the cutting thread

[Heart_LP]

Thanks' date=' I reall am gonna try to stop now, this is just pathetic.[/quote']

it is and good luck :thumbsup:

[Penguinscanfly_88]

I want to cut soooooooooooooooooooooo bad. And I just might even if my mom will be checking cuz I hate life and my aunt and everything else right now. It is my comfort and I have no other comfort I need to cut it is like my life its all I live for anymore.Sorry to complain to y'all like this but I feel like shit today

[Marizka]

I want to cut soooooooooooooooooooooo bad. And I just might even if my mom will be checking cuz I hate life and my aunt and everything else right now. It is my comfort and I have no other comfort I need to cut it is like my life its all I live for anymore.Sorry to complain to y'all like this but I feel like shit today

 

well i feel like shit too, so join the club. plz try not to cut, i know its hard, i cant stop either, try to realise its pointless, thats what got me over the "urge" this morning. *hugs* hope you feel better soon.

[Katey]

When you have a grip, don't let go

 

I entitle this post:

When you have a grip, DON'T LET GO

What I'm basically trying to say is: The easiest way to stop cutting is to never start. Simply that. I didn't realize how hard it really is to break the habit of cutting until last night. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, it turns out that the guy I've been in love with since like July is going out with this whore that I know...I really thought I had a chance with somebody for once, but I guess not....and anyway that REALLY broke my heart so I just started cutting like crazy and now I have like, 20 something cuts on my right wrist, some big and some small. I said yesterday I was going to try really hard to stop, but I guess I need to try waaaay harder. I thought I had cutting under control, and that it was just a thing to do when I got pissed off at life and such and then just stop, but really, even if u think you have it under control, you don't, and don't realize it until you actually TRY to control it. So my advice to everybody who's never cut before is: DON'T. It's not worth it...!!!!

 

Much love and good luck

</3 Katie

[ForgottenKid]

LISTEN TO KATEY.

 

You should but its preety hard to stop.

[Marizka]

Katey is completely right, i thought it would be like that too, but now i cant stop. starting is so much easier than stoppping. and the scars are horrible, mine from 3 months ago are still very visible.

 

I have a really fuckin big problem: this morning my mom found out about me cutting! nooooooooooooo!!!! I wasnt dressed yet, so i wasnt wearing anything to cover the cuts adn she saw them and grabbed my hand and asked me: whats this? i said: i dont know, she: yes you do. did you try to kill yourself? me: no. she: do you like to hurt yourself? me: no. she: do you think its cool to hurt yourself? me: hell no! then she got really angry and said: I want a reason! but then she had to go to get my brother ready for school. so i got dressed, ate and went to school, it was really bad at school, cuz i couldnt stop thinking about the fact that my mom knows, adn now im so anxious, cuz i dont know what shes gonna do. idk how to explain it to her.

i expected alot of reactions from her: sadness, understanding, dissapointment...but not anger.

 

im sorry a bit long, but i had to get it out.

[Heart_LP]

dont worry I´ve been there

it was horrible for me too and I just wanted the time to tick away and just end all of the shit.

My mom reacted the same and I could see the pain in her eyes that made me feel even more guilty about it. That pain and the fear I hade made me stop.

Dont get scared and just try to calm down.

I know easy for me to say but it´ll help cause I know that nothing bad will happen to you.

[Marizka]

Thanx, i guess its not going to be bad, but pretty painful i guess. I have have no idea how or why to explain her why i did it, and then shell think i do it to be cool or something, which is totally not true, i think its quite uncool.

Im kinda scared..

[Heart_LP]

I was scared too.

and no one thinks cutting is cool! and the ones who do well they are not sane!

to tell you thr truth, it was very painfull for me emotionally but things got better later on.

So just try to think positive about it.

and remember that if you need to talk about anything then I´m right here!

[Marizka]

\Tnx very much, i appreciate it:)

i think im going to think for myself what im gonna tell her, so im not completely unprepared, i just hope shes not gonna tell my dad or anyone else in the family..she does that sometimes and i hate it.

I guess i just gotta be strong, and i hope this will help me stop. then at least its done something good.

[Heart_LP]

you are very welcome!

yeah do that..

I begged my mom not to tell my father but my bro does know about it and I got a alot of shit for some months but not anymore.

just dont worry, k?

things will somehow change now.

[Penguinscanfly_88]

Sooooooo..........I DID cut last night and my mom wanted to see my wrists this morning of all mornings but she didn't notice them They are pretty obvious though. Sooooooooooo I dunno maybe she did see them and just didn't say anything. I don't want to live anymore everyone in my family hates me and my sister especially is treating me like dirt. She has told me like three or more times just in 2 days that she hates me .

[Hybrid-Heart]

Sooooooo..........I DID cut last night and my mom wanted to see my wrists this morning of all mornings but she didn't notice them They are pretty obvious though. Sooooooooooo I dunno maybe she did see them and just didn't say anything. I don't want to live anymore everyone in my family hates me and my sister especially is treating me like dirt. She has told me like three or more times just in 2 days that she hates me .

