lpp's journal

[lpp]

update on my cutting

 

i might think about stay with it or not

[misery]

i dont see how there is anything to think about..

its pointless and stupid and its only hurting u

[lpp]

i dont see how there is anything to think about..

its pointless and stupid and its only hurting u

 

hmm its your opion

[LPGotLinkinPark]

Cutting........it bad but some people take it like drugs. Just be careful lpp. :thumbsup:

[lpp]

GotLinkinPark?']Cutting........it bad but some people take it like drugs. Just be careful lpp. :thumbsup:

 

thnk u sexi

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Plz think it as much time as u want,I know u will do the right thing(not to cut yourserlf again)

[lpp]

Plz think it as much time as u want' date='I know u will do the right thing(not to cut yourserlf again)[/quote']

 

i still need time snowy k

[4everLP_Shinoda]

i still need time snowy k

Ok fairy stormy(I know it´s not your fairy name but I told u the reason why I call u like that).Take all the time u need :thumbsup:

[lpp]

thnk u stormy

[4everLP_Shinoda]

Yw fairy firestorm

[LPGotLinkinPark]

...........what's with the fairy business?

[lpp]

k i dunno if its the site or my com. but 1 of thems actin gay rite now and wont lemme reply. soooo in ur journal bout cuttin i need u too post my reply. give me credit tho.

 

i used to cut but it really didnt do n e thing 4 me. i stopped tho cuz ppl made a big deal outta it and they wanted me to get help and i didnt need it and then i got sent to a horrible place! its like the lyrics to lying from you xplain my life. i wanna b pushed aside let me take back my life i'd rather be all alone n e where on my own. those xact words. leave me alone and butt outta my life! ne wayz my cut marks r still fadin but u can barely c them n e more. it took about a month and a half for them to almost completely dissappear. so lpp plz stop cuttin. i kno y u did it cuz it was the same way 4 me. but its NOT WORTH IT!!!!

 

plz type it xactly like that. but make sure every1 knos i said it!

thnx!!!!!!!!!!~darkone

[4everLP_Shinoda]

GotLinkinPark?']...........what's with the fairy business?

LPP and I decided to become fairys,she is the fire fairy and I´m the water one.That´s what our names are Fairy Snowy(me)and FireStorm(LPP)

[woodyloveslinkin]

cutting only makes things worse.

when ur scars have healed u look back on em and then u start to think why u cut urself in the first place. then all the shit comes back and makes u more sad.

 

take it from me. been there and done that.

[lpp]

cutting only makes things worse.

when ur scars have healed u look back on em and then u start to think why u cut urself in the first place. then all the shit comes back and makes u more sad.

 

take it from me. been there and done that.

 

 

hmm i have told many ppl i would think about it

[woodyloveslinkin]

cutting isn't healthy.

[lpp]

cutting isn't healthy.

its better then coke,pot,meth,cmeth,acid,and all thoses other drugs

[woodyloveslinkin]

actually its kinda worse then drugs. well drugs and cutting r sorta related cos they usually come out of being stressed out.

[misery]

i think it depends if you go to extremes with the cutting and really start hurting urself badly, but thats just my opinion

[lpp]

actually its kinda worse then drugs. well drugs and cutting r sorta related cos they usually come out of being stressed out.

 

or holding back your emotions.

 

or what has happend in your childhood.

 

or having two of your best friend abandon u.

 

or being abused (which was never me)

[woodyloveslinkin]

do u see the words "FBI PROFILER" on my shirt yet? i've gotta wait 8 fucking yrs for those words to appear on me.

[lpp]

do u see the words "FBI PROFILER" on my shirt yet? i've gotta wait 8 fucking yrs for those words to appear on me.

 

lol funny..

 

when i was younger my older brother and parents fought alot.

and my first best friend was misty she had the nerve to call one day and say i won't be talking to u in the halls because of new friends.

my second best friend ellie refuses to talk to me because i sent her a linkin park e card.

 

and i feel like i have to be strong for everyone in my family.

 

so i write everyday,i'm working on abook,writting poems.

and then i study website about eating disorders.

i play guitar,i took very little piano,.....i havetryed to play the trumpet but sucked. and i can't handle arugments,and i hate my life.

[woodyloveslinkin]

i hate people who say they hate their lives.

 

ur a kool person lpp...

 

(im repeating myself i know im getting old ^_^)

[lpp]

i hate people who say they hate their lives.

 

ur a kool person lpp...

 

(im repeating myself i know im getting old ^_^)

 

so do u understand now why i cut?

[stupidsoul1]

no i dont understand it at all.............u have so much strength in you but still you cut i look up to you.....but cutting is doing nothing but putting danger on ur conscience and hurting people around u