DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 why would I want to be mean to the girl I love? Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
SNiPeRViRuS Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 So she will be mean to you, and then you might not like her as much and then you could try and move on. Quote
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 I dont want her to be mean to me....it'll make me upset... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
SNiPeRViRuS Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 Thats the point silly!! If you are upset at her then you wont like her. Quote
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 No, If I'm upset I'll want to kill myself.... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
woodyloveslinkin Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 u completely missed it ! ! ! its a saying in aussie we have, if u break up or something is getting u down about a relationship, theres plenty of others... thats what i meant... Quote Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10 Kate Helena 8/7/11 My baby girls <3
stupidsoul1 Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 um....sv lol he would kill himself if abby did that Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 Finally! Someone understands me! Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
SNiPeRViRuS Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 Oh, I didnt realize it was that deep. I honestly dont know what to say in terms of advice. But I am here in case you want someone to talk to or just to scream at if needed. Quote
stupidsoul1 Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 u completely missed it ! ! ! its a saying in aussie we have, if u break up or something is getting u down about a relationship, theres plenty of others... thats what i meant... woody deary that saying was probably made up in american like everything else over here lol plus it is a saying through out the world there is also a saying that once you find the person you love never let them go... Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 Ok...if you really want to help, then read my ENTIRE journal in the member journals section and then you'll understand this whole situation. Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
woodyloveslinkin Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 ok, i understand now...sorry for the long delay..... **hugz to darkshadow*** hang in there, hang in there........... Quote Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10 Kate Helena 8/7/11 My baby girls <3
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 I;ve been hanging on...it's a rough ride...if only she would stop being so fucking blind and see the truth...then maybe she would realize that i'm the right guy for her. Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
woodyloveslinkin Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 sometimes u have to hang on for a long time....i don't know why she wouldn't go out with you...to me.... oh, god...don't tell solid_snake i said that ! ! he would kill me ! ! Quote Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10 Kate Helena 8/7/11 My baby girls <3
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 I just wish she loved me... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
woodyloveslinkin Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 would it work if i said i love u? Quote Mia Elizabeth 18/2/10 Kate Helena 8/7/11 My baby girls <3
stupidsoul1 Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 lol woody...r u sure u have been readin the whole journal?? because u can tell how he has been hanging in there for a while Quote http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
LPGotLinkinPark Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 As much as I know you will hate this, the only thing to do is move on. She may be perfect in every way, but if she doesn't love you, then she doesn't love you. You're not going to be able to do anything about it. It's hard to explain why, but a lot of times girls will have a couple of guy friends that they love to death, but just do not think of them as a boyfriend (I would know, I am a girl). I know you say you cannot move on, but you have to. Everyone goes through things like this. The only difference is that they move on. If you try hard enough, you can eventually forget Abby. I think that if you stop "being obsessed" with her, then you will be happier because you're not suffering the thought of her not liking you. And....sorry if you don't like the idea of forget her, but I really think it would help if you could move on. Quote rep me!! | xanga | add me on myspace
Clogz Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 Man, I hate to say it...but someone has too. You are obsessed with this girl, and you have got to let go. I honestly don't really know much about situations like this, so that is really all the advice I can give you. :/ Quote And then I felt chills in my bones / The breath I saw was not my own I knew my skin that wrapped my frame / Wasn't made to play this game XXI
