lpp's journal

[shahfire]

hmm right now i am not in the nvm

 

but update time

 

well i am tired

 

hating everything right now

 

and i think about death 24/7

 

and other shit

pls dont do that. u dont deserve to die. like fiona said, it just makes everyone unhappy. lpp, u r great. do not degrade yrself. btw, just to make u a lil bit happy, im in love with yr sig. honestly.

[lpp]

pls dont do that. u dont deserve to die. like fiona said' date=' it just makes everyone unhappy. lpp, u r great. do not degrade yrself. btw, just to make u a lil bit happy, im in love with yr sig. honestly.[/quote']

 

shahfire-thnks for the comment on my sig

 

woody-hi and stop this poking fights

 

lpg-umm sure

 

but yes sometimes i do feel like i need

 

but thnks to clogz he helpped me not cut last night

[uwantme2b]

Clogs is awesome.

 

Lpp, listen. I know you won't listen to me, lol, but it ain't gonna stop me saying it because I'm stubborn too. And remember that I don't say these things to random people. I say them to people I care about.

 

I do have experience in what you are going through. Yes, it is hard and yes, it is painful but it can be beaten. Depression does not run your life, you do. I stopped cutting, started again, stopped again. But if I start again, I'll stop again, because I don't want to cut and I know I'm not going to let it beat me. I have tried to kill myself, I have run away from home before. And I am not going to cut myself.

 

You're not weak. But next time you feel like cutting yourself and you feel depressed, try to remember that you ARE better than this. You deserve better. And if anyone gets at you for depression, tell them to fuck the hell off.

 

*takes deep breaths*

[lpp]

Clogs is awesome.

 

Lpp, listen. I know you won't listen to me, lol, but it ain't gonna stop me saying it because I'm stubborn too. And remember that I don't say these things to random people. I say them to people I care about.

 

I do have experience in what you are going through. Yes, it is hard and yes, it is painful but it can be beaten. Depression does not run your life, you do. I stopped cutting, started again, stopped again. But if I start again, I'll stop again, because I don't want to cut and I know I'm not going to let it beat me. I have tried to kill myself, I have run away from home before. And I am not going to cut myself.

 

You're not weak. But next time you feel like cutting yourself and you feel depressed, try to remember that you ARE better than this. You deserve better. And if anyone gets at you for depression, tell them to fuck the hell off.

 

*takes deep breaths*

 

*mouth hangs open in shock*

 

damn becks u went all out on me now

 

and i am feeling happier then the past fwe days

 

thnks to clogz

[uwantme2b]

Lol. I get carried away a lot

Trying to be helpful... not sure how successful I was lol!

[lpp]

Lol. I get carried away a lot

Trying to be helpful... not sure how successful I was lol!

 

no its was *lpp breath*

 

very very good

[uwantme2b]

Good.

So if you ever need me... you know where to find me.

[lpp]

Good.

So if you ever need me... you know where to find me.

yup i do

update time

 

EveryOne Thnks Clogz

 

cause last night he helpped me focus on something other then cutting

 

cause of him i didn't cut

 

and then i started to crack some funny shit about chicks

 

like umm

 

chicks chicks have nice racks lol

 

and gurl on gurl action

 

but other then that Clogz helpped me last night

 

so everyone if you know his im name tell him thnks

 

so yea i am happier then i have in the past few weeks i guess

 

sometimes i tend to let out a little bit of laughter

 

oh and like on the may 7th i went to a local christian concert thing with only 3 band that rocked the first 2 band rock the last sucked

and i had one of my friend with me who is a gurl who is also bi

and she is taken she has a gurlfriend but her girlfriend has a ex who she might hook me up with yay for that but through this little 3 band concert there was one slow song and me and this friend of mine started to slow dance and my hands around her neck her hands at my hips OMFG it i can't even explain how i felt then but i am so happy that i might get a girlfrend

 

yay

 

iam so happy

[uwantme2b]

Okay, I'm confused.

I assumed you were female.

Please don't take this offensively, I don't care what you are, I'm just curious.

Are you male?

Or are you female, but uh gay?

Sorry lol. I'm just curious.

[lpp]

Okay, I'm confused.

I assumed you were female.

Please don't take this offensively, I don't care what you are, I'm just curious.

Are you male?

Or are you female, but uh gay?

Sorry lol. I'm just curious.

 

i am a female

 

i am bi sexual

[uwantme2b]

Ohhh... okay.

In your profile it says you're bi and I thought you meant you had bipolar.

Unless you do. Lol. Man, I'm so weird. I've confused myself again.

[lpp]

Ohhh... okay.

In your profile it says you're bi and I thought you meant you had bipolar.

Unless you do. Lol. Man, I'm so weird. I've confused myself again.

 

its okay

 

becks

 

i once ran into a wall

[Friðbjörn]

Wow, great news! I hope you two get together. I'm so happy for you.

It's a shame Clogz left, he's really good you know.

[LPpinkfreak821]

Clogz is great.. im glad that your happier now... and i hope that works with your friend and what not... you know you can talk to me anytime about your situations... you know that... dont ever forget it.. lol.. sorry... um.. yea.. girl on girl action... spiffy i guess *cough*... you Sig is sexy. i like that pic of Chester.. its hot.. lol and thats song rocks.. "crawling in my skin.. these wounds the will not heal... fear is how i fall confusing what is real"

 

anyways... i really want you to be happy... i would die without you!... and you know that... or you could be totally clueless but just know that im here for you... *mauh*

[Vash_the_Stampede]

Like I said the other day, congratulations.

 

Now, if only I could find one...::Looks around:: <.< >.>

XD

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Yaaaaaay!!!!!I´m soo damn happy 4 u Shadow!!!Good luck with your girlfriend,and I hope u and her can be really happy:D!!!!*hugs*

I wish I could find a bf:(...oh well....I´m happy 4 ya.And I´m glad 2 hear that u are not going 2 cut yourslef anyomore:D*does happy dance*

Well take care,and be happy LPP:D

[lpp]

Yaaaaaay!!!!!I´m soo damn happy 4 u Shadow!!!Good luck with your girlfriend,and I hope u and her can be really happy:D!!!!*hugs*

I wish I could find a bf:(...oh well....I´m happy 4 ya.And I´m glad 2 hear that u are not going 2 cut yourslef anyomore:D*does happy dance*

Well take care,and be happy LPP:D

 

vero-damn straight i will

 

vash-thnks man

 

lppinkfreak821-thnks for posting and i liked what you said

 

fribby-thnks man your comment was kick ass good man

[Heart_LP]

Hey lpp!

I´m glad you have a gf! and that you feel happy...these are great news!

As Vero said..I wish I could have a bf lol but meeh...*shrug*

well tty now lol

[Friðbjörn]

Add me onto the happy list

I'm not as lucky as you actually, I don't have a gf myself

 

*adds himself to "would like a bf/gf list"*

[uwantme2b]

Yup... and me... I'd like a bf...

[lpp]

uwantme2b-thnks for stopping by

 

F-thnks man

 

heart_lp- hey thnks and nice to see you stopped by also

 

hey peoples

[Greyfoxx]

Lpp, im so glade your doing better!

[lpp]

Lpp' date=' im so glade your doing better![/quote']

 

thnks

 

winged fox

[LPGotLinkinPark]

Well that is great. I am happy for you lpp, if only I could feel that happiness right now.

[Solid Snake]

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