lpp Posted May 29, 2005 Author Posted May 29, 2005 I have dreams like that sometimes. I don't think they mean a lot... ignore it really i can try but its so hard not to think about it the dream is what i think about now
twilightcrimson7 Posted May 29, 2005 Posted May 29, 2005 sometimes dresm can be downright tormenting...but...I wouldn't dwell on it... *hypocrite* I know its hard, but it shouldn't make you paranoid.. http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/caa111db447cb1d28d713cebad979c8d.png ...:away and onward:...
lpp Posted May 30, 2005 Author Posted May 30, 2005 sometimes dresm can be downright tormenting...but...I wouldn't dwell on it... *hypocrite* I know its hard' date=' but it shouldn't make you paranoid.. [/quote'] thnks twi for you reply
twilightcrimson7 Posted May 30, 2005 Posted May 30, 2005 I try, I try... http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/caa111db447cb1d28d713cebad979c8d.png ...:away and onward:...
shahfire Posted May 30, 2005 Posted May 30, 2005 well update time i am upset cause one of my friends is also a friends with my 22 year brother and my friends is only 15 but i feel as if i don't get to talk to her much... and i found out the reseason she said "its because i talk to much about Linkin Park" OMFG she likes them but doesn't know alot about them and when ever i just wanna chit chat with her my older brother comes to where we are .. ugh gosh i just hate everything okay, there are two views for this. 1. if this friend means alot to u,if u think u will destroy yr friendship, u may want to decrease yr talking of lp. 2. HECK! u r a diehard fan of lp, of coz u will talk abt them! so you will have to choose, lpp. [broken External Image]:http://img14.imgspot.com/u/05/190/02/shahsig.psd Proud member of the CoB Thank you IK for the sig!!
lpp Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 okay, there are two views for this. 1. if this friend means alot to u,if u think u will destroy yr friendship, u may want to decrease yr talking of lp. 2. HECK! u r a diehard fan of lp, of coz u will talk abt them! so you will have to choose, lpp. Shahfire-thnks for the advice twi-i know you try lmao Ello
lpp Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 UpDate : well lately i have been going from being numb to not and like today i kinda started yelling at my mom and stuff and started to think more about cutting and suicide and shit and all and i was like WAIT would i really wanna risk getting back to the hospital so like i was like that most of the day and all and yesterday i was so numb it scared me really bad and normell when i go numb i don't get scared hmmm oh well.. and for the ones who don't understand what i mean by numb it where you can't feel any emotions...... so yup that is for the ones who thought i couldn't feel any body parts hmmm oh well but yea and like i been wanting a girlfriend for along time now and ugh its hard to find yo self a girlfriend here but hmmm i guess i must deal with the wait here lol but yea i have been thinking alot about cutting and suicide most my poems right now are about those 2 things and i have been like really thinking alot about things and stuff and but mostly out of it like sometimes i will space out when i am listening to Linkin Park and the cd is hybrid theory and then on with you when Chaz says come it like brings me back and its weird but yea and before i was like always thinking about S-E-X alot and yea umm i think i am done WAIT but yea like i almost got into a fight with my older brother and yea and like yea i am done now lmao this is the longest update i have done before
shahfire Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 dont think about those kinda horiifying stuff like suicide and cutting. think of like better stuff like how u r gonna get a gf. u will soon find her dont worry. *hug* everything's gonna be alrite lpp. [broken External Image]:http://img14.imgspot.com/u/05/190/02/shahsig.psd Proud member of the CoB Thank you IK for the sig!!
