say screw them. This is her father' date=' regardless of him being an ass, he still raised her from a kid. And her teachers and her need to be on the same level or else they can and probably will fail her. She has monetary problems and her "friends" backstabbed her. I dont even know, but by the sound of it, that she has a trust worthy person to consult. I think it best to seek profesional help.[/quote']

 

Uhhh I told my mom to go to hell, and she aint my mom anymore for fucking me over countless times, so I do know how it is :thumbsup:

[SNiPeRViRuS]

Well you are definetly not asian then. No sense of family. Its sad really. She gives birth to you and you tell her to go to hell. At least pay her back a little before leaving like that. Oh well, do what you want. People will only look down on you.

[woodyloveslinkin]

so? okay, don't literally screw him, but its an expression.

many fathers are bad fathers and abuse their children....<<<sick freaks.

and some are just plain loving and caring.

[Treeves]

and if they don't like u as u say "don't like me? u want me to change? go f**k youself! I'm worth more than you actually think so....go f**k a cow' date=' come back and see how worthy i am....I deserve to be treated not like s**t but with respect"[/quote']

 

Then in reality...You get a big back hand across the face

[woodyloveslinkin]

the point is you don't take s**t from other ppl, you have to stand up and you know you have a voice, and if you don't use it, you get ridden over with a semi-trailer. It's a human right, free speech.