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I have dreams like that sometimes. I don't think they mean a lot... ignore it :)

 

really

 

i can try but its so hard not to think about it

 

the dream is what i think about now

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sometimes dresm can be downright tormenting...but...I wouldn't dwell on it... *hypocrite* I know its hard, but it shouldn't make you paranoid.. :(

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sometimes dresm can be downright tormenting...but...I wouldn't dwell on it... *hypocrite* I know its hard' date=' but it shouldn't make you paranoid.. :([/quote']

 

thnks twi for you reply

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well update time

 

i am upset cause one of my friends is also a friends with my 22 year brother

 

and my friends is only 15 but i feel as if i don't get to talk to her much...

 

and i found out the reseason

 

she said "its because i talk to much about Linkin Park"

 

OMFG she likes them but doesn't know alot about them

 

and when ever i just wanna chit chat with her my older brother comes to where we are ..

 

ugh gosh i just hate everything

okay, there are two views for this.

1. if this friend means alot to u,if u think u will destroy yr friendship, u may want to decrease yr talking of lp.

2. HECK! u r a diehard fan of lp, of coz u will talk abt them!

so you will have to choose, lpp. :)

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okay, there are two views for this.

1. if this friend means alot to u,if u think u will destroy yr friendship, u may want to decrease yr talking of lp.

2. HECK! u r a diehard fan of lp, of coz u will talk abt them!

so you will have to choose, lpp. :)

 

Shahfire-thnks for the advice

 

twi-i know you try

 

lmao

 

Ello

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UpDate :

 

well lately i have been going from being numb to not and like today i kinda started yelling at my mom and stuff and started to think more about cutting and suicide and shit and all and i was like WAIT would i really wanna risk getting back to the hospital so like i was like that most of the day and all and yesterday i was so numb it scared me really bad and normell when i go numb i don't get scared hmmm oh well..

 

and for the ones who don't understand what i mean by numb it where you can't feel any emotions...... so yup that is for the ones who thought i couldn't feel any body parts hmmm oh well

 

but yea and like i been wanting a girlfriend for along time now and ugh its hard

to find yo self a girlfriend here but hmmm i guess i must deal with the wait here lol but yea i have been thinking alot about cutting and suicide most my poems right now are about those 2 things and i have been like really thinking alot about things and stuff and but mostly out of it like sometimes i will space out when i am listening to Linkin Park and the cd is hybrid theory and then on with you when Chaz says come it like brings me back and its weird but yea and before i was like always thinking about S-E-X alot and yea umm i think i am done WAIT but yea like i almost got into a fight with my older brother and yea and like yea i am done now

 

lmao

 

this is the longest update i have done before

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dont think about those kinda horiifying stuff like suicide and cutting. think of like better stuff like how u r gonna get a gf. u will soon find her dont worry. *hug* everything's gonna be alrite lpp.

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**huggles**

 

Thnks P

 

*snuggles up to P *

 

 

thnks man i am glad i was able to met you

 

shahfire-thnks for you support also

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Fireballthefairy [9:41 P.M.]: tell me a story

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:42 P.M.]: one day, a boy was bored and wanted some action

Fireballthefairy [9:42 P.M.]: keep goin

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:43 P.M.]: he went into a lesbian chatroom and pretended to be one

Fireballthefairy [9:43 P.M.]: no stopping just keep going

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:44 P.M.]: he created a whole identity and even asked some on msn, where he had internet sex with them

Fireballthefairy [9:44 P.M.]: go on

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:45 P.M.]: he continued to pretend and got better and better at it, until one day he met someone

Fireballthefairy [9:45 P.M.]: go on

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: she was in love with the "girl" so she asked "her" out. "she" said yes

Fireballthefairy [9:46 P.M.]: go on

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: eventually, suspicion was in the air, so he had to leave

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:46 P.M.]: and he created another name

Fireballthefairy [9:47 P.M.]: go on

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:47 P.M.]: and he kept going until he got a girlfriend, a real one and he decided to never go back again

PaulTheCrazyGuy [9:47 P.M.]: the end

Fireballthefairy [9:47 P.M.]: yay *claps*

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i dont get the story, but lpp you will find a girlfriend one day.

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haha funni story...lol

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Hehe. Good story.

I know what you mean about feeling numb and sht

Just take care of yourself, k?

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Mikes_Shadow-lmao your funni

 

stupidsoul1-fi hey gurl sup and don't worry about the meaning of the story

 

keza-sup thnks

 

uwantme2b-thnks becks

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the convo was strange but funny. hehe. cyaz!

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hi lpp, havent talked to u in ages!!!

well i passed a comment down there but that doesnt really count...hope ur ok

lots of love kerry!!!! :p

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Keza-nothing much

 

update

 

well since wed i wasn't really me my evil personality who is aa big time bitch who is mean to anyone

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im sure u werent, even for ur spilt personality u are really nice.

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Matt - says:

hey hey?

Christan- bed says:

hey

Christan- bed says:

oh my godddd

Christan- bed says:

i feel so drunl

Christan- bed says:

drunk

Matt - says:

lol

Christan- bed says:

but i only had a few sipss

Matt - says:

suuuuuuuuuuuuure

Matt - says:

 

Christan- bed says:

i dont knoww

Christan- bed says:

hey

Christan- bed says:

did you know that lpp's name spelled backwards spells ppl

Matt - says:

lmao

Christan- bed says:

maybe shes more than one person.

Matt - says:

maybe. she does seem to act kind of odd

Christan- bed says:

ODD?

Christan- bed says:

fucking psycho

Matt - says:

lol

Matt - says:

no kidding

 

holy shit.. WE WERE RIGHT MATT!!! -gasp-

give me your eyes for just one second

give me your eyes so i can see

everything that i've been missing

give me a love for humanity

give me your arms for the broken-hearted

the ones that are far beyond my reach

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unfortunately, i am... ughh. -cringes-

give me your eyes for just one second

give me your eyes so i can see

everything that i've been missing

give me a love for humanity

give me your arms for the broken-hearted

the ones that are far beyond my reach

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kmii-good gurl glad you can

well update

this is a weird dream i had warning it is scary and weird and confusing

well it started out like your normell day and stuff and then later on it switched on me there was this weird playground shit in my backyard and stuff and like this one chick like pissed me off and i yelled SHUT THE FUCK UP at her then ran outfront saw some people coming and i ran to hide but it wasn't worth it so i ran into the street and saw a car so i rolled infront of the then before the car could hit i moved out of the way and broke down crying and then someone asked what was wrong and i said everything then i and this guy like were always together....then i woke up weird dream very weird dream

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