MrRandomGuy Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 **huggles** backwards-sdrawkcab luaP m'I !selur dlofneveS degnevA http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/e826bc5c9f32fe33e0fffbc53963e0cb.jpg drawrof-forward check out my myspace! Join my message board All Music
lpp Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 **huggles** Thnks P *snuggles up to P * thnks man i am glad i was able to met you shahfire-thnks for you support also
lpp Posted May 31, 2005 Author Posted May 31, 2005 Fireballthefairy [9:41 P.M.]: tell me a story PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:42 P.M.]: one day, a boy was bored and wanted some action Fireballthefairy [9:42 P.M.]: keep goin PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:43 P.M.]: he went into a lesbian chatroom and pretended to be one Fireballthefairy [9:43 P.M.]: no stopping just keep going PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:44 P.M.]: he created a whole identity and even asked some on msn, where he had internet sex with them Fireballthefairy [9:44 P.M.]: go on PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:45 P.M.]: he continued to pretend and got better and better at it, until one day he met someone Fireballthefairy [9:45 P.M.]: go on PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: she was in love with the "girl" so she asked "her" out. "she" said yes Fireballthefairy [9:46 P.M.]: go on PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: eventually, suspicion was in the air, so he had to leave PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: and he created another name Fireballthefairy [9:47 P.M.]: go on PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:47 P.M.]: and he kept going until he got a girlfriend, a real one and he decided to never go back again PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:47 P.M.]: the end Fireballthefairy [9:47 P.M.]: yay *claps*
Mikes_Shadow Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Omg now im scared hurr durr [broken External Image]:http://img11.imageshack.us/img11/3860/dffhgfhfghfgfghhg.jpg http://www.last.fm/user/fAgalloch
stupidsoul1 Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 i dont get the story, but lpp you will find a girlfriend one day. http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
keza Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 haha funni story...lol http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/ce845b5e1cfffbb4e7ea78abcb7bf1ae.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/3b7255122472a9285083158e67a4c66b.jpg
uwantme2b Posted May 31, 2005 Posted May 31, 2005 Hehe. Good story. I know what you mean about feeling numb and sht Just take care of yourself, k? http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/9b54002b9ea728de39c3770316d52169.jpg Shark picture by Graham Lambert Rep me please :-)
lpp Posted June 1, 2005 Author Posted June 1, 2005 Mikes_Shadow-lmao your funni stupidsoul1-fi hey gurl sup and don't worry about the meaning of the story keza-sup thnks uwantme2b-thnks becks
shahfire Posted June 1, 2005 Posted June 1, 2005 the convo was strange but funny. hehe. cyaz! [broken External Image]:http://img14.imgspot.com/u/05/190/02/shahsig.psd Proud member of the CoB Thank you IK for the sig!!
keza Posted June 1, 2005 Posted June 1, 2005 hi lpp, havent talked to u in ages!!! well i passed a comment down there but that doesnt really count...hope ur ok lots of love kerry!!!! http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/ce845b5e1cfffbb4e7ea78abcb7bf1ae.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/3b7255122472a9285083158e67a4c66b.jpg
lpp Posted June 1, 2005 Author Posted June 1, 2005 Keza-nothing much update well since wed i wasn't really me my evil personality who is aa big time bitch who is mean to anyone
stupidsoul1 Posted June 1, 2005 Posted June 1, 2005 im sure u werent, even for ur spilt personality u are really nice. http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/25cb22d29f0c2f027cf1acc5b7bf6cf4.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/459bb3c6fed65d05781dbdae0319d254.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/0dcf45273040e11bc56a99d4601a58d5.png http://www.sucksbbs.net/data/MetaMirrorCache/bfdf068f8fa963062b979cec565ff7f7.png Fiona is teh Fionizzle... and we all love her ^^
KillMeImIrish Posted June 1, 2005 Posted June 1, 2005 Matt - says: hey hey? Christan- bed says: hey Christan- bed says: oh my godddd Christan- bed says: i feel so drunl Christan- bed says: drunk Matt - says: lol Christan- bed says: but i only had a few sipss Matt - says: suuuuuuuuuuuuure Matt - says: Christan- bed says: i dont knoww Christan- bed says: hey Christan- bed says: did you know that lpp's name spelled backwards spells ppl Matt - says: lmao Christan- bed says: maybe shes more than one person. Matt - says: maybe. she does seem to act kind of odd Christan- bed says: ODD? Christan- bed says: fucking psycho Matt - says: lol Matt - says: no kidding holy shit.. WE WERE RIGHT MATT!!! -gasp- give me your eyes for just one second give me your eyes so i can see everything that i've been missing give me a love for humanity give me your arms for the broken-hearted the ones that are far beyond my reach
KillMeImIrish Posted June 1, 2005 Posted June 1, 2005 unfortunately, i am... ughh. -cringes- give me your eyes for just one second give me your eyes so i can see everything that i've been missing give me a love for humanity give me your arms for the broken-hearted the ones that are far beyond my reach
lpp Posted June 1, 2005 Author Posted June 1, 2005 kmii-good gurl glad you can well update this is a weird dream i had warning it is scary and weird and confusing well it started out like your normell day and stuff and then later on it switched on me there was this weird playground shit in my backyard and stuff and like this one chick like pissed me off and i yelled SHUT THE FUCK UP at her then ran outfront saw some people coming and i ran to hide but it wasn't worth it so i ran into the street and saw a car so i rolled infront of the then before the car could hit i moved out of the way and broke down crying and then someone asked what was wrong and i said everything then i and this guy like were always together....then i woke up weird dream very weird dream
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