mikelover Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 I still love Abby. I always will. But now it's getting worse than it was before...She has a new boyfriend and they both eat lunch with me at school. They hold hands and lean on eachother during lunch. It makes me so jealous. Not to mention' date=' this kid is a freak. He even picks on me and Abby doesn't even stand up for me anymore! I'm starting to think she's just faking our friendship. Oh fuck, I've thought that ever since this shit started last summer. I've loved her since the beginning of sixth grade (2.5 years ago) but I never told her until last summer, although I gave her a bunch of hints during seventh grade. she's the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on. She is really funny, cares about people besides herself, listens to what I have to say, helps me through hard times (mostly), and other than that, she's undescribable...she's just so perfect in every way...I would do anything for her. I would die, or kill for her...once I told her that if I ever shot myself, I would carve her name into the bullet so the world would know that she was the last thing to go through my head. I know that sounds scary, but I mean it with love...she'll always have a place in my heart....no matter what happens. I'm not obsessed, I'm just in love. But everyone tells me that I AM obsessed and it pisses me off. Even my psychologist tells me I'm obsessed with Abby. I feel like everyone is out to get me and it really pisses me off. I'm lonely throughout most of my life...I hardly have any friends anymore, and most of the friends that I have are just backstabbers. I just don't understand why Abby just doesn't love me...I don't understand why she just won't go out with me. My "friend" Tiffany says that it's because girls don't want to go out with someone who's obsessed with them...I'm starting to think that the fact that everyone at my school knows that I'm "obsessed" with Abby as they call it, is making all the girls not want to go out with me. I don't know what to do...I just feel like dying, but I really don't want to die...at all. I just hate my life so much and it sucks. Not to mention that Abby gets mad at me because I told her that my parents think that it's her fault that I got expelled for attempted suicide and having a hitlist. I don't really think it's her fault but it might be...is it her fault? What should I do? Is there any way to get her to love me? Is there anything at all that I can do? I need your help badly guys. I know you can help, I love you guys and you're like a family to me. So please help. [/quote'] i understand how u feel i've been threw the same nd still going threw it. dont listen to thoughs that say ur obsessed when u love someone all u can do is think about them. but i know letting go is the hardest thing to do but within time u'll let go slowly. i've gotten jealous before with the guy that i still love he was going out with another slut like always nd i hated that because they ended up always screwing him over nd he took everything from them they would flirt with other guys nd he wouldn't say anything. some of the girls would even cheat on him nd he would also act like if nothing happened, anyway u can still love her but if she doesnt want to be ur girlfriend, she wants you to understand that she only wants to be friends. that is going to be hard for u to have to go threw it but when they just want u as a friend that's wat they want. i still wish that the guy i like would love me back but wat happens happens. dont try to impress her becuz if she cant tell that ur going to be there for her i no u'll feel it was a waste of time. and i no most girls want a guy that will be there for her nd always protecting her, however if Abby wants that she has to look past u nd her being friends. some girls dont notice that the guy they want could be right in front of them Quote [broken External Image]:http://img100.echo.cx/img100/1715/mikelover4fr.jpg
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 thanks guys. You're right about one thing, mikelover. I am right in front of her, she just needs to realize that I'm the right guy for her. I will always love her and be there for her no matter what happens. I would protect her...even with my own life. If someone was about to shoot her, I would jump in front of her and take the bullet. You may not know this, but I used to have a serious problem. Cutting. I would carve her name in my left arm at least once a night. My arm is covered in scars. I would carve LOVE=HATE on my forarm. And the scary thing is that I didn't realize that I was doing it until I was done...I couldn't control it...I would draw pictures of her, about her, write her initials all over a peice of paper, I've got over 200 pages of those drawings. I've got over 75 poems about her, about 300 songs about her. Ugh, maybe I am obsessed. My parents think that it's all abby's fault that I got expelled for 5 months from school. I dont really think its her fault, and abby gets upset when I tell her that my parents think it is her fault. I honestly don't know what to think... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
SNiPeRViRuS Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 It is her fault. If she is blind to the fact that you love her so much then it is her fault. But it is also your fault. I think she is scared because you are obsessed with her. She might want you to cool down a bit. She knows you would do anything for her, maybe she wants to do stuff herself. Maybe she will feel that you would be threatening to any other guy friend that she has. Maybe she just doesnt like you. But you must move on. Dont dwell on the past. Just try and get away from her. Quote
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 When this school year ends, then I'll have no choice. She's going to a different high school. So I want to cherish my last few months being with her... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
DarkShadow Posted February 19, 2005 Author Posted February 19, 2005 I'm going to miss her so much! God, I wish I could share one loving moment with her.... Quote :ok: Mmm...good stuff. :clap: http://www.myspace.com/bsinger1017
FadedBlue Posted February 19, 2005 Posted February 19, 2005 Im no 'love doctor' or anything, i may give out some bad advice. But i wanna help out a friend, so, here goes. She probably does love you. Ignore her,..then she will ask you whats wrong?..then you tell her whats wrong. She will feel sorry for you and..tell you she loves you. That worked out with my friend, he had the same situation as you. If that doesn't work, you need to find someone else. Brad, you can't keep on loving some one that doesn't love you back. There are plenty of other fish in the sea. Who knows..you might find another girl that you love just as much, and she will love you too. Quote Last.fm
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