 

ow that's really shitty..

i can understand that you feel bad.. but it's still better not to cut..

and you don't want to live anymore? ow boy is it that bad?

well hold on.. i think it's going to be fine.. as long as you believe in yourself *that sounded dull*

 

mheh i suck at cheering people up

[Katey]

ow that's really shitty..

i can understand that you feel bad.. but it's still better not to cut..

and you don't want to live anymore? ow boy is it that bad?

well hold on.. i think it's going to be fine.. as long as you believe in yourself *that sounded dull*

 

mheh i suck at cheering people up

 

What hybi said. But look dont go and kill yourself on us just hang in there!

[Penguinscanfly_88]

ow that's really shitty..

i can understand that you feel bad.. but it's still better not to cut..

and you don't want to live anymore? ow boy is it that bad?

well hold on.. i think it's going to be fine.. as long as you believe in yourself *that sounded dull*

 

mheh i suck at cheering people up

 

 

 

 

I can't help the cutting its worse than drugs to me. And its not not bad to want to die I really want to die I have nothin to live for My Aunt took care of that today We no longer have Jaden and he was the only reason I haven't killed myself yet. And Katey I AM trying to "hang in there" but its hard theey all hate me and My aunt wishes I was gone she told me that again the other day I dunn owhat I am going to do and ther eis nothing about me to believe I can't even get any more poetry out cuz I am getting more and more emotionaless I dunno I just really wish I wasn't here I need out.

[4g10muzik]

cutting or suicide is the bitch way out. Learn how to express your hate or love or whatever feelings by doing other shit like drawing, dancing, singing, smashing shit. IDK just dont cut. god

[KillMeImIrish]

PREACH IT BROTHA!

 

ok. that's all.

[misery]

cutting or suicide is the bitch way out. Learn how to express your hate or love or whatever feelings by doing other shit like drawing' date=' dancing, singing, [b']smashing shit.[/b] IDK just dont cut. god

I <3 smashing shit! I have a huge dent in my wall to prove it.. and the only thing getting hurt is my fist. Nothing important.

[keza]

i used to cut, regret it majorly now, wish i hadnt...it was stupid and for stupid reasons...

 

now im terrified of anything sharp and i hate people touching my left arm...also while looking at it the other day i noticed that id done it REALLY close to my weins...that really grosses me out, it makes me feel sick just thinking about cutting now...argggg

[Friðbjörn]

cutting or suicide is the bitch way out. Learn how to express your hate or love or whatever feelings by doing other shit like drawing' date=' dancing, singing, smashing shit. IDK just dont cut. god[/quote']

Exactly. There's more things to do than cut.

 

Besides, I don't really understand how people can cut. It's something I'd never do, I'm way too scared of pointy sharp objects to ever be able to cut.

[lpunderground]

i have really had to controll my self to not cut. i have never cut just had to control the urges. i do write to express my feelings but it only keeps it in and its temperary. I have many friends who dont cut and they just dont get why i would want to do it. I have a friend who used to cut and she regrets it and now instead of cutting she wears a rubber band around her wrist and she snaps in when she feels like cutting. i have adopted that instead of cutting though its hard sometimes to just sit there and be all alone with no one to help.

[acdcrules04]

ok sense i'm to lazy to read 19 pages, please enlighten me, what are you reasons to cut, what is so bad about your life that you have to cause yourself physical pain, why leave ugly marks on your body to 'express' your 'pain'

 

this is directed at anyone and everyone who cuts, so please enlighten me.

[Marizka]

Why Do People Cut Themselves?

It can be hard to understand why people cut themselves on purpose. Cutting is what experts call an unhealthy coping mechanism. This means that the people who do it have not developed healthy ways of dealing with strong emotions, intense pressure, or upsetting relationship problems.

 

The urge to cut might be triggered by strong feelings the person can't express - such as anger, hurt, shame, frustration, or depression. People who cut sometimes say they feel they don't fit in or that no one understands them. A person might cut because of losing someone close or to escape a sense of emptiness. Cutting might seem like the only way to find relief, or the only way to express personal

 

for complete article check: http://kidshealth.org/teen/your_mind/mental_health/cutting.html

[LPGotLinkinPark]

^Well it's actually different for each person I think. That's just the technical mumbo-jumbo.

 

I can't belive I just said "mumbo-jumbo." hahaha

[LPF4lyfe]

my friend wrote these poems and i think theyre really good, and i thought id you you guys.

 

"Scars"

 

i sit here just staring,

staring at my arm

wondering why i

i had caused myself harm

 

the scars there

will stay

they will never go away

 

people stare

and question me

thay all want me

to explain what they see

 

i try to hide them,

cover them up

but everything i do

just isnt enough

 

i spend my nites

crying myself to sleep

because they all stare

and laugh and call me a freak

 

if i could go back,

back in time

i most definately would

so i wouldnt have to have these

reminders of my terrible past.

"Relief"

its hurts so much

yet i cant seem to stop

the hot tears stream down

my face as i continue to sob

 

i keep thinking back,

back through out the day

all the rumors, the hate

that have cause my dismay

 

they tell me this is wrong

that i cant keep doing this

but they are the ones who have

sent me into this huge, dark abyss

 

my arm is throbbing now

i watch as the blood drips down

it hurts so bad

but i cant help but smile

because no one knows

that i continue to do this all that while

 

it seems crazy i know

but these scissors are

the only tool that can

help me to relax, to relieve myself of this pain.

 

tell me what u think.